Close Family Friends
I'll try to make this short, but it's involved. I am a college soon to be junior. I am home for the summer and had something happen last weekend that made me question my sexuality. My confession is that since a very young girl, elementary school, I have had a crush on one of my parent's friends, the husband of a couple that lives just on the other side of the golf course from us. I have, many times since my middle school years, masturbated to thoughts of this man! He is the opposite of my father, who is shorter, smaller, pale and has been bald or shaved my entire life. I have always joked that this man, I'll call him E, was my "boyfriend" and my mother has always referred to him, even in front of his family as such. It is just a running joke however I don't think anyone is aware of just how much I would love to feel him inside me, or how badly I would love to lay in bed feeling him nude beside me. I have had a few boyfriends since high school and now college, but something about E really stimulates me!
Last weekend my parents and I were visiting their house for dinner and drinks on the patio. Their girls are a few years older than I and live now in other states after graduating college. My older sibling is in college and didn't return for the summer, so it was me and my parents and E and his wife J. I am acutely aware of my attraction to E but after dinner my parents went back to our house, and I stayed on the patio with E and J watching the end of a movie. It got really still, and J suggested we should take a dip in their pool to cool off. She showed me a closet that contained a few clean swimsuits. She said to choose whichever fit, and I picked one. I quickly changed and went out to the pool. E was sitting in the water, and I entered while we waited for J. This couple has always seemed very classy to me, and they have never ever been inappropriate in any way, with this evening being no different. Shortly J came out, and this is what made me question my sexuality. J is a very striking woman with rather large breasts, beautiful pale skin, and natural jet-black hair that is beautiful in contrast to her light complexion. I had often thought of how pretty she is, but for some reason seeing her in her light-colored swimsuit and seeing how slim she is despite how large her breasts are, as she made her way into the pool, really made me look and try not to stare.
I sat there with the two of them, and maybe because my parents had gone home already, and none of the other siblings were there, I felt like an adult among other adults. It was the first time around them I felt that way. We sat there chatting and enjoying the night air, but my mind kept trailing off about the idea of the two of these people who I found so attractive, having sex! Try as I might, I could not stop fantasizing what they would look like and sound like! I even had to covertly touch my pussy under the water looking at J's large breasts, which now completely showed the outline of her large nipples prominently hard against her wet swimsuit. I am not sure if I am bi or not but seeing her was really turning me on. E eventually said he needed to go to bed since he had an early golf outing and began to get out of the pool. He was wearing, not long board shorts like the guys at school wear, but not a weird speedo either. I watched as he got out of the water in a short pair of swim shorts which were clinging to his body and especially his penis in the thin navy material. I could even make out the outline of his prominent shaft and pronounced head even though he wasn't hard.
When it came time for us to get out, the night air had grown chillier, and we dried off quickly. As we headed inside, I mentioned how cool it had gotten and J said, she had already turned on the sauna so we could warm up before I had to leave. We walked down a short hallway and right in front of me J slipped off her swimsuit, hung it on a hook grabbed a towel and waited for me to do the same. I followed her lead, and we opened the door to the sauna. Once inside she took her towel, folded it, and put it on the bench, and sat on it. I had never been in a sauna but did the same, acting like being nude in front of a woman that I had been fantasizing about just a little bit ago was no big thing! She and I sat there enjoying the penetrating heat. A couple of times she got up to drip some water on the scorching hot stones. It was all I could do not to reach out and grasp her heavy soft breasts with their large pale areolas and large hard nipples, as they hung down so sexy while she leaned forward. I had positioned myself so that I was looking straight on at her, and I could see her full pussy lips spread open a bit each time she shifted her position. I was soaking wet imagining her husband's swollen penis thrusting in and out of her. Now I find myself thinking about both of their bodies and what their sex must be like! I keep masturbating to this memory.
