Jnaval

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Gender: Bi-Sexual Male
Age: 49
Relationship Status : With someone
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About Jnaval:

I love this site. I have many more experiences to confess. And am always open to chatting with anyone who enjoys similar adventures.

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Still Closeted But Having Fun

First of all I should admit that I have since I was old enough to understand I have been attracted to dicks. We're talking about sleepovers with friends or family, watching grandpa pee, changing at the beach, watching men pee after the movie. I discovered a magazine under the seat at the movies meant for older men when I was 11, it was in a foreign language and it was naked men. The pictures were all in black and white with evidence of someone ejaculating on the pictures. I kept the magazine for the longest time only tossing it out when I went to college. After I started to drive, I was in the school band, I gave my band director a ride home and he sucked my dick and I sucked his. The difference between him and me is that i didn't want to stop even after he had ejaculated. That's the first memory of needing it. Need with a capital N.

There was a sort of club in town and men who liked it with another man told other men about men who needed to be with men. The word got around and I ran into men who wanted to suck me or wanted to be sucked in the mall bathroom, at the movies, and sometimes when I was hired to mow a lawn. My high school days served to teach me and I grew up with a well defined like. For a farm town boy I joined the Coast Guard after college and spent four years off of San Diego, I don't need to point out that I met and had lots of men while I was in the Coast Guard. Of course all of it happened off base, and movie theaters with a hard cock in my hand and slurping up cum was common experience when we were on leave.

Throughout it all I kept my activities secret from my family and close friends.

Now that I am retired and an older man I find that my need has grown stronger. I looked up with a group of men who liked to vacation together (this was back in the days of CL) and this group of men continues to get together once a year at a destination where all day nudity and cock sucking and fucking are the thing to do. We rent a house with a pool in a privacy setting and it's every man for himself. I am just as comfortable either way, I can give and I can receive, as are the men I vacation with. The goal is three days of nothing but man sex and maybe a cup of coffee.

I find it interesting that gay men have to come out and tell everyone. Why? I have never really understood that. My hide away weekend friends and I are all closeted about our man sex need, but advertising it is not part of it.

The Most Beautiful Woman In The World

Whilst on a cruise in Dec 2017 I saw a vision of elegant, sophisticated beauty. I saw the most beautiful woman in the world on a formal night; she was dressed in evening wear. She was a brunette, probably early to mid-forties, a figure to die for and large breasts. Her face was a vision; think of Catherine Zeta-Jones and Terri Hatcher combined. Although I was with my wife I was transfixed with this Goddess of a woman and very jealous of her rather average but probably wealthy hubby. I did catch her eye a couple of times and she did give me a coy smile. I did have some very naughty thoughts about this embodiment of feminine beauty.

Anyway, a great night was had by all, I, unfortunately, didn’t get a chance to talk to this staggering beautiful lady. However, on the way back to our cabin we ended up in the same lift as the couple. There were several people in the lift; however, Mrs Goddess and hubby got off on our floor. It turned out they were in the room next to ours!!!!

A couple of days later I woke up early and as I didn’t want to wake my wife I went out onto the balcony. The balconies were separated by a partition; however, there was a small gap next to the patio door. As I walked out into the warm Caribbean morning I spotted the Goddess sitting out on the next balcony in the nude! I only glimpsed her as I walked out and she took my breath away. After a minute I walked back into the cabin and took another look through the minuscule gap and saw that she was lay with her legs apart, head against her patio door with her eyes closed. I gathered up my courage and walked out again but took a longer look; her head was still against the patio door and she looked to be asleep. I then stopped and looked directly at her through the gap. She had the most staggering incredible tits with very large brown nipples. Her pussy was also huge but very neat and tidy with a Hollywood strip of dark hair. She was incredible, I have never seen a nude woman so perfect. Even her stretch marks were pretty. I have no idea how long I looked at her, probably five minutes or so before I heard my wife stirring in our cabin.

