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This Is Getting Addictive

If you have read any of my other stories, you will know that I have been married for a long time, but sex had become nonexistent and so I looked to porn and sex ads to fulfill my sexual needs. I finally actually met someone in a vehicle and he fingered me And I have to admit that it felt amazing.
I was a little surprised that I went through with it, but I have to admit that as soon as I got home, I wanted to go do it again. Even though I had crossed the line and let someone finger me. I am still nervous about meeting someone. I talked back-and-forth with quite a few men, but a couple of days ago since I had some time to myself, I decided to meet someone. This time was a little different. The man was about my age and told me that he was going fishing at a friends pond just outside of town. It wasn’t that far out of town, but it was fairly secluded. Obviously, I was nervous about meeting a stranger, but my sexual appetite overruled my nervousness.

I followed the directions and even went through a cattle gate and eventually parked next to a pick up truck by a very pretty pond.

The man, I was meeting, talked a big game and told me that when he was done with me that I would be screaming. To be honest, I thought he was just talking big. I showed up in a sundress with no panties. When I stepped out of my car, he walked up to me and was actually very pleasant and introduced himself. He was probably about 10 years younger than me. We had small talk for about two minutes and finally I just asked him if he wanted to get started. He told me yes and told me that before we get started that I needed to get naked for him. Even though we were in the middle of nowhere, I was a little nervous about that, but I went ahead and took my sundress off. I have to say that standing outside, totally naked, in front of a total stranger really turned me on. And then this nice man and pretty attractive, suddenly became pretty aggressive And demanded that I get on my knees and suck him.

I was obedient, and as soon as I got on my knees, he pulled his pants and underwear down and dangling in front of me was a rather large uncut dick. I had never been with someone with an uncut dick. But as I began to lick and suck him, it grew, and I really struggled with the girth. I was surprised by how aggressive he was, especially in the way that he talked. Even though I was struggling, he seemed to not care and kept pushing my head and making me take more and more of his dick than I thought was possible. I always thought that I did not like that kind of talk, but I found myself getting very turned on. I’m not sure how big he was, but I was surprised by how much of him I could get in my mouth even though I could not get all of him Then he told me to stand up and to face away from him and to put my hands on the tailgate of his truck. I felt him reach behind me and he stuck two fingers inside of me and he commented that I was such a slut to be so wet, and naked in front of a man that I didn’t even know. When I tell you that he fucked my brains out, I am not kidding. He grabbed my hips and immediately stuck that big dick inside of me and it felt amazing immediately. With one hand, he grabbed my shoulder and with his other hand, he began playing with my clits while he was fucking me. I orgasm immediately. But then he slowed down and told me that I needed to brace myself. He said that he was going to fuck me as hard as he could. I already thought that he was fucking me super hard. But he grabbed my hips and fucked me so hard. I promise I almost passed out. It was a little sore and then it felt absolutely amazing and dammit if he wasn’t right, for the first time, I believe I truly screamed.

He pulled out and came on my ass and then told me that I could get dressed.

He pulled his pants back up and I put my dress back on. I walked over to get in my car and before I did, he told me to wait. I turned around and he gave me a huge kiss and we ended up kissing deeply for a few minutes. Then he reached under my address and fingered me extremely hard and yet again I was screaming. He stuck two of his fingers in my mouth so that I could taste myself on him. Then I left.

This kind of thing is getting addictive.

Turned On By My Daughter

First I want to say that I love reading all of the confessions on here from guys and girls. But, I especially enjoy confessions by other women. I am a 37 year old single mother of a beautiful daughter. I am most definitely bisexual, however, I haven't had sexual relations with a man for over 17 years, and openly admit that I am more attracted to women than men. I mostly watch lesbian or fmf three some porn.
I have raised my daughter to be proud of her body and nudity here in our house is acceptable as long as it is just us here. She has seen my naked body most of her life just as I have hers. A few years ago when she was around 12, she really started to develope, with shapely legs and thighs, a very sweet little bubble butt, and budding breasts with hard little nipples. And as always, a pretty face and long blonde hair. She even started growing pubic hair.
Now I have always been very open with her about the female body and over time we have had several mother daughter talks about sex and sexuality. When she was around the age of 14, I started to hear moaning sounds and squeaking sounds of her bed coming from her room, especially at night time, and they were fairly loud. On several occasions I have even caught her rubbing herself under the blanket while we are watching television in the living room. Whenever we are in the living room, the aroma and sweet smell of her wetness is apparent as well.
As you can imagine, with me being bisexual, and so much into females sexually, this is all so arousing to me , making me get extremely horny myself. Now I know that there will be some out there that will take issue with what I am about to say. But I am so turned on by, and extremely sexually attracted to my daughter, that all I can think about is making love to her day and night. Anytime I see her rubbing under the blanket, or hear her moans and her bed squeaking I have to run to my room and masturbate fantasizing about us having sex with each other. My favorite fantasy is for her and I to be scissoring each other with our clits touching each other's until we both explode in mutual orgasms squirting all over each other's pussy.
I so wish that someday I will work up the nerve to tell her that I want her sexually and we end up enjoying a sexual relationship with each other. I wonder how many other mothers out there have the same desires as me?
Well that's my confession. Thanks for reading.

