It’s Hard To Say No Now

This last summer while laying out by our pool I made a big mistake. My son was at friends house husband at work I’m a teacher so off for the summer getting some sun. The neighbors son was out as well and we had been chatting. He came over he flirted with me I flirted back. This guy is muscles on muscles tall dark and handsome. Flirting went too far and he is putting lotion on my back as I asked him to. I never enact for it to happen but one thing lead to another and before I knew it he was balls deep in me. I’m flat on my tummy and the biggest cock I have ever seen is pounding in and out of me. I was hit by a wave of Orgasms my pussy sloppy and wet me moaning and sloshing noises form how wet he had me. No condom I’m not on birth control he filled me up. My husband is clipped so no need for bc. Ever since then I have been fucked rough and daily. I’ve gone from a good wife and mom to good wife good mom and aspiring porn actress. Last week I let him and his cousin fuck me and fuck me they did. When they left I was passed out bruised and full. Had my first DP and it felt like I was going to be torn into 2 pieces. Unfortunately I came so hard they said I was built for this. I tell myself that I’m going to stop and when he comes around I melt and turn into this women that does whatever he asked me to do. I dress like a slut for him he has taken me town adult store and pranced me around until a guy approached us and he had me give him a hand job for money. It was dirty and a turn on for me. I’m getting ok over my head and need to stop. But the dick is so good I wished he would just fuck me and stay quiet. He say she is planning an end of summer party and I’m the party. He mentioned 3 to 4 guys I’m excited and nervous at the same time. I had to look up what air tight is.