Steve

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Number of confessions : 2
Country : United Kingdom
Relationship status : With someone
About Steve:

Bi sexual Male only just out the closet. Looking for like minded people

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Gay Sauna

After many months of deliberation I finally got over my nerves and visited my first Gay Sauna.
It is about a 45 minute drive from my home and I have curiously been visiting their website for a long time.
Very nervously paying my entrance fee; my hand was visibly shaking. I went and stripped off in the changing rooms and had myself a good shower. My nerves started to settle down.
I then spent the next half hour exploring the place totally naked and was greeted by seeing everybody else in the same state. All shapes and sizes, some Big men. And all ages young and old. Prior to this I had only ever seen one guy naked, the chap I gave my virginity to.
For the next two hours I managed to hook up with three complete strangers, so by the time I had finished I left with two mouths full and one condom full of cum. I also managed to fill one condom and one mouth full of my own.
I drove home with the biggest smile on my face. Would I go back again; I have already booked my next trip. The staff at this place were so friendly and really helped to cool my nerves.
So for those of you out there contemplating exploring this but like me very nervous, just go for it. One of the best experiences of my life.

First Time

Sucked my mate

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Want To Feel A Man Inside Me

I want to have a guys hard cock in my ass in the worst way. Have been fantasizing about it for a long time. I have fucked myself with varies object but now i want to feel the real thing pumping in and out of me and exploding all over my ass. I have been trying to find someone on line with no luck. All seem to be fakes or flakes. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to find someone?

Admitting The Desire

I have been watching way too much porn lately since the wife has slowed down sexually.
Haven't hooked up with anyone yet but newly interested in giving oral to completion.
I saw what was supposed to be the first time a chap had m2m sex when he got his first first blowjob which was as great as you can imagine. If you are a man you remember the first blowjob and then he got his first rim job too. The moans this guy made when he was having his hole eaten out was so hot and sexy.
I would really like to worship a nice pair of low hanging balls, hard and eager dick and sweaty, hairy man trench. Spread wide and push that boy pussy open for my tongue.

Travels With Lucie

For the past eleven years, a very rewarding career has required a lot of travel. I spend two weeks a month or more away from home. I miss some things but I provide a very nice lifestyle for my wife and kids. I live a double life and keep it on the road. Never at home. Often while I travel I dress as a woman and have sex with men.

At least once a week usually two or more if the guy was in town a few days like me. I have been crossdressing since I was a teenager. I had always kept it a secret. My Mom knew, she once showed me how to apply makeup. Over the years the desire for that feminine feeling you get when she slip on panties and snap on a bra, fit your breastforms, pull on some stockings, apply some makeup, put on nails, slip on a wig, and step into some heels, earrings and a necklace, bracelets and perfume and Wow! I love being a girl! I love to get guys hard.

Most times guys come by my hotel room and sometimes I travel to them. I have a slight build and five foot seven. I am quite passable and no one notices unless I want them to. When a guy is hard for me I get an overwhelming desire to please him and make him cum. I estimate that over eleven years I have sucked cock north of 600 times, a ilttle over 200 guys. And about a third of them fucked me. Usually with a condom. I remember distinctly the eleven guys who have cum in my ass.

Just had to let this out. I live an astounding lie.

That Loving Feeling.

I was married once and dated lots of attractive women after my divorce. However my deeper gay desires never left me. As relationships with women did not work out I returned to my gay nature. There was anonymous gay sex and affairs with men. Too many gay encounters to count.

Mainly I was a cocksucker giving men pleasure and swallowing their special seed. Love sucking cocks more than anything else though I have enjoyed giving or receiving intercourse with a man on occasion. Kissing and mutual mastubation was also enjoyed. But what made me horniest was a cock in my mouth.

Over the years a loving feeling emerged in conjunction with the gay desires. As I surrender to the urges and seek men out for sex I notice that I feel a deeper and deeper tranquility combined with a love of the man I am with sexually. No matter who he is or where it is..... a adult video booth,a bed a car seat,a park and no matter what he looks like or how old he is.... I feel that at the time I am sucking his cock,kissing with him or fondling him I am actually in love with him in those special moments. I want him to feel special,to be cherished and worshipped. I want him to be completely satisfied. As I have gotten older this loving feeling has intensified. It no longer scares me like it once did. I feel like a loving slut but that is part of the deeper satisfaction I get from loving men. The fact I can joyfully please any willing man not judging him just loving what he is and what he offers me. He basically gives me a purpose. I am there to pleasure him without reservation. If I see him again I will do the same thing. If I don't then I will have the memory of pleasing him in my brain. I wonder if there are other gay men like me who are loving cocksuckers and need to fulfill the purpose of giving a man pleasure. Ones who cruise around looking for men to love in this way. At age 50 I came to this realization and truth. I am here to lovingly suck men's cocks

Acceptance

For many years I struggled with gay desires. Now in my late 60's I see the truth as a gay man. In my 20's I has anonymous gay sex,orally serviced my best friend and then got married hoping it would curb my gay desires. In my 30's I got divorced dated women then had my first gay affairs with older gay men. In my 40's I returned to women but relationships never lasted. Then in my 50's I spent 8 years living as a gay man first having an older boyfriend then returning to being a cocksucker anonymously servicing men in adult video stores and gay bathouses. Finally in my 60's I returned to dating women but once again relationships never lasted.

Accepting that I am gay has finally permeated my existence. A few months ago I returned to the strongest gay desires that I feel deep inside. Seems that sucking cocks anonymously is my deepest need and desired role. Once a week I travel to a bigger city a couple hours away. First I get a hotel room. Then I feel the gay urges take over. I go to an adult store with video booths in the early afternoon. I get a booth watch gay porn,take some edibles then either suck men's cocks in my booth or cruise the other booths. Most of the men are older like me mainly over 50, in 60's or 70's. A few are younger and I suck them off too. I tend to prefer the older men as that has been a preference my whole life. I drain a bunch of cocks and swallow the loads finally leaving in the late evening. I prefer not to be sucked and instead masturbate back in my hotel room reliving the whole time blowing men. The next morning I leave to return home feeling the needs are satisfied. Each week I return for a repeat occurrence. The truth is that I am now an old cocksucker who loves men's cocks dies not matter what they look like as long as they are relatively clean.