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- My Cheating Heart -

I could never actually cheat on my wife, but I do know one person I met online who I am definitely glad lives too far away for me to get to without the aide of an airplane. She is funny, sexy, and we get along well when we're chatting. Many times I've wanted to ask to her to describe her naked body to me, or to send me a nudie picture, or to flash her boobs at her webcam, but I'm either too scared to ask, or I'm too scared she'll say yes.

We don't chat every day, and I don't think about her every day, but whenever she pops onto my screen I smile and look forward to talking. We've talked about sex in general terms before, and often I've wanted to tell her how she had starred in my latest fantasy or how I imagine she tastes. She's married, too, happily so, so maybe the attraction is partly that we're both "safe."

Anyway, if we were single, I know we'd hook up. But since we're not, I'll just admire her from afar.

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# 957 - by Anonymous / December 23, 2001

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by Anonymous on Dec 24, 2001 at 6:34 PM

Jesus buddy get some balls and fuck this chick already

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by Anonymous on Dec 26, 2001 at 9:49 PM

Thank you for the sage advice.

by Anonymous on Jan 2, 2002 at 9:12 PM

I hear you man. I am in a similar situation, however I am single, and so is she. The difference here is that she lives in another country, about 5k miles away. I live in a midwestern state, and we talk about every other day. I am living with my ex, and it is a difficult situation, she knows that she cannot fulfill my desires, emotionally, in conversations, etc. We have gone through all that. The part that lingers is the sexual relations, we still live together for crying out loud! The situation is beneficial to us both. But it is the gal in the other country I dream about, fantasize about, wish I could be with. She (other gal) has expressed the same to me. There seems to be no way to make up the miles, I know this probably cant last forever this way, but it is bittersweet for me. I wish I could change it, but I hope it stays the same. It is at that "young lovers" stage, where everything is still new and exciting, but you know it wont last that way, things always change. One day you wake up, and it is tedious, it becomes old hat to one of you, so you stop emailing, webcam chatting, or whatever. It is a silent death to a relationship. That is the luxury that the internet affords us, or at least that is the lie we tell ourselves. Fun while it lasts... come and get it...
Michigan

by Anonymous on Jan 4, 2002 at 9:12 PM

Been there done that too. I was going on line with chick once, we were married just like that first post. We would meet on line and talk for hours and do screwball things. We both had web cams and we'd chat on CuSeeMe and play truth or dare. The first time I got up the nerve to dare her to flash me her tits on the cam she did it without hesitating. It was a blurry grainy image but it was better than any porn magazine. Anyway, her husband found out she was doing something on line (it was all online, by the way) and I got one email from her saying not to email her again, ever. I got one email from her about six months later saying she was ok, had been mad about being told to stop, but that she was glad she had in the long run. I had found another truth or dare partner by that time, so it was no big thing. The great thing about the net is no commitments.

by Anonymous on Jan 10, 2002 at 8:32 PM

Have u ever told her exatly how u felt? Would it be a bad thing if she knew? Or do u think it would make things uncomftable?

by Anonymous on Jan 12, 2002 at 8:23 PM

I think she has a fair idea how I feel. When we chat, I'm pretty damn flirty, and push the envelope pretty hard. It is almost more exciting to do that than to really come out and say something ... almost.

by Anonymous on Jan 14, 2002 at 1:03 PM

So how does she respond to you when you are chatting? Who knows maybe one day you will get to meet her, then what would you do?

by Anonymous on Jan 14, 2002 at 7:38 PM

She responds favorably. I wouldn't say she encourages me nor does she discourage. Well, I guess I feel encouraged to go on when she doesn't say "stop." No matter what we talk about, the chatting always seems to come back around to the flirting. Sometimes I move it back to the flirting very bluntly, sometimes more subtlely. Sometimes she does, but more subtlely than bluntly. I think she enjoys the attention, and I enjoy providing it.

What would I do if I ever met her? Well, that's probably not in the cards. If it should happen, though, I'd probably be very polite and gentlemanly, on the outside. Inside, I'd be chomping at the bit to kiss her, hold her, and more. But like I said, since it probably won't ever happen, I get to just fantasize.

by Anonymous on Jan 19, 2002 at 9:27 PM

You should tell her how you feel and what you imagine doing with her. She might be having the same feelings. Even though you are both married, you might find that you are able to fulfill something missing in each others lives.

by Anonymous on Jan 22, 2002 at 9:23 AM

I've been thinking about this. Actually, she probably does know exactly what's going on and feels the same way and this....teasing, tantalizing,... thing... for lack of a better word is exactly what they want and need. So for both to tell the other what they really think and feel would be stepping closer to that line. After honesty, then what? Then you plan the next step; at the back of their minds, they would be planning, pushing the envelope just a little bit further. Whoa! There's a story in there. I don't think either of them want to step any further from where they are right now.

It's the thrill of being bad, bold, sexy, pretty and silly, without having to worry about it going any further than the keyboard.

It is safe. I can see the appeal.

by Anonymous on Jan 23, 2002 at 11:31 AM

It is the wanting to ... but the feeling that no matter how much you DO want to, you shouldn't. But damn if you could get over that hump, meet, touch, feel ... it would be sweet.

by Anonymous on Jan 23, 2002 at 1:06 PM

I've been where your at, and believe me it is sweet. I have no regrets but I won't say its easy to carry on afterwards. I can't have him when I want/need him and he can't have me when he wants/needs me. We can only be there when the moment is right. But oh how sweet it is when it is there!!

by Anonymous on Jan 23, 2002 at 7:10 PM

Honestly? After the first touch. It's all downhill. I think that would be it. I think the thrill is going up hill, and knowing you'll never quite reach the top. Which, in the long run, is a good thing, considering the circumstances.

And then it's time to reevaluate.

I know the wanting. Sweet and frustrating, all at the same time.

sigh........

by Anonymous on Jan 26, 2002 at 8:11 AM

Oh no way, not for us. Its been going uphill ever since and its been nearly a year for us. Maybe because we never know if it will be the last time we can be together or if its because we haven't been together for so long and we've got each other all worked up (chatting on the net about what we wish we were doing). I don't know what it is but it is sweet EVERY time. There is still so much exploring to do even now, things we haven't tried that we want to. In fact I can't wait to be with him again right now. I know it will be a fantastic experience, its the anticipation that keeps me excited-that and he's an excellent lover.

by Anonymous on Mar 23, 2002 at 9:54 AM

shut up and fuck her you wimp. DO IT!

by Anonymous on Sep 17, 2002 at 6:48 PM

You should have left your wife before you did this. You are a selfish B-----D. Have you not stopped for one moment and considered your wife's feelings? How would you feel if she did the same very thing to you? I think if your going to cheat, leave your signifigant other first. How can you live with your self? Damn dude, get some balls and leave your wife. Leave her alone. She would be better off. People like you disgust me.

by Anonymous on Oct 28, 2002 at 12:39 PM

what the heck were you thinking? Messing around online like that poor wife did she find out yet what you were doing? How sad!

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