Turning Fem Pt 1

I was sexually active at a young age, around 8. I started with my buddy. We lived across each other and we'd always spend time together. One day I went over to his house and he showed me something he had stolen from his dad. It was a porn magazine. We looked at it every chance we had. His dad was single and he always worked so we were unsupervised for awhile. This one time we decided to take out our dicks and rub them on the pages, so we did it and our dicks touched a few times. I remember a shiver running through me but it was a good sensation, like my body wanted more. A few days went by and I was over at his house and he was in bed looking at a different magazine. I joined him and he said he wanted to try kissing. Both of us started kissing. Little pecks on the lips followed by kissing with tongues. Being kids they were some sloppy kisses. We were grabbing each others butts thinking it was funny. But it never stopped. Every time we got together we did things like kiss and look at porn with the occasional dicks on the pages. Then one night I stayed the night at his house. We were up late and he took out the magazine, we got in bed and he stripped down, so I joined him too. We laid naked together and looked at it then he wanted to kiss again. We started kissing and the urge to get on top of him got me instead of laying side by side. I was on top and our dicks started rubbing and he was grabbing my butt. I just felt this intense moment of love.

This never stopped between us, we were together every single day. We always kissed and played with each other. A few years went by, we started growing and looking at more porn. Around the age 10-11 we decided to suck each other off. After watching porn we thought we should try it. The decided it should be on a Friday night so I could sleepover at his house. Late night again, popped in the dvd and we got worked up. Started with kissing and he stood up and asked if I was ready. His cock was just staring me in the face and an overwhelming urge came over me I put my mouth over it and it was a relief. I didn't know what I was doing I just knew I had his dick in my mouth. I did it for a few seconds then I it was his turn. He too stared at it for awhile and then put his mouth over it. My body felt weak when he did it. It was one of the greatest feelings ever. We went back and forth with each other. We kissed, I was on top of him, I sucked him, he sucked me, back and forth. That night we decided to sleep naked under the same sheet. I reached down and grabbed his dick and just told him I love the way it feels.

I dont think anyone ever knew what we did. We were kids so we still played with other kids outside or played video games. We had sleepover with other friends, but our sexual fun stayed between us. Things got more interesting for us when puberty hit. When my buddy hit puberty there was a noticeable size gain, he was black by the way. His dick and balls looked soo good to me. All of sudden I hit puberty and there was hardly any change for me in my dick size. It stayed small. I always wondered why but after awhile it didn't bother me and my buddy still loved it. When we would compare sizes it was always a turn on for me. I knew my role was to be a bottom from then on.