Lost

I (33f) have been living with my husband and step son (23) for years. My husband passed away a few years ago. It's been rough. My stes son left college and never went back. I told him he was always welcome back home. He was reluctant at first. His mother left when he was a child. And then losing his father who was his best friend. He admitted he was afraid of losing. me also I assured him I wasn't going anywhere.

When he moved back I noticed he wasn't the same small boy who left us to go to college. He was a grown man. He had started lifting weights so he was very muscular. It's been very wonderful. Not only because there is a man to do things around here but I didn't realize how much I missed having someone in the house other than my pets.

After a particularly hot day I was returned home from the store. I was sweating. I put everything away. I was going to take a shower. When I walked by the restroom I saw the door was partially open. I went to close it. I saw his reflection in the mirror. the glass was getting foggy but I could see that he was Masterbating. I never knew that his penis was so huge. I have a 7 inch dildo that I use daily and his penis looked way bigger. I watched for a minute before realizing what I was doing. I quickly closed the door and ran to my room.

I was sitting there in shock. I was thinking were the time went. In that shower was a man. I couldn't forget how big his penis was. I felt like masturbating I was so horny but I didn't. I couldn't. When I heard a knock I let him in. He was offering to cook dinner but he might need help . I told him I'd be there after my shower. When I showered for some insane reason I left the door cracked like he did. The whole shower I was looking in the mirror. In some small way I was hoping my step son would return the favor. And peep at me. But nothing.

We started cooking dinner. He was learning one of his favorite recipes. He didn't cook a lot but when he did it was good. He got caught up in slicing veggies for the next step he didn't realize he left the metal spoon in the pan. He burned his fingers I told him to put his hand under cool
Water. while looking at his hand I found myself thing even his hand was big. I started running my fingers on his. I was imagining his huge penis in his palm. When I looked up a saw a glimpse of his father in his eyes. I had to walk away.

I brought him some burn cream. Luckily it wasn't bad. He continues to make dinner. It was delicious. We split a bottle of wine. I told him he was going to make some lady very happy. Maybe it was the wine, but our conversation became more intimate. He admitted that he has only had sex a few times. And neither time was good. He told me about one time that was embarrassing for him, after opening another bottle I start to tell a few embarrassing stories of my own. For some reason I started tell him how I haven't had sex in years. He also admitted that it's been at least a year for him as well. When he started talking about the last time did. I had to end the night. The atmosphere was thick with sexual tension. My pussy was aching

I was laying in bed thinking about it and I decided to tell him we couldn't talk like that anymore. As much as I enjoyed it I was afraid of where it would lead. I made my way to his room. I could see his. Door was open. The flashing light from his room filling the dark hallway. I peeked In and again I saw him masterbating. This time he was fully naked on the bed. He was lost his TV. He had a porno playing. I watched him stroking himself. His cock growing and growing. He pulled out some kind of sex toy. He used some water on his bed to lubricant the toy. I saw him pushing his cock through a ring of some kind. Her turned it on it started spinning and rotating. He started moaning. After pushing a few buttons I saw his toy started moving up and down. He was into it now. His hips were thrusting. I was peeking in from the hallway watching. He was so into masturbating her didn't even look my way. My pussy was aching, my clit swollen. He stay moaning loud now. Hi hips thrusting like crazy. I was jealous I was imagining his hip thrusting, his cock up to in me.

I started fingering myself watching him. He looked like a pro his hips bucking. I usually only use two fingers but I was using three I was ramming them inside myself. I was trying to match his thrusting. His moaning grew louder and I saw his leg shaking. He pulled his dick out of his toy. With a few strong strokes, I saw thick ropes of white cum shooting from his cock.

I ran to my room left the door wide open and a started masterbating. I pulled out my dildo and started using it. I was pushing that dildo as deep as I could. He never walked by or looked in but when I did orgasm it was the best I had had in years.

Since that day after enjoying a few drinks sometimes our conversation gets naughty. I've started to dress more revealing, I know it's bad but I want him so bad.