Demons are real. Just.. might not be viable

October 16, 2010 | In: Anonymous Confession, Evil Acts, Evil Thoughts, Scared, secret
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For many years I closed my eyes and imagined but my hands never adjusted to not being able to hold a rifle I often dream that I should be holding one..that is when I dream.

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to hold someone�s life in your hands? No, not like god.. like a human being. Those feelings deep down inside of you. Wanting to feel something besides pain; relief. There are lots of people who don't deserve to live and many that should have their lives taken, but have you ever had just that single thought that you could do it and feel total utopia.. I live in a world of pain that feels like it can only be cured by taking someones life. I feel the ..demon inside of me. and I�m scared of him. If he comes out, there won't be a brighter tomorrow, at least not for my victim.. not.. my first victim.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 20, 2010 at 10:03 PM

listen I've felt the same pain and dealt with the same demon... I shot one of my classmates in the face with a 9mm i stole from my dad. I spent 12 and a half years in jail and honestly for the first 6 months i didnt feel bad i tried to reason to myself of why i did what i did. After those months i realized it wasn't worth it it really wasn't... I had nightmares for 10 years about it. Luckily for me the kid didn't die and my 20 year sentence was lessened to 12 and a half but i occasionally still have nighmares about the what if's. I went down the same road you are now and my only advice is to fight the demon inside and maybe talk to someone...not a therapist because they suck I mean a friend a real friend that you trust with your life if you dont have one one of your parents will help you

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Oct 21, 2010 at 11:53 AM

Heh, it's too late. I've tried hiding it, but it's the hand work that makes it.... almost fun. I would never think to hurt an innocent person, but then again, the line distinguishing innocent from guilty can falter depending on the situation. No, when someone becomes a target, it's not for the thrill of the hunt, or for some godly reason, it's because they are poison that needs to be put out, so they can no longer cause harm. We'll see..

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Nov 19, 2010 at 1:06 PM

You sound like Dexter.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Dec 14, 2010 at 11:40 PM

Could you describe what type of person you would consider as worthless, poison, better off dead than alive? I've been hoping to find someone like you. Maybe we can help each other?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 6, 2011 at 6:36 PM

A demon will never ever be your friend, demons are disgusted by all people (in the sense that people are disgusted by maggots, spiders, etc).

When a demon talks to you, that demon can see real future results that you cannot, their plan is to have you hurt as many as possible, before they can lure you into the most painful life situation.

I guarantee you, no matter what that demon say's, "he hates you - more than you can possibly hate another human being."

Turn to God.

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