"Wanked To Death In A Rubber Bondage-bag"

Met a much older male sadist, who thought keeping a well-endowed younger male in a rubber-lined canvas bondage-bag, was "cool" - so with precautions
I let him! That was how I realized being "wanked to death" or at least "...to insanity" was a 'thing' and not just the result of a fevered mind like mine....big problem was that he wanted this to be a permanent arrangement, and I didn't quite have the nerve to sign up for that...however, it turns out that denial of orgasm long and often enough, will change your mind about almost anything! I signed a 'contract' expressly allowing him complete power of attorney, and every kind of waiver to keep him from penalties, enforced by 'straighter' society, and away we went!

A year passed, in abject and much sought after misery, as he brought younger friends, who used the small zippered opening at my mouth, to face-fuck me long and often, ensuring absolute unquestioning obedience on my part. I was sedated once a week, and flushed out properly,before the "doomsday zipper" was resealed under my feet, making escape once again utterly impossible. I'm informed that 'cum' has some nutritive value, and with the endless supply, I was weak, but otherwise adequately healthy...now the idea of permanency rather appeals to me, and looks like a real possibility...I admit to a small amount of ambivalence, but I'm actually going to let it happen...