My very best friend brought this guy around to drink with us. We are both females, 20 years old. She is quite heavy, but still pretty, however when we go out I usually attract the attention. The guy she invited over was not attracted to her at all. I was so attracted to him, he was muscular, dark hair, great smile, and fun to be with. As the night went on and we continued to drink, my friend kept ranting on how much she liked him when we were alone, but I didnt know what to say because he and I had been winking at eachother all night and signs were there we were more into eachother. At one point she caught me touching his arm and threw a fit, I denied everything and told her she was drunk. Finally, we decided to stay in my room and he and I waited up for her to pass out. She was out cold, snoring and everything. I was on my bed wit her so I snuck over to the loveseat he was on and we started making out. I then gave him a blowjob after he fingered me. A while a later, he got on top of me and with his thick, huge cock fucked my brains out. I had to cover my mouth and it was so exciting because everytime she moved I thought we were busted. She was about 3 ft from us.. It was amazing. HoWever she was my best best friend, and the next day I started to feel SO guilty. I ended up telling her we jsut kissed. She doesnt know we fucked. I'd still fuck him again, anytime. I feel like an awful person... what kind of friend am I?