Old Flame Is Still Flickering.

Back in 1994 I was single and looking. My dad was working with a friend at this guys place and they were in the front yard. A couple of women walked by and my dad's friend immediately struck up a conversation with her as they walk by almost every day. My dad called me and told me about her friend. Tall, long red hair, beautiful smile, divorced and no kids. We made arrangements through the people who had been doing the talking to meet in person. Honestly she was the woman of my dreams.
Unfortunately her situation wasn't as clear as my dad had portrayed. She was separated with 2 kids and her emotionally abusive ex was doing everything in his power to maintain control over her.
We dated and got incredibly intimate as I discovered she was open and willing to do a whole bunch of things that I'd only dreamed of; anal sex, a FFM threesome, and much more. She even had a close friend, and neighbour that told J that if she every wanted to try lesbian sex, that she wanted it to be with her.
This was right around the time that it became obvious that the timing wasn't right for her, though I was ready, willing and able.
We walked away leaving so much we'd wanted to do together.
Fast forward 30 years to 2024 when she contacted me on Facebook out of the blue. She wanted to see what I was up to as well as my 'status' to see if we could pick up where we left off. I'd just lost my mom and my dad was in failing health at the time. She had just lost a boyfriend to cancer and was checking on where I was in life.
I'm married now with 2 teenage kids, so life hasn't been smooth and everyone seems to do their own thing now, which includes sexual gratification between my wife and I.
I know that if I got back to her now and we met up, it would be insane romantically. This has been sorely lacking in my life for probably 20 years and I've begun to hunger for it. Still keeping my distance though because I know how quickly things would develop.