Trapped

I’m a 53 year old man in a sexless marriage I love my wife and have discussed the no sex and she just doesn’t want it anymore. I decided to look for sex but couldn’t bring myself to have sex with another woman because I felt to guilty. I was watching a bit of porn and seen a pop up for a gay meeting site so I thought I’d have a look , before I knew it I had taken some photos and made a profile telling myself it was just for shits and giggles and I probably won’t get any hits. I only got one hit a 30 something Asian guy after taking for a couple of days I felt very excited and decided I would meet him to try gay sex for the first time at least once. I drove to his unit instead of going to work the next day and drove past about 10 times debating whether to go in or not , I decided it’s now or never and knocked on his door,Eli opened the door and stood there naked with his large dick hanging there. I was a bit taken aback but he pulled me inside pushed me to the ground and offered his cock to my mouth, I took it into my mouth tasting his salty pre come after a few minutes we went to his bedroom where he stripped me off bent me over on the edge of the bed and slowly worked his big cock into my virgin ass. The pain at first was intense and he had to stop and let me take a breather but he was relentless and started fucking me hard then It started feeling good. He fucked me in about 5 different positions I had to stop him because I was starting to become sore so I lay on my back on the bed having a rest or so I thought when he mounted my chest and started face fucking me . I was a bit freaked out by this but let him continue I gagged a few times and had tears running down my face when he came deep into my throat and I had no choice but to swallow it all not really enjoying the taste but sort of feeling dirty and liking it. We went and had a smoke and talked and I thought we were done but Eli had become hard again and said he wanted to make me come so I lay on the bed and he lifted my legs up and fucked me harder than ever hitting just the right angle and after about 10 minutes I came like I never had before it was awesome. I cleaned myself up said my goodbyes and then headed off to work.Eli called me the next day and asked me to visit him again, I said although I enjoyed it I wasn’t sure and would think about it, He told me he had recorded the whole thing and if I didn’t come back he would make it public, I said I would beat the shit out of him if he didn’t erase it in front of me so I knew it was gone, I told him I’d be there the next day at lunch to see him I got there and at the door I thought maybe one more time wouldn’t hurt but I needed that recording gone.Eli opened the door and lead me in to the bedroom where there was 4 Asian guys 2 large guys 2 smaller guys he said he had been afraid of me and they were there to back him up. He said that if I had sex with them all he would definitely get rid of the recording but he wouldn’t of shared it anyway because he said I was great to fuck . I won’t tell the details of this encounter but I can say that I was the centre of attention and it was exciting and frightening at times and I was feeling a bit beat up by the end of it. I now see Eli regularly and sometimes with his friends it seems that I’m a bit of a novelty being a 6’2” heavily tattooed white man ,I no longer feel like I need sex I’m getting plenty now for the moment.