How It Started And Why It Never Ends.

Started around second grade with a middle school boy. It was the summer of second grade in the early 2000s small town Texas I became friends with a few kids around town that road bikes together. We would go down to the creek and fish ride dirt bikes and play paintball. There was an older boy that hung out with us he was nice and very athletic great sense of humor and a very nice family. One day every one else was on vacation with there families and I was riding around town just looking for someone to play with. He was in his front yard and waved me down and we went in his room to play PS2. That's when he broke out the porn. Slowly from there he began to groom me into a jerk off buddy and would suck my dick. I didn't know it was wrong and have had sex addiction from then on multiple gay encounters before I was out of highschool. I started most of them and am ashamed I ruined so many young men's minds just like mine.