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My Family
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Straight Male / 53
I Tried To Be A Good Uncle
I (53 m) was married for 17 years before my wife passed a few years ago. She was wonderful and we had a great marriage, but no kids of our own. On the flip side, my wife's sister was married than divorced, but in a pretty abusive relationship with her ex. They had a daughter (24 f) who eventually, to no surprise, ended up with some problems, notably addiction.
To reiterate, she is my beige by marriage and of age. Anyway, she basically has been in her own for awhile, neither of her parents any help. She reached out to me for help. I told her she could stay with me for awhile while she cleaned up. So she did. Only, the cleaning up part never really happened. And what's worse, I became her enabler to continue to feed her addiction.
And in my loneliness and weakness, I've began a sexual relationship with her that I can't seem to stop. She will suck me, fuck me, do whatever she has to do before she can take off for a bit with some money, before she comes back and we repeat the cycle. I feel powerless as I continue to allow it, but it does feel good. I know it's wrong, and I don't know how to stop it.
To reiterate, she is my beige by marriage and of age. Anyway, she basically has been in her own for awhile, neither of her parents any help. She reached out to me for help. I told her she could stay with me for awhile while she cleaned up. So she did. Only, the cleaning up part never really happened. And what's worse, I became her enabler to continue to feed her addiction.
And in my loneliness and weakness, I've began a sexual relationship with her that I can't seem to stop. She will suck me, fuck me, do whatever she has to do before she can take off for a bit with some money, before she comes back and we repeat the cycle. I feel powerless as I continue to allow it, but it does feel good. I know it's wrong, and I don't know how to stop it.