I’ve never been a peeping Tom voyeur before, and I probably will never again; however, those five minutes were amongst the greatest in my life. I did see her twice more but dressed in the ship’s restaurants. She was always dressed in the most fantastic dresses and turned many men’s heads when she walked past them. I had the vision of her naked tits and pussy underneath those designer dresses. During the cruise, my wife got the full benefit of my fixations every night in bed.

Lazy Summer Days

Going swimming in the river was one of those summer activities growing up. We were kids and the river was our escape place. We swam nude, three boys having fun. Sometimes our peckers got hard, poking straight out. scoping out each others peckers added an excruciating boost. Who first suggested it is lost to history, or that no one wants to take credit for it, but it was not me. Sucking hard on erect pecker was just about the best thing up to that time. Not long after we went round robin one of us had his first wet orgasm. And one of us had a mouthful to contend with. Soon every pecker was going off, and with mouths full it wasn't unheard of some of it slipped down a throat.

All that summer we swam, played tag, caught the sun on a rock, and as peckers got hard they were swallowed up and drained dry.

Never Knew I Would Do It

I am married and have a very good sex life with my wife. She travels a lot and sometimes for weeks at a time. I've always made do with masturbating, sometimes to porn,sometimes with her via videolinks. It had been 3 weeks with 2 more to go before she came home. That got extended though. I didn't want to find a woman but didn't want to masturbate more, I wanted sex. I went online and met a local guy and went to meet with him. He answered the door naked and I saw the most beautiful cock ever. I never thought cocks or men as beautiful but his cock was perfect. He stayed nude, he knew it was my first time, he had pictures of his ex wife and daughters around so I knew he was bi. He sat me on the couch and I got sucked off while I played with his cock. Hard it was 9 inches long about an inch and a half thick with a perfect tapered head. I asked a few questions, how long had he been with guys, what was the youngest he ever fucked with etc. I shot off in his mouth, he held it in, went to the toilet and spit it out, gargled and came back. I asked if I could give him a hand job and he leaned back while I got him to shoot all over his belly and chest.

I went back the next three days only on the last day I sucked his cock he warned me he was about to cum I pulled off and finished him with my hand, this time I took a finger full of his cum and put it in my mouth. That got me hard again after his blowing me and he offered me his ass. Always loving to fuck girls in the ass, I did it and it felt great to be inside someone again. We fucked for a week, I got blown, and I sucked finishing with my hand. Then got the word it would be an additional 2 weeks for my wifes trip, that meant 3 more weeks till she was home.

Fucking the guy (we'll call C) was good, he started telling me dirty stuff, telling me how hot it was having a married man fucking his pussy. He tried to kiss me while I was fucking him but I'm just not attracted to me, fuck yes, kiss or romance - NO. One day, while we smoked some and got high, he was blowing me and sticking his finger in my ass, finger fucking me. Added more dirty talk, and I was rimming his ass prior to fucking him. I fucked him and still felt horny. Two fingers in my ass on the couch, and I let him get down between my legs, kneeling on the floor while I scooted to the edge of the couch and he was generously lubing my hole.

Being a total novice it took about 15 minutes to get about 4 inches into me. He was pinching and tweaking my nipples and licking my cock, I hooked my feet behind his ass and pulled him all the way in. I took a deep breath, and we held it there. I squeezed as hard as I could to get used to it. He very slowly started fucking me, while sucking and tweaking my nipples. I felt really good, and I felt like a woman, his woman. I brought him to me and kissed him. Soon I was being full on fucked and I didn't even make him pull out when he came. He had negative tests and I wanted to be fucked all the way, I wanted him to make me his woman, his pussy, his cumhole. After it was done he had my cock in his mouth with his cum still deep inside me and mentioned sharing me with friends. I told him I wanted to be his and his alone.

