Life After Divorce

When I met my ex wife i knew she had a wild side to her. Heard it from friends and even seen it with my own eyes. The last straw was watching her leave a bar with two guys. Eventually coming home in the wee hours of the morning. No need to ask questions.
I decided to take my own sexual wants needs into my own hands. Things were going to change. I had no plans to treat females I met regardless of how hot they were. There would be a total of four. I hade no plans to get serious. It was going to be wild experience every fantasy she desired. If she wanted to get out she would be told to just move on. I knew that would be the key. Go out let her them flirt tell me their deepest secrets fantasies what sex the urged to have. We would do anything from sex with other females other men guys married single white black young old. They had the green light I would just have to be present. If you saw a hot guy you wanted go about as if I were not even there. The golden rule she would mention me early on in the conversation if they wanted her. That was simple and easy.
We would usually go to bars no one knew either of us. I would watch even join . Since I’m being honest jack off watching. They could do anything they wanted. The only rule was nothing rough or disrespectful.
I got off watching them getting fucked. It proved to me women love hot guys cock good deep pounding sex. If you don’t mind allowing them to roam freely wanting other dicks they would do this. Trust me these days females are totally into getting married or attached as much as they love getting fucked by the hot guys or men they see.
Whenever they were finished I would not hold back. I would eagerly wait to taste their used pussies. I mean this is what is solely boiled down to. I seriously think it was what my ex wife really wanted. She loved me in some sort of way she just wanted good deep pounding pleasurable sex. Yes they get tired of quick non pleasurable sex. They can only tolerate it for so long. If they have hot sexy bodies you better believe they want it hard deep and better last long. This brought me back to watching. This brought me back to accepting reality. I couldn’t stop thinking about watching her . I couldn’t stop thinking about eating her clean. I wanted it, i needed it, i craved it more than anything. I had to taste her. They loved it and loved me. I was having fun with it. I had four females I was dating Stacy Crystal Cathy and Iris. They knew how our dates would result. They wanted it they couldn’t wait. Then i met Mia and I thought about her sexually and i couldn’t wait to see her little petite body getting pounded and me eating her out clean. She said she wanted to be serious. She cried and told me she couldn’t do that. She absolutely loved me and wanted a very serious relationship. She adored me spoiled me anticipated being with me. This would end all my sexual relationships with my open lifestyle. Even though I had mentioned what I was doing she still wanted me. It took me down a different path but I truly loved and enjoyed it. I respected her and wanted her. This was shameful to even confess and admit.