Our Nanny

I just found this site after searching the internet for others who may have had something like this happen to them. I will try to condense things so that they don't get too wordy. This is a true experience so hopefully not boring for everyone.

I am super happily married to a man that I am really attracted to and have two young kids. I have my own business and am pretty busy and because my husband travels so much for his profession, we have a live in au pair, aka nanny. I am not sure why or how I should feel about this but for some reason I became extremely turned on by what just happened recently regarding our nanny.

My husband and I have a pretty robust sex life and because of hubby's travel are still nearly as horny as we were years ago when we were first together. Last Valentine's Day I got a g*ft for him, or actually me! I was being silly and got a kit that makes a vibrating clone of his penis. It is a kit that you cast his penis in rubber and can insert a vibrator into. I thought I could use it when he is away on business, and I'm missing him. We had a fun and sexy evening making the clone of his body and I was completely surprised how well it turned out and how authentic it feels inside me. Because it is a cast, it has every detail copied and feel exactly like him when I have it deep inside me. For the record, it isn't like my hubby is giant or anything like that, he is just a nice average size, but he has a really enormous head when it is swollen. It literally spreads my lips wide and "pops" into me. Because of the shape of it I can feel it rubbing the sides of my pussy deep inside me which drives me over the top.

We have had our nanny now for about 9 months and because I work out of the home and she is always here, we have become pretty close. Last week we were chatting, just girl talk, and she mentioned how we seem happy together and how do we do that after close to 9 years of marriage. I laughed and made a comment on the clone that hubby and I made, and we both got a good laugh out of it.

A couple of nights ago, with hubby away on business I had been out to dinner with a visiting college friend who was in our city for a conference. She was a little under the weather so we cut things short so that she could get back to her hotel and rest. When I got home the house was pretty quiet since the kids go down to bed pretty early. I walked down the long hallway to check on my little ones, whose rooms are down the same wing and are next to our nanny's room. I could see the light coming from under our nanny's door, so I knew she was there, I checked both kids who were already sleeping. I quietly knocked on the door of our nanny and could hear her, but she sounded like she was upset or crying? I quietly told her through the door, luckily, I didn't open it, that I was already back and she could go out or whatever she wanted since she wasn't needed for the kids for the rest of the night. She sounded startled and I asked if everything was alright? She said everything was fine and was just watching something on her laptop. I told her good night and that I was going to read and go to bed.

I returned my bedroom and turned on the light and went into the bathroom to get ready for bed. I am completely obsessive compulsive and everything in our home is always spotless and put away, I looked at my nightstand and the drawer was slightly open and not completely shut? I thought that was weird and went to close it after I had gotten ready for bed. As I started to close the door, I saw that the clone of hubby's penis was missing! I then realized that the sound that I heard coming out of the nanny's room was the buzz of the vibrator inside of it, and not the show the nanny was watching. I also know that she wasn't crying but she was quietly panting and moaning! The realization that she nanny had the vibrating clone of my husband's hard shaft with its large swollen head up inside her, strangely didn't anger me, but for some really strange reason, I found myself aroused that our nanny was using it. I sat there on the bed and was frozen! Do I go confront her? Do I not say anything and pretend it didn't happen?

I chose to do nothing, she does a fantastic job with my kids, is extremely caring and we love her and having her around. I got up the next morning as usual and headed to yoga while our nanny started getting the kid's breakfast. She didn't say anything, and I didn't mention anything about what I discovered. When I returned from yoga, I checked my nightstand and sure enough, the toy was back in the exact place that I had left it. I can't seem to stop thinking about this and it continues to turn me on? Strange I know.

