Doing My Part For His Genes To Flourish

It's time to come out and say it. I'm a Christian, white, educated nurse, conservative, Republican voting, twenty eight year old, woman, in an affair with a white, educated physician, married, father of three, forty seven year old, conservative, Republican, man. After a year and a half I surrendered to my need to have my own baby. I can no longer deny my biology and protect his wife's biology. Sharing his genes is the eventful outcome.

I don't believe I owe her an apology, we are victims of our stations in life, our female evolutionary drive for the best male. All biological creatures share this drive. And most all biological females take their seed from the best available male. And a superior gene male searches out the best available females, and he selected both me and his wife, from different generations.

No one is 'at fault'. Trains on the same track, my duty now is to carry his genes forward. His wife is ahead of me on this track, she's done her part, now it's up to me to carry on for his genes to flourish.