Am I Really Cheating

Close to a year ago my husband and I got back together after a two month split.
He's asked me since we've been back together if I had sex with anyone while we split up. I lied and told him no.
The truth is I went to a party with a girlfriend and met two younger bisexual men.
Long story short, I ended up back at their flat where both men had sex with me.
The sex was exhilarating and extremely sordid.
I did things with them my husband would never want to do, and I loved every second of being used like a slut.
Both men had me sucking their large cocks and during an entire night of sex I was fucked countless times in my pussy and arsehole.
I even joined in when they had sex with each other, sucking the youngest mans cock as his friend fucked him.
The reason my husband and I split up was over his slowing libido, as my husband is thirteen years older than me.
He basically caught me using a dildo he didn't know I had. But I wasn't exactly using it alone.
I was enjoying a video link with a guy who was masturbating while watching me fuck myself when my husband caught me. He didn't see that I was having a video call as I put my phone down quickly, but he obviously saw me naked and enjoying the dildo.
It lead to an argument and I left our marital home.
This past year I haven't cheated on my husband directly, but I have had many video links with men through a website and have enjoyed making them cum while they watch me masturbate with my fingers, or using the new dildo I bought a few months ago.
The thing is my husband has reverted back to his notion I should be happy with sex when HE wants it, which is about once every fortnight.
But it's not enough for me, so I've decided I am going to cheat on him, but be a bit more careful.
There's at least half a dozen men I know through the website who'd love to fuck me and two of those are men I particularly fancy who live relatively close by.
Next week when my husband travels down to his head office in London, I'm going to meet up with one of them. He wants to fuck me outdoors, so I'll see if I like sex outside.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 30, 2025 at 5:19 AM

why not leave your husband? whqt is the relationship about if you cannot be faithful in it? its because you like the security that you get with him like a nice home, bills paid, etc. based on wjat you are saying it sounds like you do not work.

the issue is that your husband problably has an issue and he cannot address it and you being younger or just wanting more and different sex cant accept that.

So do you both a favor and leave your husband. dont make a bad situation worse.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 30, 2025 at 6:31 AM

Maybe try and talk him into a cuckold relationship. Lots of men love it, once they try it. If not a possibility, you will have to leave him for good.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 30, 2025 at 6:48 AM

He threw you out because you used a dildo?! Oh honey, I feel for you. The truth is that your husband is holding you back and you need to get rid of him. No person should be controlled in this way. You are also too young to give up sex.

Another option would be to give your activities an image of legitimacy. In the US, a woman became quite successful by opening a Zumba fitness studio as a front for her in-person and online sex business. She was fucking the town's husbands, leading fitness classes for their wives, and letting online clients pay to watch sex sessions. It was brilliant and liberating. Finally, a woman getting paid for the emotional labor that women have to do, getting her fair share! She was caught via social media, unjustly punished, and her business, shut down, but maybe in the UK you have more freedom.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on May 31, 2025 at 6:25 AM

Tell your husband, you want to be used in all your holes. Because you are a dirty slut.

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athensgold124

by athensgold124 on May 31, 2025 at 2:35 PM

Well you have a choice, get together with the men who desire you and you desire and then lock it away in your mind's memory chest and smile from time to time knowing it's your treasured memory

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Steve

by Steve on Jun 2, 2025 at 4:40 AM

Keep at it, sounds like you enjoy the attention like I and everybody else would.
Being looked after by two or three blokes all holes stuffed.
Sounds perfect to me

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