Nanny Talk

Last week sometime, I posted an experience regarding our live-in nanny, who had found a toy of mine in my bedside table, which also happened to be a clone vibrator of my husband's penis. It was a fun couple's activity we did together on Valentine's Day but actually became something that I have enjoyed using often since.
Our nanny is in her early 20s, and in a new foreign country alone, so I understand the loneliness. I wasn't mad and was actually intrigued and turned on at her using it. I wasn't sure how to proceed about the incident, say nothing or mention it etc. I didn't want to make waves, since she has become a really good friend to me, and she is really good at what she does.
I decided to say nothing and see if she would bring it up, which she didn't and hasn't. I sat talking to her the next night after the incident and was just casually talking about her experiences etc. During the talk, her social life was mentioned, and I asked her how things were going? She seems to have sort of taken me as a mom away from home situation. She talked about being lonely but making friends, males included, but nothing serious. I made a point to tell her that I was always around and willing to talk about anything, emphasizing ANYTHING. She laughed and said that she hoped that someday she would have a family life like we have. When pressed what she meant, she said the usual, stable comfortable life, growing family, then something I found interesting. She mentioned that her parents slept in separate beds while she grew up, and that it was nice that hubby and I seemed to "really enjoy each other"? She mentioned that sometimes she ventures downstairs to the kitchen to get something to drink or eat after everyone has retired to their bedrooms. She said she loved to hear hubby and I in our bedroom talking and laughing and basically "enjoying each other".
Our home is laid out that the kid's bedrooms and the nanny bedroom is down one wing of the upstairs. Our primary suite is down a different hall on the way to the staircase leading down to the main floor kitchen etc. If she goes to the kitchen after the kids are asleep, she could very likely hear us in our room as she passes by. I never thought of this, but we make sure that when the nanny is on her own free time, we don't bother her and take care of the kids ourselves in case they need anything during the night. Because of this, we don't leave our bedroom door completely shut but rather cracked in case one of the kids has an issue or is crying and we need to go deal with them. After chatting with our nanny, I was curious so last Sat night the kids were asleep soundly, the nanny was in her room, and hubby had returned from a 5-day work trip. I mentioned during the day to the nanny that I was "excited for his return" hoping that she would understand what I meant. I have been aroused by her ever since this experience. I made sure that our television was off, and my bedside lamp was on as I crawled nude into bed next to my husband. He quickly stripped off his sleeping clothes and we began to explore each other with our hands. It was an unusually warm evening for the spring and since the AC hasn been turned on yet it was warm in our room. It was perfect for me to roll down the covers and let him stroke and knead my breasts and lick his way down to my damp pussy. We were both nude and on top of the bed, I had left our door a little more open than usual and I noticed I could just see a bit of the hallway reflection in the glass of a framed painting just outside of our bedroom.
As I laid there on my back feeling hubby parti my lips and licking me, I watched the reflection in the art and noticed, not even 10 minutes into this, our nanny's reflection, as she stood a bit down the hall, listening, but then realizing she moved close enough to watch through the slightly open door. My hubby had his back to the doorway so he couldn't see the nanny outside our room, and I acted oblivious. I looked down shortly after and could see hubby's shaft fully erect and so I moved into position to suck on him as he sat on the bed on his knees. I was giving our voyeur a perfect side view of hubby's body as I licked and teased the drips of precum from hobby's hard swollen head. I quickly pushed him onto his back, the angle that I was laying before, and quickly got on top of him and really began to pump up and down. I could feel him getting harder and warmer inside me, so I hopped off and sat reverse on top of hubby, blocking his view of the hallway and also allowing me to see if the nanny was still there. Surprised or not surprised I could see her reflection still watching us. Hubby was gripping my hips with his hands really pulling me against him. I was massaging his balls and could feel him beginning to pulse. Just as he began to spray a fountain of warm sperm, I pulled him out. I let the nanny see it all. I'm shaking still as I write this and really turned on.

Massage Barriers

I have been a massage therapist and physical therapist for 10 years. I do everything to the letter of the medical world ethics and the letter of the law. That is until three weeks ago.

I have been treating a college aged athlete for about six months. He had shoulder and elbow surgery that really did a number on him. He is funny, smart, cute, flirty and sexy. He’s working really hard to recover. Unfortunately, his naked body on my table puts very bad thoughts in my head.

