Rendezvous

I am happily married but have one secret from my past I can never share with my wife. There are times I still masturbate thinking about what happened.


It was just after the start of the millennium. I was in my early 20's and had a shift work job from Monday to Thursday with Fridays and the weekends off. One Friday afternoon I was wandering aimlessly downtown when I passed by this adult cinema located on the upper floor in a row of buildings. I was curious and went in. There were 4 small cinemas with 20 or 30 seats each showing various porn films. You paid into a machine and your token got you into any of the 4 screens. I picked one and sat down. The movie started and I recall no one else was there maybe 20 empty seats. I was in the back row. The sex scenes gave me an erection which I fondled. An older heavier balding man entered and sat down in my row a few seats away. He looked in the dark to be at least 60. He glanced over at me repeatedly. My erection remained stiff. After about 15 minutes he got up and slowly slid into the seat beside me. I thought of getting up and leaving but his big body was kind of in the way. He kept glancing down at my bulge. I started getting more aroused my him checking me out and my cock got even stiffer. When his hand landed on my leg I let it stay there. His hand slowly moved up my leg to my crotch as my heart beat faster and I got even hornier. He unzipped me,slid my underwear down and caressed my raging hard on. He stroked me for awhile then his head went down into my lap and his soft lips took my cock in. He sucked me slow and deep. It felt so erotic. I came in his mouth and he made sure I was fully emptied. He sat up and whispered in my ear. "See you next Friday in this theater number 4". Then he left. I left the theater feeling weird. I wondered why he thought I would just show up again that day for a repeat instead of never coming back. I resolved to make this a one time thing and strike it down to just simple horniness.

Friday came around and my mind was in conflict. Urges to go downtown and see him again for a blowjob eventually won out. I nervously went to the cinema and sat down in the same spot. Sure enough a few minutes later he arrived. He smiled and sat beside me. There was another man sitting near the front but he paid no attention to us. The old guy soon had my cock out stroking it. He appeared bolder and more confident than the first time. I was incredibly horny. Thus time he stroked me a lot longer. He put his arm around me and kissed my neck then mouth. His soft lips teased my mouth and excited me in a way I never expected. I thought to myself this mouth has sucked my cock and now is kissing me and I like it. I kissed him back feeling like he now knows I have surrendered to him. After some deep kissing he sucked me again. After he emptied me he had me unzip him and caress his cut cock. I masturbated him into a kleenex he had nearby. I enjoyed giving him a release . He whispered on my ear to meet him here Saturday afternoon.

I went there and we did it all again. Now I was going every Friday and Saturday afternoons to rendezvous with him. Sometimes other men watched us have sex but usually it was just the two of us in the back row making out. I was sucking his cock now and when he could cum swallowing his sweet and salty load. I felt different inside in a scary way. I thought about him and when I saw other old men I wondered what it would be like to have sex with them. I wondered if I was now completely gay. I had girlfriends before but never felt this degree of lust and excitement. The porn in the background enhanced the feelings. After 2 years of these encounters I decided to stop as I was afraid I was becoming totally addicted to this type of sex and to him in particular. I started dating again but these gay thoughts and urges still hit me regularly. Thankfully I met my future wife and fell in love and the thoughts gradually receded. Quite often though I see an older man and feel the pull to go back to it but these days those theaters are gone and the places with video booths do not appeal to me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 27, 2025 at 9:54 AM

He got you hooked, eventually, even though you say you don’t want to or you are not interested, you’re gonna turn to cock again. We all do none of us ever give it up for good.

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by Anonymous on Jun 27, 2025 at 1:04 PM

My mind goes back to those encounters quite often. I will be making love to my wife and before I have an orgasm old images of that gay sex and kissing with him pop up and push me over the edge to my orgasm.

A few years ago I was driving along the highway and stopped in a truck stop rest area. There were rumors men had sex with other men there in the washroom area and in some of the cabs. I sat in my car and felt a rise of horniness within me. Old temptations and memories of that theater gave me a rising erection in my pants. I thought of having a cock in my mouth. My wife was trying to quit smoking and one of her packs and a lighter had been left in my car. I lit one up and as I took a drag on the filter I imagined it was a cock. Right then I was tempted to finish my cigarette and go to the washroom area to find a cock to suck. It took me all my willpower to think of my marriage and not go down this path again. I knew if I gave in to this temptation I would be back again and again having sex with men secretly until I could not stop. It would take over. I finished my cigarette and had to masturbate thinking of men and cocks. Once I came the feeling diminished and I drove back home.

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