Emotional Affair

I’ve been having an emotional affair with a single Mom at my work place since about May. I’ve been in a relationship with my wife for over 20 years. I’ve never done this before, and wasn’t seeking to do something like this. These aren’t excuses just context. But It happened we both felt a connection and now we’ve crossed a line we can’t go back from.

We never had sex. But we shared a moment that may as well been. It was supposed to be a good bye for the summer. It was an embrace with some inappropriateness. It was incredible.

We’ve been texting all summer. Swearing to stop, then start up. I’m so lost and dizzy. Stomach aches, guilt, longing. Love sick. It’s exhausting and I can’t make it stop.

Anyone out there experience this?