He visited me at my home office studio. My home office studio is reserved for my own convenience and for patients I trust. As I walked into the table room, there was tension in the air. I asked him if he was doing good and he mumbled something about being frustrated with the recovery. I told him I would do my best to relax him and ease some of his tension. He was all locked up - both sides of his body. I worked him really well. As he turned over I got my first glimpse of his penis. It was completely shaven, thick and had a big mushroom head. I tried hard to forget what I just saw but it was difficult. As the massage continued, his hands made subtle movements to try to touch me. This time, I made it easier for him. As he found my legs, I went further up his quads. He got bolder and adjusted his hand to be where he could (maybe) get a brush of my vagina. I made it easier for him and moved towards his hand. I felt his fingers extend to touch my vagina. Although I am human and I have sexual desires, this was the first time anyone was allowed to breach this barrier. He took the opportunity and started to rub me through my leggings. I broke the barrier as well and removed the sheet that was covering him. His semi hard penis was in full view.

As I got closer to his penis, I asked him if this was okay. He laughed and said do you think I am going to say no don’t do that? I laughed and said okay. He asked me the same and I told him it was okay. His hand started rubbing faster - immediately. I found his shaft. I told him to relax and allow me to take care of him. He was rock hard and swollen in a minute as I stroked his shaft. His hand found my ass. He tried to pull down my leggings so I helped him. This was the final barrier and he had broken through it. Found my clitoris and relentlessly rubbed it. I knew an orgasm was brewing.

As he is beating my clitoris with his fingers, I started to move my hips. I was going to orgasm. I pumped his shaft as fast and hard as I could. His entire body went stiff. His breathing stopped. His penis exploded. The semen flew everywhere and it just kept flowing. It hit my shirt, the end of the table, his chest and the floor. This was too much for me and I had my own orgasm. It was hard and deep.

I cleaned him up with a warm towel. I asked how he was doing. He told me never better. I told him me too.

I have made two sessions with him since and both finished in the same way.

Full Service Rub Down

Oh my goodness, I have a confession to post!!! I never thought I would have one.

My friend recommended a foot spa when I twisted my ankle last month. When I went, a foreign woman greeted me and brought me to a room with a table. She told me to undress and lay on the table. Not knowing the protocol I left my panties on. She took some time on my ankle which felt great. Then she worked up the back of my legs (all of the way) to my ass. Then she did my back. Then she did my hamstrings. As she did them, she moved closer and closer to my crack. I shifted a bit and she went further. I shifted again and she found the front of my panties.

She then told me to turn over. She worked my neck, my chest and my legs. This time, with no barriers, she finished every rub on my pussy. She had turned me on so I allowed it all to happen. Without asking, she pulled my panties to the side and started to rub my clit with some hand cream. As I started to cum, she pinched my nipples. I was in torment heaven. She cleaned me up and worked on my ankle. I left after that.

I went about two weeks later. Different girl, same result.

I had my third visit on Monday night with the same results.

I have found a resource that will always keep me calm!!!

Massage

My best friend asked me to be a massage dummy for her 21 year old son who is studying to be a Registered Massage Therapist. I gladly did so. The first five six sessions went as it should. On the seventh or so he at one point under my cover sheet, started massaging my breasts. I said nothing, it felt good and who am I to say this isn’t done. I went with it. The next session after paying an extraordinary amount of time with my tits, he said he wanted to practice on my groin area. He explained that groin pulls are a common problem. Well since he asked my permission, I felt safe. Again under the sheet he manipulated my inner thighs and loin area, grazing my pussy from time to time. It was feeling very good. Too good. Even though he had not touched my clit, his manipulations were doing the trick. I let out a moan and my body gave a convulsive move. He then made contact with my pussy and I was enjoying it too much to stop him. Before I knew it his fingers were in me, then his mouth and tongue. He brought me to an extraordinary strong orgasm. As I laid there he took off his clothing and entered me. Well I have had several sessions since but it quickly turns into a fuck fest. I hope my friend never finds out.

