Sexual Dominance

It happened to me when I was 28, empowered as a newly hired HR supervisor working for a big boy company. I reported in my new job to the CFO while a new HR Director was hired. In my position I joined the weekly CFO meeting with his direct reports. The youngest by far, I was 'lessoned' on what was expected, and 'parented' about my attitudes. Big Boys, and me. I walked out of the meeting shaken, unsure of myself. Until they hired a Director I was in the hot seat.

I was called in to the CFOs office, 'get my shit together'.

By the end of the week I had made up my mind to turn in my resignation.

I was HR. A clerk was assigned to me, a 'little girl' to help me. The sound of his voice was enough to make my heart race, go into apoplexy. Reports. Opinions. 'Get your shit together'. He made up his mind, I was 'promoted' on the spot to Director, find a 'girl' to come in as supervisor.

"Look honey, no one wants a 'bitch' here. Find a 'nice' girl. One who wears dresses. Oh, loose that look. Lets get some cleavage. Nice ass, by the way."

"Get some grit honey."

Then totally outside of anything, an assault in my apartment complex. My boss walked in 'what's this shit?' 'Why are you living there?' 'Not on my watch' 'move into the guest condo at the Four Seasons'. "Today, got it".

He checked in on me, 'see it's got a kitchen, a laundry, all the shit you need here'. 'Comb your hair, pretty yourself up honey, let's get a drink and dinner'. I went to sleep with a wet spot in the bed with me.

At the weekly meetings, I sat beside him, I got better at making my report and presentations. 'Honey, get me a coffee'. And at the Four Seasons condo, safely tucked away, 'honey, get me a glass of water' 'I like you' 'let me see you, it makes me happy'.

"You consider yourself my woman".