I am 22yrs old gal, was in relation with a guy from past 1.5 yrs,broke up because of some reasons. Till seven months we were not in touch!
In between that time got many proposals but didnt accept ny! Then i came in touch with a guy through net..talked for hours..exchanged no., fell in love with his voice, though he had fantastic voice,he proposed me the day One we met over net.. after aprox 3 months I too felt attracted twrds him and I confessed my lov to him over phone! he used to live outta town. came to meet me only after 15days of our commitment!The first I saw him..didnt find him impressive,he was not at all good loking,dark black in face. Bt dont know how V got physically intimate the first day we met..(But evn then I cudn't forget my X got tears in washroom aftr making out lov with this new guy,Swear...) He stayed here till 4 days,we met all those days and had fun!The day he went back..I met my X aftr two days...we both tried to ignore each other at our best bt coudn't.The very next day He asked me for coffee.we went chated for hours,slowly slowly we startd talking and both got emotional,I cried that u nvr gave me importance in ur life and he tried to convince me k It was never like that..u WERE ALWAYS Special..He came near to me to to wipe my Tears which were rolling down through my cheeks.. He too got tears!! He hugged me gently with all care he ever had for me and then I hugged him back!! We had a small n sweet lip kiss and evrythng went normal again... I Almost forgot the new guy who entered my life...then I planned to ditch him,,,,coz I coudn't forget my X even a single moment of my past 7 months...cried almost every day of that time. I faught with new guy at very stupid reason..n got seprated from him....He cried ,he pleaded Bt i didnt listen him.
Now I am finally back with my X..and I love him alot... Bt somewhere in my heart it aches me that I was never a gal like that,Inever wanted to ditch anyone,,,,but cant live without my X.... :( . I js ask god to forgive me for my sin!! :(
In between that time got many proposals but didnt accept ny! Then i came in touch with a guy through net..talked for hours..exchanged no., fell in love with his voice, though he had fantastic voice,he proposed me the day One we met over net.. after aprox 3 months I too felt attracted twrds him and I confessed my lov to him over phone! he used to live outta town. came to meet me only after 15days of our commitment!The first I saw him..didnt find him impressive,he was not at all good loking,dark black in face. Bt dont know how V got physically intimate the first day we met..(But evn then I cudn't forget my X got tears in washroom aftr making out lov with this new guy,Swear...) He stayed here till 4 days,we met all those days and had fun!The day he went back..I met my X aftr two days...we both tried to ignore each other at our best bt coudn't.The very next day He asked me for coffee.we went chated for hours,slowly slowly we startd talking and both got emotional,I cried that u nvr gave me importance in ur life and he tried to convince me k It was never like that..u WERE ALWAYS Special..He came near to me to to wipe my Tears which were rolling down through my cheeks.. He too got tears!! He hugged me gently with all care he ever had for me and then I hugged him back!! We had a small n sweet lip kiss and evrythng went normal again... I Almost forgot the new guy who entered my life...then I planned to ditch him,,,,coz I coudn't forget my X even a single moment of my past 7 months...cried almost every day of that time. I faught with new guy at very stupid reason..n got seprated from him....He cried ,he pleaded Bt i didnt listen him.
Now I am finally back with my X..and I love him alot... Bt somewhere in my heart it aches me that I was never a gal like that,Inever wanted to ditch anyone,,,,but cant live without my X.... :( . I js ask god to forgive me for my sin!! :(
