My “cousin” And I Touched Each Other

When I was young I was introduced to porn and sex through a childhood neighbor friend who had an unrestricted kindle fire tablet. She and I would watch it together secretly after school.. while my mother worked and her father was outside with a beer can and his grill going. Eventually my cousin who is two years older than me also started watching it with us, as during this time.. she was getting dropped off at my house more and more. Now, my cousin and I thought we were blood cousins.. thought we were related through my mother and her father. My uncle had passed away a few years before that so he wasn’t in the picture. Fast forward a little bit and we found out we weren’t blood related because she actually had a different dad. (Crazy). Anyways, at some point, my cousin stayed with my mother and I for a whole summer while her mother was in another state visiting her own mother. At this point, my cousin and I, and our friend with the unrestricted tablet were obviously getting bored.. so we watched porn. My cousin and I were attached at the hip at this point, never separating and never hanging out with our neighbor without one another there. Neither of us experienced anything with our neighbor friend, and neither did she know about what we were doing. I don’t remember how it started but my cousin and I eventually started to touch each other. Suck each other’s boobs and licking each other’s pussy’s in secret. Touching each other or humping each other as we playfully cuddled. It happened frequently. I remember being able to give her a look and she immediately understood what I wanted. Eventually we stopped and she ended up living with her mother again.. and well we have NEVER brought it up again. I don’t know how she feels about it, but despite knowing how odd that is now, I don’t feel as if it caused any damage. We never forced each other and from my point of view, we were simply very curious. (We are still very close “cousins”.)