Very Traumatic But Also Blessed

In 1996 I was a freshman in college.
In early October on homecoming weekend I went to a fraternity party with some other girls.
I had never really drank that much but decided to that evening not to be a party pooper. Before I knew it I was very drunk so one of the other girls took me to one of the bedrooms to lie down for a while. I fell asleep but was awakened with someone pulling on my legs.
There were several guys then once they got me to the foot of the bed they raised my skirt up then started to pull my panties off.
I started to scream at the same time trying to get up but someone put their hand over my mouth while others held me down.
I knew what they were going to do. I managed to beg them not to do it because I was a virgin but I saw one of them taking his pants down.
When he got between my legs pulling me down to get in me I yelled for him to please put a condom on but he had sex with me without one.
Once he had finished they left and I made my way to the bathroom cleaning up the best I could.
I found the girls I had came with telling the I was going back to the dorm but didn’t tell them what had happened because I was to embarrassed.
A couple of weeks later my period was late. The guy had gotten me pregnant and I had no idea who he was.
I had no option but to drop out of school at the end of the semester and six months later I had a beautiful little girl who is the apple of my eye.
Somewhere out there is a guy who will never have the privilege of knowing this beautiful human being because of his cowardly action.