I went to 80s party and got wasted i ended up sleeping with my exs really good friend who isn't really his friend it wasn't good and i regret it so much i just keep hurting myself and this site may help me get these things off my chest because this guy is also my best friends younger brother not by much but a year younger or two a the most I am 21 i think he is 19??? but he is very sexy and hot college football player but I said the sex sucked!! I hte to think about it like 3 ppl know and it makes me sick because i love my x i would never get back with him but i am a whore i would have never done it if i was sober because this guy had been trying for months to get me in bed it was unexpected :(