Once You Try It You Never Stop Liking It

In my early forties I was attending a convention and I 'found' myself with another man in my bedroom. He was on my bed, naked, inviting me to join him. My mind was confused, part of me rejected the whole idea, part of me wanted to. I could feel it in my dick. I was sucking his dick, and he was rubbing my back and my head. His hands were warm, and strong. I had my eyes closed.

I was on my stomach, and he was on my back, my legs apart and he was 'thrusting' his dick in my ass. I wanted him to come. I felt him get ready, he lifted himself a little bit, then the felling of him coming, several 'jerks' and he fell off of me, his dick slipping out of my ass. I lay there not knowing what to do. He lay on his back breathing hard. I had come into the bed, I could feel it.

He got up and went to the bathroom and washed himself, and came out and threw a wet hand towel at me, to clean myself with. It was over, whatever it was that attracted him was over. He got dressed and left not saying a word. I lay on the bed, and touched my butthole with my finger.

The next day I spotted him during the convention but we kept our distance. I flew home that evening. Went to bed with my wife. But it was different. I didn't have any desire for her.

It's been a long time know, I'm an 'old' man now. I want a strong man on my back, to feel his dick in me, to feel him come. What's different now is that I get up and get a warm hand towel to wash his dick for him. Sometimes I suck him while he's soft. I like having a dick in my mouth.

I have a man friend that I get along with. He's divorced. I'm married. We get together for lunch, we rent a room and have sex. Lots of body contact, lots of kissing and rugging together, lots of sucking and always ends the same way, I want him on my back, with my legs apart, feeling his dick in me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 12, 2025 at 10:48 AM

yes, I am 68 and in my 40's tried gay sex got hooked. I gave up on pussy and am now gay. I love worshipping cock and am very submissive to men. I have a small cock maybe that's why I got hooked. Nothing better than a man get on my back and fuck me hard and cum in me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 13, 2025 at 5:01 AM

Lance, I am a gay man who had a straight, married friend like you, although we were totally versatile with each other. We were also good friends, really, lovers, though you too might be in love with your man friend. (I don't want to imply that your connection lacks emotional depth, I just can't be certain from what you wrote.)

Do you ever wonder how different your life would have been if you and the conference guy had been able to talk the day after, instead of keeping your distance?

It's so unfortunate the society, habit, and even conventional notions of marriage stand in the way discovery and connection. I truly believe that there is not conflict, that each different kind of connection reinforces instead of undermining the others.

Thank you for telling your story. May it inspire other people to reflect, and to explore early in life, while they still have lots of time ahead to enjoy what they learn about themselves and about other people!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 13, 2025 at 12:33 PM

I’m 65 years old and married, and I have a couple of boyfriends that I fool around with. I’m a bottom and they both preferred to top so that works out well for all of us. First, tried it in college after a party, drunk off my rear end, and haven’t quit since. You’re right it’s an addiction.

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