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So Many 'first' Got Me In Trouble And Now I'm Feeling Guilty.

My husband had cheated on me some 5 years ago and i have forgiven him and moved on. He is the only one that have ever come anywhere near my private area and no one else. My mother have taught me that only a husband should have sexual access to a wife's body as long as both are still together.
Now my husband went overseas a month ago for 2 weeks and i got really horny for some strange reason. I have never been this horny in my entire life. I am not so sure if it's because of the new underwear that i've decided to try but when my husband had left i bought a couple of 'thong' and my word!. These women garments are giving me literally a warm time but between my legs. I have never worn these types of underwear before but here i am. I felt sexy and horny at the same time while wearing them and on the first weekend being alone at home i started to burn with pure lust. I started drinking alcoholic wine regularly which did me no justice, and the more i did the more my vagina twitched with sexual thirst. I really wanted to stay away from having sex with someone else so i said a massage is fine even though i have never gotten one before.... But i thought at least it's not like having sex.

I found out where to go and off i went. Upon reaching there i got the impression that more persons would be at this location but not so. The gentleman who seem like a very young man who's age is still not known to me, only have space for a single client.
We proceeded to the massage room then he asked me what type of massage i preferred. Now i am lost as to the kind of massages he's introducing. I remember him saying 'sensual' can be fun and i said ok that can work, not knowing what that is.
I only realized the one i have chosen after being fully naked in front of a stranger.
Still feeling the effects from drinking the wine i did not hesitate to complied with all that he said and in 10 minutes or less i was caught in no man's land. His touches have me on edge ,my toes started to curled and my hands are now grabbing both sides of the sheet.
My tension dropped when i felt his finger in me. I then let myself go when he started licking my vagina where he spent much time on my clit.
By then i started grabbing onto him while raising my body to meet his face. He responded and licked me harder sending me to my first orgasm outside of my husband.

That young man then took out his cock and i told him no. But after he stuck his finger in once again and started working my vagina i grabbed on to his cock and told him; 'please do me good'! He sent his cock so far up my vagina causing me to start calling him by my husband's name. I felt really shame but he understood as i told him i have never had this kind of interaction with anyone else. I went there 3 days in a row and got the same treatment. I am now feeling guilty and slutty.

I Explore And Become Addict

Hiya, sorry if English bad. I am Japanese girl study college in America. I love America culture. It so free not like Japan culture. But when I first come to school I know nobody and meet Japanese boy. He comfort me so we begin dating. Now we live in apartment together. I have no friend so I come here to tell story. Please say to me thoughts because I very confusing.

He is ok. Normal Japanese guy. Not big strong but smart. I is small girl like 155 cm. We start sex after start dating. Very fun at beginning but soon boring. He want always before exams but I only want after exams. Now we do not sex often. He like play porn games and play with himself.

I try to be ok but one night I shop for fake dick because I curious. Then I see bbc and am so shock at big size. No buy but I keep think to myself so big. When he sleep, I find porn to see Asian girls take bbc. So shocked at them!

It get harder and harder so I think little explore is ok. Just talking. I make account on Ashley Madison. Use fake age and hide face with mask. Many guy message me and I start talk with Daryl. Him chat with me make me so turn on. I keep secret for weeks.

First we video chat I go to library without boyfriend. I show him face with mask on but he show me his big string body. And big dick. I feel like owe him so I go in bookshelf to pull shirt down so he can see my chest.

We keep chatting like this now and I watch him play with him big dick until he cum. He watch me play in library.

Finally he ask if we meet in person. I say no first because it hard to meet. He keep asking. One week boyfriend say he need work lab all day. I skip all classes to meet with Daryl at hotel. I walk away from school and he pick me up.

We not say much in car. At room he give me some shots and we start chatting more. Then we start get close. His hands so big he rub my back. Clothes fall and I get ready to suck but he say no. He lay me back and put mouth to me. Boyfriend never do this. He lick and I get so wet. He lick until I yell and shake.

I calm. He come up and I suck until he very big and hard. Then he get on top. Him cock press me but it too big to go in. We try me on hands and legs. He keep press and it feel good. Then he finally press and I feel stretch to let him in. Moan so loud. He keep slow until he deep in me.

So fun so pleasure. He no crazy until I so relax. Him finger play with me too. He start go more and more until I yell so loud. Slow he pull out and cum on back.

