When It Started .

I was 14 and she was 12 . She liked to walk with me and hold my hand . It had started when i was 10 and she was 8 . I was used to it . Even my friends were used to it . Joking about her being my girlfriend . When i was 12 i began to like it . We were both only children with no siblings . It was like having a young sister . One summer weekend when i was 14 and she was 12 . I had decided to go for a walk across the fields and countryside . I put a picknic blanket in my backpack . With a large bottle of juice and sandwiches . I set off . After walking about a half mile . She ran up behind me and held my hand . Asking me where i was going . When i told her she wanted to come with me . I sent her to ask her mum if it was alright for her to come . We walked along holding hands . Crossing the first few fields and going through a gate from one to the other . The last field had a gate at one side . We were heading straight on . We had to climb over the fence or go round and walk through other fields . I had no trouble climbing over the fence . But she was struggling . He skirt was caught on a fence post . I released it from the post and put my arms round her to lift her down . When her feet were on the ground . She reached up and put her arms round my neck . Pulling me down to kiss me on the lips . A real lingering kiss . Which i enjoyed . At that moment someting in me changed my feelings for her . As we walked we stopped to kiss . After about 2 hours she wanted to sit down and rest . We walked to a small group of trees in the middle of a field . In the middle there was grass . We sat in the shade to rest and have a drink . We lay on our backs to rest . I had my eyes closed almost falling to sleep . She sat on me . She leaned forward to kiss me . I put my arms round her pulling her down to kiss her . When she was ready we carried on walking . Later she wanted to rest again . This time it was in a small wood . We lay on the grass . She sat on me and kissed me . When she sat up i put my hands up her blouse . Touching her tiny boobs . I asked her to show me her boobs . She was not wearing a bra . Her little puffy boobs looked sexy . I was feeling them . She leaned to me and we kissed . I pulled her down at the side of me to kiss her . We lay kissing . I put my hand on her knee . While we were kissing i was sliding my hand up her skirt to her panties . I rubbed her pussy through her panties . Then i put my hand in her panties rubbing her wet pussy . Making her moan with pleasure . Her pussy was almost hairless . I licked her . She was moaning with pleasure . I continued to lick her and she had an orgasm . All i wanted to do was have sex with her . I took me jeans off and she let me fuck her cumming in her pussy . Every day we walked to a place where we were feeling safe and had sex . No one realised that we were together . They still assumed we were just friends . In the school holidays when my parents were at work all day . She came to my house . Most days we had sex on my bed . I never thought about making her pregnant . All i wanted was sex . When she was nearly 14 she had her first period . I had to pull out to cum . I had always been taken to be older than i was . Being over six foot three . I wanted to cum in her pussy and not need to pull out . I bought condoms . Not one pack but 3 . From then i bought them from the same herbalist . When he saw me he always had 3 packs ready for me . We continued to have sex any time we could . We saw each other in secret . Until i was 19 and she was 17 . When we made it public . Pretending that we had just got together . In the end we both got married . When we could we still had sex . No condoms now she was on the pill . It was mainly at her house when her husband had to work away . She sometimes came round to our house for a meal . My wife always thought we were just old friends . They talked about me . Joking about me . In the end she had to move away with her husbands work . I still miss my friend .