I've been suffering from a terrible burden for the past ten years or so, it's something that threatens to ruin my life. It all started as a teenage fantasy when I was fifteen, as I began harbouring a guilty desire to seduce my maternal aunt who was thirty years older than me. Fortunately the opportunity never manifested itself, but disturbingly my feelings only continued to grow and strengthen with the passage of time. Over the years, I've surreptitiously endeavoured to fondle her breasts and occasionally her ass, but raging desire has never ebbed. She is 55 now, but my perverse feelings continue to endure. I'm afraid I might choose to do something which I'll have cause to regret for the remaining course of my life. I've tried going out with girls of my own age and even been with older women to try and subdue this madness but it's been to no avail yet. I'm ashamed to admit that I've even contemplated the possibility of raping my aunt.