I have wanted you for so long. 10 years. Finally the other day it happened. She was at work, you invited me over. We made love twice and it was incredible. You are everything I have ever wanted in a lover.

I know it was supposed to be strictly physical, but there was something more. I am falling for you.

But then your life got complicated, and mine already is. And now you are leaving this place, and started packing your things the next day. You say you will be back, but you won't, at least not for me.

I told you I wanted to see you again. you said 'maybe', and that you needed space. I know what usually means. I want to believe you, but I am no fool.

I can live with being a notch on your lipstick case. But you will, and always have been so much more than that to me. I could love you so easily.

'The timing is wrong'..

I have no one in this world I can talk to about this. So I leave it to posterity and the digital wasteland.

Thank you for being with me.

I will never forget you.

XO