Now I want more but feel little guilty. What do?

I Deserved It

Fuck, had a a looooong Saturday night. I'm gonna own up to it. Some girls would call the R word, but I know what I did. Boys will be boys.

So a bestie calls and says she's going to a kickback. She thought I'd like to join especially cuz she didn't want to go alone. Had nothing to do, so why not. I put on my best 30 minute makeup, slipped into a tiny red dress with 5 inch pumps, then we Ubered over together. Guys were handing us shots, definitely flirting with us. We warmed up to it and were game.

We played a few rounds of couples beer pong. Different guys each round, it was basically my bestie vs. me and whatever guys were with us. It was time for us to let other people play, so I went to the bathroom. I come out and find my bestie making out with one of her beer pong partners on the couch. A guy comes up to me with a beer and we start chatting. I don't know how long it was, but when I went to check on my bestie, she was gone.

I had enough of the party, so I called her to see where she was at. After the 3rd call, she finally picks up. You know what I hear? "Ugh ugh ugh... hey... mmm.... kinda busy.... fuck... yeah ohhhhh... fuck, call you back." And she hangs up on me.

Now I'm waiting outside for an Uber, alone, when one of my beer pong partners walks up. We start chatting a little, he offers to drive me back to my place. I figured why not, the Uber was still awhile away, and it'd save me money.

In his car, we were definitely flirting. He had his hand riding up my dress, I was feeling up his crotch. I asked how big he is, and he said I should find out myself. I undo his pants and a respectable erection greeted me. I played with him a little bit until he begged me to give him road head, so I went down on him. A minute later, he parks. When I lift my head up, I realized I'm back at home. I tell him bye even though he's begging for me to finish him off. I just smile and tell him next time, then get out of the car.

I wasn't paying attention. When I opened my door, someone grabbed me from behind and dragged me into my apartment. I was dragged all the way to the couch before being forced to get on my knees and bend over the couch. He bends down close to my ear and goes, "Don't scream if you don't anything bad to happen. I just need a quick release." That's when I realized it was my driver. He removes his hand from my mouth and wastes no time pulling my panties down and shoving his cock deep into me.

We both groaned from the sensation. He starts with short thrusts, working me up to a slick wetness before making longer thrusts. That's when I cave. I tell him to stop and that if we're gonna do this, I might as well have some fun too.

He was pretty confused, but pulled out of me. I turn around to glare at him, then stripped everything off. I was going to undo my pumps when he said to leave them on. I laid back on the couch, legs spread wide open. He smiles, leans down and whispers, "I like a shaved pussy." He goes down on me, eating me out until I cum.

He climbs back up and was about to penetrate me again when I go, "Wait fuck... ok, I like prone bone better than missionary." He just laughs and goes, "Well if you're a good Asian fuck toy tonight, I'll let you have prone bone."

He proceeds to fuck me hard. I cum again from him using his fingers while fucking me. He pulls out, then steps up onto the touch. I was a bit confused until he grabs my hair and pulls my head in front of his cock. He face fucks me before cumming deep in my throat.

At least he was a gentleman after that when he carried me to my bed and took my pumps off so that we could sleep. He wakes me up in the middle of the night to fuck me in doggy. It was a rough pounding for awhile before I felt him pull out and eat me out until I cum. I finish him off with my mouth again. He made sure his cum went down my throat by putting a hand on my head and giving one final push into my throat.

When we woke up next, it was still dark outside. I ride him until I cum, but I pass out from exhaustion.

Next when I woke, it was finally sun out. He was already on his phone. Finally he rolls me over and gives me the prone bone that I wanted. Soon after he had his pleasure, he leaves.

Later that day, I get a text from my bestie about how lame her guy turned out to be. Ironic.

My Roommate Did It For Money

This is from a few years back. I was in college and lived at hostel. Two girls shared a room, and had a roommate and became good friends. She was a good friend and was always in hostel but had strange habbit of vanishing for a week or so every few months not going to classes as well. Rest of the time she was in hostel even on weekends when I was off to a cousin sister's house nearby.

One time she was somewhere outside, i was in our room and she needed some documents from her laptop so asked me to send them to her in e-mail.

