Straight Male / 28
I Want To Be A Sissy.
For quite a few years I've wanted to become a sissy. I've half heartedly tried some things but not for very long.
I don't know when it started but I grew to like the idea of being fucked, of sucking cock and playing with cum. Then I started to admire girls and wished I could be one just so guys could use me.
I watch sissy & trans porn or blowjob videos and wish I could be like them.
When I lived alone I tried to do sissy things. I brought panties, a dildo, an anal vibrator & a chastity cage.
I would suck the dildo & fuck myself with the vibrator. Or fuck the dildo with my cage on. I became obsessed with trying to cum just using my ass. Eventually I managed to cum by fucking my ass. Then achieved my dream of having multiple orgasms while caged.
I also liked to eat my cum or cum on my own face. I imagined it was another guys cum. I wished I could experience someone cumming deep inside my ass.
But I could never work up the courage to do more. I wanted to try a real cock or change my appearance and be more feminine. Yet I never did.
Eventually I had to move and threw away my toys. I still watch sissy porn and sometimes finger my ass but haven't eaten my own cum in a long time. I kind of want to try being a sissy but commit to it in the future.
I don't know when it started but I grew to like the idea of being fucked, of sucking cock and playing with cum. Then I started to admire girls and wished I could be one just so guys could use me.
I watch sissy & trans porn or blowjob videos and wish I could be like them.
When I lived alone I tried to do sissy things. I brought panties, a dildo, an anal vibrator & a chastity cage.
I would suck the dildo & fuck myself with the vibrator. Or fuck the dildo with my cage on. I became obsessed with trying to cum just using my ass. Eventually I managed to cum by fucking my ass. Then achieved my dream of having multiple orgasms while caged.
I also liked to eat my cum or cum on my own face. I imagined it was another guys cum. I wished I could experience someone cumming deep inside my ass.
But I could never work up the courage to do more. I wanted to try a real cock or change my appearance and be more feminine. Yet I never did.
Eventually I had to move and threw away my toys. I still watch sissy porn and sometimes finger my ass but haven't eaten my own cum in a long time. I kind of want to try being a sissy but commit to it in the future.