This Is How You Fuck Someone's Wife

Hubby goes to Johannesburg for business and stays there for 2-3 days, thats when we take our meetings in a room. Sometimes at my place (when kids are at school in the afternoon) or we just go to our favourite B&B. Two weeks ago hubby had gone out and he booked the same room he books always. I had 9am-4pm time to do whatever we could, so as soon as we enter the room we started making out. He lowered his mouth his tongue licked my slit and spread open my lips. My hips reflexively jerked upward to give him access to push his whole tongue inside me. My mind was so occupied with the wonderful sensations he was giving me, I didn't realize he was increasing the speed of his tonguing, and I started to moan as climax sneaked up on me and I cried out, "Oh, God, I'm coming !!!" When my hips finally stopped jerking and I pushed his head away from sensory overload, he grinning at me, as he said, "I guess you liked that." I weakly smiled back and nodded yes. As he smiled at my compliments to his skill as a lover, I said, "I want you inside me now", as I opened my legs wide in invitation. He lowered himself between my legs and I felt his large cock push just inside my entrance. With that mild discomfort he stopped a bit to let me get used to his thickness. After a pause, he slowly slid his cock a few inches. My pussy, which was by this time sopping wet and sexually stimulated, started to swallow him girth slowly. I nodded to him and with one hard push he slid the rest of the way in and paused again. He is very thick in girth than my husband. I asked him to stay still while my pussy walls finished expanding to accommodate him. I said, "You're stretching me, but it feels good - in fact, very good.He gave me a big grin and started a steady rhythm. I wrapped my arms and legs around him and pulled him into me. I soon felt my climax rising and, as I got close, my moans turned into gasps, and I pulled him tighter into me. I soon announced my impending climax with, "Oh, my God, I'm going to come again! Fuck me harder! faster!" As he went harder and faster, he uttered " say this" Fuck me hard I am your whore. "Don't stop! I'm your whore, your dirty whore, and I came with a series of short incoherent wails of intense pleasure, my hips jerked violently against him.I felt him pound violently into me, as if he was on a mission of destruction or my pussy. Then I felt a series of sharp hip jerks as he unloaded inside with several short, sharp thrusts that were very painful from his growing head that was unloading immense amount of thick cum. I felt his hot liquid flood me and could hear the loud squishing sound as he continued thrusting out his pleasure. He soon quieted down and collapsed on me. I felt some of his cum ooze out around his cock and slowly run down my crack, but I didn't care. "This is how you fuck someone else's wife" with a huge grin - he said.

Massage Table

I went to a registered massage therapist because of a pulled groin muscle from playing tennis. I felt very uncomfortable being that the masseuse was a man but figured he is a therapist and it is his job. He was very attractive and his hands were working near and around my pussy but at no point did his fingers touch or graze my vulva. Having said that, the manipulation around that area was causing me to become very aroused with me biting my lips in hopes of not showing and responding to his movements. I went back repeatedly with each time become worse than the last. This last time I couldn’t control myself and took his hand and almost begged him to put at least, his fingers in me. He refused! I asked please do. Nope, no go in fact the session was over. I asked if he was married or taken with him saying no but that it wasn’t ethical. I apologized and he allowed for me to return. Well that next visit was every bit as intense and I placed my hand on his bulge as I pulled the sheet off me exposing my nakedness. I’m considered to be a very attractive woman now laying there with my pussy soaked, naked, spread wide and my hand on his now hard member. Please .. as I undid his fly and belt, his penis jumped out at me and his fingers enter me as did his penis in my wanting mouth. He had me writhing in orgasm with his fingers as he came in my mouth and as I literally squirted in the air. I thought for certain that we would have further exchanges but no. He dropped me as a client and refused to see me after hours on a date. Well I told my girlfriend about him and my want for more. She told me that she knows him and that he is gay. Not kidding. How can a man be so talented with his fingers and be gay? I mean he was rock hard and came in my mouth! What a shame.

First Hand Job

I have been practicing massage therapy for 10 years. It is my job and I take it seriously.

I am doing a session with a new client. He is a very tall, fit and good looking guy. When I turn him over to his back, his penis is semi hard and fucking huge. I mean, I could not get anywhere near his left quad because was just laying there.

The next session I have with him is the same thing.

The third session is where it went wrong. His hands or fingers touched my legs, ass and pussy whenever I was close to the table. My black stretch pants were no barrier at all. One time I purposely allowed my pussy to linger by his hand to see what would happen. I felt his fingers reach for my pussy and touch it. I just kept rubbing his back. He got more bold and took bigger swipes at my pussy. I had crossed over into the not okay zone, but I did not care at this point. This went on until I turned him over.

As I turn him over, he is rock hard, leaving the bulge in the sheet. Again, his hands found my body. As I rubbed his quads, my mind summons the courage to touch it. Holy fuck, big, heavy and rock fucking hard. I grab it and stroke it. He finds my pussy and I give him better access. I finally take off the sheet and there it is in all of its glory. I jerked him off and he rubbed my clit through my stretch pants. We both came hard and heavy. That day I broke an ethics barrier.

Since this client on this day, he always gets this treatment. I have three other hung clients that get this treatment as well.