A strange thing I noticed was that she had kept the hidden files visible and I got a bit curious. Her e-mail was also logged in. When I searched a bit I found her picture and videos with a man much older than her. He was really fat and ugly. She was 19 that time and that man must have been 50+. There were pictures and videos of them fucking, her sucking his dick, mostly all were like videos he recorded. They were kind of degrading like with cum on her face and him verbally abusing her in almost all videos. Lots of details, may be i will share in comments if someone wants to know.

Since we were good friends when she came back I confronted her about it. I asked her who he was and why did she do it even though it seemed he was using her as a toy.

To my surprise she told me that he was an uber rich guy at executive level position at a big firm. He would come to our city on business meeting and whenever he wqs here she had to be with him. In return he would give her expensive g*fts and money. LOTS of MONEY.

I asked her if he was abusing her and she told me that she enjoyed it. She was surprisingly open about her experience and to be honest I made me very horny when she shared the details. I would imagine myself in her place and touch myself when I was alone.

From then onwards whenever she vanished I always asked her about the details and enjoyed that a lot.

An year later she told me that she told that man about me and that I knew. She invited me to meet him at a big 5 star restaurant.
I had already seen him in the pictures and videos and to be honest he was uglier in real life lol. He was very obese and was bald. But the dinner was fantastic, expensive food and wine and he g*fted me something expensive as well.

Later that week my roommate told me that he has offered me and her double of what he was giving her if both of us became his sugar babies.


Though the money was huge and I was super temted I declined, had a boyfriend also. I was a bit scared as well thay having so much sex with an old guy might cause me problems. Was bery naive, lol.

But yeah that's her story, she did it for money.

My Obsessions - A Naughty Girl From A Conservative Indian Family

Hi, so this is my story of being a bad girl! I am obsessed with fantasizing about any and every couple having sex. No matter who it is I love masturbating imagining myself in the place of that girl.
A few details about me first.
Lets say I'm Shelly. Hindu-bengali.
I come from a conservative indian family. Have 1 elder sis 1 elder brother. Being the youngest I was a very pampered kid.
For the society I am a very good, cultured, well educated, brilliant and innocent girl. But I have a dark side too.
Alright, I'm 23y, 5'5" lean, gym fanatic. IITian(yes!), computer science, living in USA now.
I would like to think i am way hotter than an average indian girl. Was one of the most wanted girls in school and in college.
I'm a very naughty girl, take a lot of pleasure in doing things which are wrong illegal. I love listening to other people's stories, spying, fantasizing about them. That's how I ended on this website. I have stolen p***words, private pictures videos, read private chats of friends families and still do that every chance i get.
Enough about it, i want to write me whole life here.


Part-1
How it started-
My 1st encounter with sex was when I was 13y I saw my elder sister(7y older!) having sex with her bf. He was a family friend and came to our house for studies regularly. Everytime he came when my parents were not home my sis told me to go outside and locked the door as I "disturbed" them. Eventually I started hearing her moaning, when ever I asked she said she hit her foot on table or something. I grew curious and one day i peeked from a gap in the window and saw them doing it.
That day something changed in me. I then started to watch them every chance I had. This was like a couple of times a month. I knew what sex was from my girlfriends at school. I started to search about it on the internet also. Slowly, I understood everything they did and they did loooots of things. I saw my sister do things I couldn't even imagine at that time. Eventually I started fingering myself watching them and fantasizing myseld in my sister's place. I started doing much worse things. I read their chats from my sister phone, all the hot ones. We shared a laptop and I am a computer geek, i knew all her p***words, knew where she hid all their private pictures and stuff. I copied them and still have them. Whenever I was alone in the afternoon i saw those pictures and masturbated. So many things have happened in my life since then but I still sometimes like to see those pictures and pleasure myself. I also clicked some pictures of them once I got my personal mobile phone. I did some unspeakable things which I can confess only here. I found that that she was throwing their used condoms over the wall from our backyard, I sometimes looked for those and brought them back with me. I liked to smell it, squeezed his cum and play with it, taste it, yes I did these things. I used to rub that cum over my nipples and lips and masturbated with other hand. Sometimes when I saw my sis using her panties or handkerchief to make him cum or wipe his cum I took those from washing machine and played with them, smelled them licked them if I had a chance.
Did lots of more things which I will write some other day.
By the time I was 17 and was just about to go to college my elder brother also got married. I started getting horny fantasizing about them, how they would be having sex. Sometimes when they were not ay home I would go to their room and take some used condoms also. I know it was my brother's and I am NOT into i****t. But it just felt so good.
Did all this for 4 years till I went to college in another city. It was so wrong but felt so right.
Also, my sis just got married to the same guy 2 years ago. :)

Confession Of A Real AMP Worker

Forgive me that my english is not perfect. I have been in US for over 20 years but i still struggle in language. I come here when i 23 and i work in massage brothel to pay my transport and papers and pay to bring my parents.

