I am a women now 42 years married past 21 years having a boy aged 19.My husband++ use to neglect me or was busy in providing for our family but i felt alone so some how i started to fell in emotional attachment with his old friend.Sometimes talk to him on phone and felt good.Soon my husband left for work outstation for 5-6months and i started to meet him in markets for casual chat
One day he asked me to go along with him to his house as his wife was not home and we can talk there peacefully,i went along and there somehow when talking i started crying and he hugged me from there onwards we lost control and had sex ,i even asked him to wear condom
But when come back home i felt bad and later never repeated it only talked on phone and now stoped from last 2 years nothing between us.
In the mean time i started casual chat with a man near 45 on net and decided to meet him for only lunch. later after 2-3 meetings he took me to his hotel and we had you can say oral sex only,
With this man i only had 2 times oral sex and never allowed him to enter me.
The problem is my husband one day seen my mails and found out about it all and we had big fight. Now after 1 year of trying to live to ghter he is saying that he cant forget and forgive me .
What to do now because i see love in his eyes and pain also. some days he so loving and some days so angry and he takes his anger out on drinking
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One day he asked me to go along with him to his house as his wife was not home and we can talk there peacefully,i went along and there somehow when talking i started crying and he hugged me from there onwards we lost control and had sex ,i even asked him to wear condom
But when come back home i felt bad and later never repeated it only talked on phone and now stoped from last 2 years nothing between us.
In the mean time i started casual chat with a man near 45 on net and decided to meet him for only lunch. later after 2-3 meetings he took me to his hotel and we had you can say oral sex only,
With this man i only had 2 times oral sex and never allowed him to enter me.
The problem is my husband one day seen my mails and found out about it all and we had big fight. Now after 1 year of trying to live to ghter he is saying that he cant forget and forgive me .
What to do now because i see love in his eyes and pain also. some days he so loving and some days so angry and he takes his anger out on drinking
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