Anal Fantasy

I am a very straight acting married guy with a secret past. As a young boy I had sex with several other boys and I used to meet with them mostly in the woods and let them fuck me and I always liked it when they came in my ass.
All thru my years in school I let quite a few boys take my ass when ever they wanted it. Quite a few times there would be two or three boys at a time taking turns on my ass. Nothing ever compared to the excitement of taking multiple cocks up my ass. I think what excited me the most was getting my ass fucked in front of other guys and then watching while I got fucked up the ass and watching the other boys cum in my ass.
A lot of times on a Saturday afternoon in the woods two or three boys would spend hours fucking me as we would all be naked in the woods and I let them
Take turns on me for as long as they wanted taking all the cum they could put up my ass. I never really liked sucking cock but several times when I was getting fucked one of the other boys would get excited and I would end up ducking his dick while getting my ass fucked.
I have been married for many years and stayed true to my wife but I have this wild fantasy that I think I would act on if I ever had the opportunity.
I have an anal fetish and like sectors and anything I can stick up my ass. This is my fantasy
I would like to be taken to a very private cabin out in the woods by three men with very large cocks and a box full of dildos and sex toys. These men are younger muscular and huge hung. One is white one is Hispanic and one is black.
For three or four days they make me stay naked and use my ass for their pleasure. Tie me up and r**e my ass fuck me DP my ass fuck me at both ends at the same time telephone me out in the woods tie me up and butt fuck me stretch my hole and keep me filled with cum. Talk nasty to me beat my naked ass fuck me like a slut use me and fuck me with sex toys tie me down and use toys on my ass while they all make me gag on their huge cocks make me jack them off suck on their nuts and just fuck me until I can’t walk and on the last day 6 more guys show up for the ultimate gang bang.
It’s just a fantasy but when the wife is gone for a couple of days I am naked in the house sticking everything I can find up my ass fucking myself watching gay gang bang porn and getting myself off just from fucking myself and a few times I have gone to the adult sex shop and bought a couple of huge rubber cocks to use while she is away. I am addicted to getting fucked up the ass and I love it. I know my fantasy will never happen but I sure like to act it out when I can.