Coming To Terms With My Daughter's Infidelity

(I chose revenge as the category because it's the closest to what I'm going through. I have no plan to take revenge, though.)

My daughter and I have been together since soon after my divorce. She saw how lonely I was after her mother abandoned us.

My daughter was attuned to my needs. She gave me the love I craved. Our sexual and romantic relationship felt very natural, even if some people would say it was wrong.

We had been living together, sharing a bed, making love nightly like a husband and wife. Then, one Friday she stayed out all night. I had missed her and was horny so I went down on her before fucking her. I tasted that horrible taste that no man wants to taste while eating out his wife: another man's semen. She was very wet and the fuck was good, but I couldn't get her cheating out of my mind.

After you've battled social stigma and moved to a different city and state to be able to love the one you want, why would you throw it all away?

Now she goes out two or three nights a week. I am scared to confront her and find out she's in love with another man.

I am beside myself with grief.