I got my first real kiss from my cousin by force. He was a sick pervert. He pinned me up against the frige, he threatened to rape me. He said that if we weren't related he would of had sex with me a long time ago. That's when I slap him then he put his hand around my neck. He was so much stronger than me. When I turned my face away he grabbed it with his other hand and...took away my first kiss, and he put his hands all over me (down my pants, around my waist, on my breast, ect.)He called my a bitch, a slut and a whore the whole time. He was so strong...I couldn't get away. This happened when we were 14. Even now when I see him occasionally he continues to harass me. He doesn't kiss me or anything but when no one's around he'll threaten me and he'll touch me. And I feel like I can't do anything about it. I don't want to start anything in our family. So I just try to ignore it.