It not take me all the time to pay off my debt but with bad english and no skill for American style work I keep doing it to send money back to Cambodia because my family poor and my family will be doing worse than me if I don't help by sending money back.

I write this confession to tell men its ok to use Asian massage girl like this. Sometimes I read in news that people think it is bad to have AMP tug jobs. It's not, its my job, we need money for good reasons. You are helping me and family when you come to my work. I jerk off so many men for their pleasure, and i no mind, i want to help you cum because it helps me pay bills. Please no feel guilty, your wifes will never know and it is like charity, you helping us girls.

I massage so many penis i can't remember even faces, so i never telll anyone. Married men you very safe in AMP no one ever tell on you. I jerk so many men who not get enough at home i feel good to help them. I mostly jerky men but i also let them touch me and will suck penis if you tip me really nice. Even though i am married now i still can fuck but must be regular customer but only with condom. It is rare (a couple times a week) but i can do it for very good price.

So please, I am over 45 and aging, i still need money for family at home. Please don't listen to people say this is bad to do. In my culture girls do worse earlier in life. This is better, we are all adults, no one hurt. I want to be here. I want to jerk you with oil. Come call me dirty name and cum in my hands .... i will be so heppy to run your balls and jerk you oof with my oils. Tip me and we kiss while you cum. Wife never know.

6 Years Dating But I Want Other Guys

ive been together with my highschool sweetheart for awhile now. And ive only had sexual intercourse with just him. but i see my friends having fun and ive met a few fine and handsome men here and there but i always turn them down. I would love to post spicy content too, but i dont :(
My sex drive is higher than my boyfriend’s and unfortunately, he doesnt have the biggest package but we are still satisfied none the less.
i love him dearly but my fantasy is just to be slutted out by other men, and just be a whore. i want to be used by other men and feel bigger men violating me. Im petite and Asian, under 5ft so it would be easy to be rough with me♡i feel like im too much of a freak for my boyfriend alot of the times and I get tired of vanilla sex. I love cnc and bdsm play, and things in that general area. Of course id never do such things while in a relationship, unless if something were to happen. I would love to feel 7+ just rearranging my guts one day though. so yes, my body count is only 1 :)

Can't Stop Thinking About My First Big One Pt. 2

Hey, so I caved again and had to get another fix of my big one. Retelling my story basically psyched myself into it! I'll add a little more details because this is fresh in mind... I'm writing this while my boyfriend is asleep next to me :)

Let's call my hookup Daniel. The first time with Daniel happened around the 4th. As usual with these things, my boyfriend was traveling and I had raging hormones. Retelling my story didn't help with keeping it out of mind. In fact, it just made me hornier and I kept reading my own story to relive the experience. I was so horny that I fucked my boyfriend every night. It felt great, but I am starting to feel a little guilty for thinking about Daniel while in bed with my boyfriend.

This past Saturday evening, my boyfriend told me that he'd like to go fishing Sunday morning. I said, "OK, but we've been staying up late for the past few nights, I'd like to sleep in." Then without thinking, I texted Daniel, "Hey."

We had already turned in early for the night, no sex. I was quite disappointed, honestly, not because we didn't have sex, but because Daniel hadn't replied. When he did reply, my heart jumped in excitement, even though all he said was, "Hey."

I bit my lip so hard in guilt... here I was laying next to my boyfriend and texting this guy. I was having some serious second thoughts, but I was also so horny thinking about Daniel, so I quickly and simply responded, "DTF?" His next reply was really quick, he said, "When and where?"

At this point, I felt there was no going back and honestly, my pussy twitched a little in excitement. I gave him my apartment address and told him that I'll text him when my boyfriend leaves for fishing, probably around 6:30am, which will give us like a 2 hour window.

In the morning, my boyfriend came to kiss me goodbye in bed. Before the door even closed behind him, I texted Daniel to come on over. I barely had time to brush my teeth when there was a knock on the door. Turns out, it was Daniel, he apparently drove really early and waited outside until he was sure my boyfriend had left the parking lot. He even brought me some Starbucks.

