I wrote a confession last week. I need to get all this off my chest. I can't talk to ANYONE about what I have been doing for the last week. Last week my best friend left town for a long business trip. She will be gone alot with her new job. For weeks at a time. Somehow the day after she left I found myself naked in her sunroom masturbating for/with her husband. As the weekend went on there was more masturbation and eventually really good sex. Lots of cumming and a range of emotions. We have either had sex, masturbated together, or both everyday. The work week didn't give us much of a chance to get creative with it. We did meet on our lunch hour one day and masturbate together in his car. We parked behind an abandoned office building. That was hot. He really likes to watch me pleasure myself over and over. I like him watching. He likes to watch me with toys, my fingers, whatever. I like watching him stroke that big cock. I like to watch his balls shake. I like the feeling of his big hard cock sliding into my wet coochie.

Last night since the weather was pretty, he talked me into getting naked and playing in the backyard of his house. I think he could talk me into anything really. Since their home is very isolated there isn't much chance of being caught. You can hear the traffic but can't see it. You can't see any neighbors or other homes at all. We had all the lights on back there so we could see each other. He lit the outdoor fire pit up. He wanted me to to talk dirty and to do it loud while I played with myself. I did. I talked real dirty, real loud. I could hear my voice traveling through the trees. I used a cucumber he brought out for me. It felt so hot to have my coochie wide open in the night air under the lights, him watching me slide a cucumber in and out of my wet coochie until I came. I came so hard. Then I climbed on top of his cock and rode him fast and hard. We came together. After we came he had me lay on my back with my legs spread wide and he licked my coochie till I came again. It was so hot. I have never had a man lick my coochie after sex. I was so turned on and it felt so good. I collected my things with extreme guilt. Went home, showered and he called. Wanting to come over. He wanted to come over and sleep at my house. I said no. Then a little later after I was laying in my bed alone I called him back and told him to come on over. When I opened the door and saw him my heart raced. He came in and kissed me with such passion. We screwed on the floor by my front door. It was so passionate. He told me he loved me. He told me he loved me and wanted to make me cum everyday several times a day. My coochie throbs when I think about him.

He slept at my house. This morning my best friend call his cell while we were in the 69 position. After we finished (it was really good too by the way) he called her back from my back porch. I was watching him out the window with extreme guilt. He was done talking to her and he just sat there staring off into space. Then my phone rang. She called me too. We haven't really talked since she left. Our schedules have been off. I don't think she suspected anything. We chatted and that was that.

After the phone calls and we both got a shower, I asked him to go home. The guilt was too much. He has texted me several times since he left. He wants me to come over to their house. He wants to lay outside in the backyard this afternoon naked together and do dirty things to ourselves and each other. The thought of that makes me so horny. My coochie is wet right now thinking of the air and sun on our bodies in their yard. This is such a mess. I don't know what I am going to do? I think I'm in love with him? Is that possible? To be in love with this man after a week of orgasms? Many orgasms...no one has ever made me so horny or made me cum so much ever. Oh what to do? He's texted and called twice since I have been confessing. He wants us to walk around the yard and deck naked doing dirty things. He wants me to do something for him he won't tell me on the phone. As isolated as their house is we could screw in the middle of the front yard and no one would notice.

I'm going back over. It feels so good I can't stop right now. I want to see him play with himself in the sun. I want him to see me play with myself. I want to have mad passionate sex with him all over his yard. I want to cum again and again with the sun and the air on my skin. I want him. I want to do dirty things to each other and for each other. I am going over there now. I have to my coochie is so wet and ready for it, I have to go.