Another two days, I had been fucked by him 5 times total and on the third day two of his friends came and they watched us fuck and suck, then I let them each fuck me too. After them another came, then another, then the big guy. T had 11 inches, C told me about him many times, his cock was like 2 soda or beer cans stacked on top of each other. I let him fuck me twice. That night for the first time I spent the night in bed with C as his whore.

I now let friends of both fuck me as I can, I fuck the hell out of my wife thinking about getting fucked, and I see C and T at least once to twice a week each. I went in about 4 weeks from being someone who experimented getting a BJ to being a total cumhole whore for cock. My wife has started using a dildo and strapons with me, that helps explain my bigger cumhole.

I'm a cockwhore, just like my wife

Fucking My Way To The Top

So far I've fucked five difference men who have had the power to promote me.
Two organisations. Two at the first, three up to now at the second.
Many people would be surprised by just how many closet gay and or bisexual men there are in positions of corporate power.
They have all the say so in regards to work, but when I fuck them, and I fuck them hard, I'm in full dominant control.
What's more, is they love it. They absolutely love being subservient to me as I force them to swallow my cock. Then fuck them so hard, they sometimes have trouble walking out of the expensive hotels we have sex in.
The two I'm fucking now, are at the top of their employment
game. One's the CEO, the other a senior director. And I have fucked them both together recently. It helps me that they know about each other, because then there's no denial.
It's not only women who fuck their way to the top.

My Office Christmas Party And My Bosses, Bosses Boss.

I can’t tell anybody what I’ve done so I’m here on this seedy website to spill my guts about my transgressions. I’m married to the love of my life, I’m the mother to two great kids and so happy with my life I sometimes wonder if I’ve died and gone to heaven. However, this all changed last Saturday at my works Christmas Party.

I work for a firm of lawyers and really love my job. One of the named partners came up from London to attend a meeting and joined us for the party. He’s about twenty years older than me and I’ve always secretly fancied him.

The party was great, everybody had a great time. I got on really well with the named partner who I shall call ‘Steve’ (not his real name). I was drunk and we did some dirty dancing, during which time I allowed him to put his hands on my ass.

Steve was staying at the hotel where the party was hosted. I was due to share a room with a work’s girlfriend. She was hammered by midnight and I had to carry her up to the room and put her to bed. As I left the room Steve was waiting for me near the lift. I agreed to go to his penthouse suite for a drink.

His suite was fantastic and had its own bar area!! It was now one-ish in the morning and I was pretty drunk. Steve put some music on the TV and we ended up slow dancing with his hands all over my ass again.

Before I knew what was happening his hands were in my black cocktail dress. I was then on his bed kissing with his hand in my panties playing with my pussy. Part of me knew it was wrong but my body was directing the need for this powerful man. When he presented his cock I instinctively took him in my mouth. It’s true what they say about powerful men, his cock and balls were huge!

It didn’t take long before I was dressed only in my suspender belt with Steve on top of me entering my pussy with his huge ‘named partner’ cock. He fucked me for over an hour in virtually every position you can imagine. I came multiple times and eventually, he came into my unprotected pussy. I left his room around 3ish and returned to my friend’s room who was still out for the count.

The next morning I didn’t see Steve and I had an almighty hangover so didn’t leave the room until the early afternoon. By chance, I ran into him as I was putting my case in the car. He thanked me for an amazing night. I was feeling a little guilty about being unfaithful and had sworn to myself nothing like this would ever happen again. He asked if we could talk in private, and as he’s my bosses bosses boss I couldn’t refuse. He had coffee delivered to the room and was so kind and considerate as he assured me everything was alright and sometimes people connected as we had, and the result was just friendship. We agreed to be friends and he said he would make sure my career wouldn’t be affected by what had happened.