I didn't get a chance to drink it because he pushed me against the wall. We started an intense make out session. He picked me up, walked into my bedroom, and tossed me on the bed. As he pulled off his clothes, I stared hungrily at him until I sort of snapped out of it. The second thoughts came back in mind and I weakly said, "Wait... I can't, I mean my boyfriend and I sleep on this bed."

All Daniel said was, "So?" before he buried his head under my nightgown. I felt his tongue lap at my clit and I gave out such a loud moan. He ate me out until I'm shaking, then climbed on top of me. Next thing I knew, he's got the head of his cock inside me. I arched my back so hard at being stretched apart. He braced me and gives one more mighty push until he slapped against me.

I held onto his shoulders for dear life as he ploughed me with his entire cock. I honestly don't know what happened, but I screamed so loud as I orgasmed on his cock. I think he caressed my face as I came down from my high. When my eyes finally focused on him, he just laughed and said, "Does that Asian pussy need more TLC?"

All I managed was a weak nod. He flipped me onto my belly and proneboned me. He was real sensual this time so that I could every stretch. I really started to get into it again when he sadly said, "Fuck, I need to cum." I don't know, maybe I was just too turned on, but I blurted out something like, "Yeah fill me up." And that's exactly what he did.

After we both calmed down, I was really having second thoughts now because his cum was leaking out of me, but I had such a good time. We chatted and cuddled, got to know each other a little more. We eventually started making out again, he gets hard and... well, it was too late to say no. I rode him for a bit, even finally took my nightgown off, but that's just not my favorite honestly. Thankfully he caught on, flipped us over, and fucked me with my legs on his shoulders. It took a little longer until I came again on his cock. He kept going, didn't even ask this time, and came inside me again.

After he left, I showered and chilled. When my boyfriend got back home, he asks, "Oh wow, you went to Starbucks today?" There was that feeling of like a hammer hitting me. I simply smiled and said, "Yes baby." He shrugged and goes, "Well, at least one of us got something."

Heh...

Over Night Bus Trip

That happen to me on a greyhound over night trip. n I was about 17 and she was mid twenties. n She was already sitting in the window seat when I sat down beside her. She was blond ,curvy and about Five ,six. n We chatted as the trip progressed into evening, I decided to put my hand on her thigh. She was startled and said why did you do that?n I quickly said it’s sad that people are shy to touch each other these days. n She relaxed to the gentle massaging of her inner thigh. Soon her thighs parted and I was rubbing her pussy through her tight jeans. n It was full dark now and most on the full bus were asleep as she opened my jeans and pulled out my hard cock to stroke it. n Her soft warm hands soon had my cock aching for release. n I came with a yelp as I spurted ropes of cum over the back seat of the bus and her hand. n She smiled at me as she licked my cum off of her hand and fingers. n We cuddled and soon we both drifted off to sleep.

I Work At A Jack Shack.

I am a 34 year old Korean single mom and I work in an Asian Massage Spa aka a "Jack Shack" and yes I do massages the almost always end in a happy endings.

Don't feel bad because i have come to terms and acceptted I am a sex worker living and working in the US, doing this to raise my children for a better life than me. Yes, it can be a lot, sometimes I want to quit but it's also not all bad and my cut is pretty good and I kind of get turned on when I have kind clients who tip and flirt. I have seen a lot of nice dick.

While what I do is illegal, its a lot more common than people might think. Its everywhere if you open your eyes and look. Lots of guys get this done for them. I work at what's basically a brothel, we're called a "massage parlor" but literally the only reason you'd come here is for is to get jerked off. The massage is just an excuse and a chance for us to decide if you a cop or legit. My place only does hand jobs and management discourages blow job's or full service because the more a place does the more attention it gets from cops. I am not gonna lie I still give head to big tippers and have been fucked several times when the price was right but I have been there a long time and management trust me to be discrete plus i we split the cash 50-50. But even in a happy ending you might get to play with my tits or even finger my pussy if it helps me finish you close to our time limit.

I jerk off about 5-8 men a day and work 5-6 days a week and most men by far are white, some black and hispanic, most middle aged and married. My location means a lot of guys are not regulars and I have jerked off a lot of diffent dicks in my 9 years. It's just normal to me now. It's my life.

If you have any legit questions about time life style ask in the comments.