What Was I Thinking?

This is embarrassing but my friend’s son, 18 years of age came over to help me do a spring cleaning of my garage and yard. He is a beautiful young man, athletic and watching him walking around in shorts no shirt, is a turn on. After a weekend of cleaning I went to pay him and he rejected it so I made a big dinner. He loved it and the dessert. We had a bottle of wine then another. I was wearing a sundress and as he was seated on the couch, I with a glass in each hand stood in front of him. He didn’t take the glass instead telling me how beautiful I looked and what nice legs I have. I thanked him for the compliment and said are you going to take the glass? He instead put his hands up my dress with his hands firmly on my bare butt cheeks. I generally don’t wear underwear when wearing a dress. He was surprised as was I. I said, what are you doing? He said,” I want to eat you” as he pulled me in and placed his head under my dress his mouth went straight to my unshaven pussy. I couldn’t push away for fear of spilling the red. “My God Jeff!” was all I could muster. I just stood there taking in his hungry want for my pussy. I said, let me put down the wine. I did and next thing I knew, we were on the floor fucking like rabbits. His hard body was wonderful to touch. He stayed the night and has been coming over three times in the last week but I don’t know how to stop it and don’t know if I want to. A terrible spot to be in.