I'm scared. I got creeper in me.

I saw some attractive girl on a cam site (i.e. stickam) three months ago. She was very attractive, with a sexy teasing personality like I've never encountered before. She was also one of the most open people I've ever seen, talking about all aspects of her personal life. She talked about how she wanted to get back with her ex so she took his virginity the previous night. Then a few nights later she would come back online and talk about how she and her ex had a four rounder a few nights later but her mom caught her. She would cry because the ex was mad with her and she was in love with him.

She would have private chats with me about anything and everything. Happily providing details about herself and her friends. How she doesn't like the taste of cum, and how she was afraid she might be pregnant, because she is fine with her sexual partners just pulling out. I couldn't get enough. I told her almost nothing about myself. She didn't know what I looked like, or even my name and age.

The age is kind of important. I'm 27 soon turning 28, and she's 17 soon turning 18. This is near pedophile range. If you had ask me at 18 if it was okay to interact with a 28 year old this way I would have told you it was disgusting. But now that it's me, it's okay.

Well like all people who go on any of these websites she eventually got bored and stopped coming on regularly 2 months ago. She almost never comes on and for the most part has forgotten about me and everyone else on the site. I've never forgotten her though, and have been fairly obsessed about her ever since. I've cyber stalked her to the point I have her email address, her number, and her facebook which I check for a profile picture change fairly regularly.

The final straw came last night when I "hacked" her facebook. I perused her pictures and then logged out. Upon trying to log back in I saw that facebook noticed something and locked the account. Thankfully that temptation has been removed and she will see something is up.

I always thought myself a moral, "good" person. This behavior is that of a psycho. I know it, but I haven't stopped. It's scary what a person is capable of. I am... a stalker.