In the morning, after my wife leaves for work, I watch porn for a while on the internet. I really like the deep throat videos. But lately, I take the 12 in dildo that I bought and hide in the cupboard, and I deep throat it. I've only been practicing for about 3 months, but I can take 9 inches of it. It's like an addiction now.
At first it was gagging, but now I don't gag at all.
I'm getting to the point where I want to try the real deal. But, I'm afraid to.