Older Cousin

I call her my cousin but she's more of an aunt
I believe she's only 4 years older than me

When I was 4 years old, we were running around my grandma's house playing
when it was just her and me alone in a room, I wanted to show her what I had discovered
(masturbating and orgasm)
I laid down on the bed, crossed my legs at the ankles, put my hands over my pussy and told her if I squeeze my legs together over and over and press down with my hands repeatedly, eventually it will feel soo good!
She just looked at me and must have known I wasn't supposed to be doing that, so she just ran out of the room and kept playing
I was disappointed that she didn't want to try it

about a year later, we ended up living in the same house for about a year before my parents moved cities
anyway there was a huge empty shed behind the house and us kids would go in there and play. i don't know how it started, but we ended up kissing with tongue and we would do that often
we never got caught but she wasn't as interested as I was


Then, at 13 years old, and her 17, we lived in different states
I came to visit for a few weeks and I slept in her bed
one night as we were falling asleep, I asked if she remembered what we used to do in the shed, with the hopes she'd want to explore more
she said she didn't remember and I took the hint
I never brought it up again