I'm 18 and have a boyfriend but never actually had sex with him. I'm dying to do it but that bull shit thing of getting married a virgin always stops me. Instead I do all these slutty things that makes me think I'm a dirty girl. I perpously don't ware any panties so I can flash my boyfriend. I love to see how his dick gets hard and make him masturbated in front of me. I've been thinking of letting him fuck me in the ass. It's that or risking to loose him. Are any other girls going threw the same situation?