October 16, 2010 | In: Anonymous Confession, Evil Acts, Evil Thoughts, Scared, secret
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For many years I closed my eyes and imagined but my hands never adjusted to not being able to hold a rifle I often dream that I should be holding one..that is when I dream.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like to hold someone�s life in your hands? No, not like god.. like a human being. Those feelings deep down inside of you. Wanting to feel something besides pain; relief. There are lots of people who don't deserve to live and many that should have their lives taken, but have you ever had just that single thought that you could do it and feel total utopia.. I live in a world of pain that feels like it can only be cured by taking someones life. I feel the ..demon inside of me. and I�m scared of him. If he comes out, there won't be a brighter tomorrow, at least not for my victim.. not.. my first victim.


