Coming Face To Face With Wearing Grown Woman Panties

I will be honest, hence the confession, I had sex in college when I over indulged at a party. The consequences were an unplanned pregnancy, a marriage to a stranger, a birth in the ER following a traffic accident, a man who is losing patience with me. I have to face the consequence of my behavior, either I step up and accept that I am a mother, a wife, and a grown woman. My husband has no duty to baby me, he is not my father. God, I hate doing housework, tied to a baby, being 'supported' by a husband working two jobs for me and our baby.

My mother has four children, my grandmother has nine children. I have one baby, washer and dryer, vacuum cleaner, refrigerator, dishwasher, air conditioning, and I'm resentful of my baby. My husband's patience is on it's last thread, and either I grow up or I'm history, one more unwed mother.