On the way out we hugged and then kissed. Before I knew what was happening I was bent over the settee in his suite with my jeans and knickers around my ankles with his big cock in me again. I was sober this time and loved the way his cock stretched me out. At one point he had a finger in my ass as he fucked me. I’ve never allowed any anal stuff with any previous partner, not even my husband; however, after he’d put some of the hotel complimentary body lotion on his cock and my anus, I didn’t stop him sliding himself slowly into my ass. I won’t lie it was uncomfortable, but having this powerful man’s cock in my ass was extremely erotic. It felt like total surrender and allowing oneself to be sexually used. I’ve never considered myself a submissive but I guess I must be.

He came in my ass and we both fell asleep for an hour or so. My phone was then ringing and I saw hubby’s number flashing up. I told him I was hungover but setting off shortly. Steve fucked me again on the bed and I left the hotel.

I felt so guilty when I got home. When I was talking to my husband all I could do was think that another man had had his cock in my mouth, pussy and ass. I decided to never do anything like that again as I love my life and family. I just hope Mr named partner leaves me alone from now on.

A Woman Loves Attention

There is a tingle I feel when a man looks at me with 'that' look. If you want to call it objectification, then do do. I want to be objectified, desired, chased, caught and fucked. I like wearing a bikini, a blouse that shows off my tits, I like having my hard nipples stared at, my crotch too. Why be a woman if men don't want you.

At work, church, I don't dress like that, not the place. But at the ball park? Yes ma'am, my tits get attention, and my short shorts do too. Stare at me, desire me, hit on me, if you are worthy of me, you can fuck me. If you aren't I will look over you, ignore you, walk right by. I'm looking for a man, a man who deserves me, can afford me, a man who earns the right to knock me up.

I've always been bi curious but never acted on. I'd been talking to guys online but never met up.

This one guy I was talking to, told me about a gay sauna in town. Pay a few quid in get a towel and then everything goes.

So one night when my fiancé was away for work, I was out for drinks with fiends. I made excuses and left in search of the sauna.

Paying on I was so nervous. Locking my clothes in the locker I felt like running away but didn't.

I wandered up stairs and caught the eye of a cute Asian guy maybe about 23/24. We started talking and got in the jacuzzi together. We started to rub each other's cocks. We kissed were kissing when two older fat guys asked us to go with them. We refused and went to a private room.

We giggled and began rubbing our wet bodies together. I took his little Asian cock and stated to suck him off. Fingering his tight little ass too.

As he came in my mouth, he pulled me up and started to kiss me with my mouth full of his cum.

Rick hard I pulled on a condom and lubed up his ass. It was my first time with a guy but not this guys. He bucked his ass into my cock and worked it like a pro. As I came he pulled off the condom and licked up every drop of my cum.

We showered together after. Playing with eachotheres asses a lil giving the older guys a show.

That's my first gay experiencez

Sucked My First Cock Today...

I recently joined a YMCA. I have been trying out all of the facilities. Yesterday after some tennis I decided to see what the sauna was like. I stripped in the locker room and put on a towel. Walked into the sauna. I was surprised it was very small, maybe big enough for 6 people. There were 2 guys already there. A big black guy I say playing basketball and a white guy. The were talking and obviously knew each other. I sat across from them . We all chatted and everything seemed ok. I could tell the black guy was nude and had a towel dr**ed over his lap. At one point he lifter the towel and wiped the sweat from his face. Instead of covering back up he put the towel on the bench beside him. I tried not to look but I could not help taking a peak. His cock was very large and nearly hung off the bench. He seemed to spread his legs a little to make sure I had a good view. He gave me a smile as he saw I was staring. He reached down and began stroking himself. The white guy also removed his towel and began stroking himself. His cock was above average but nothing like the black guy. I actually found myself reaching under my towel and touching myself. The black guy stood up and took a step forward. His cock was staring me in the face. He looked down and said "go ahead, you know you want to". I leaned forward took his cock in my hand and began licking the tip. He began to moan as he reached down, put his hand on my head, leaned forward and pushed his cock into my mouth. He began to slowly pull out until the tip of his cock was on my lips, then push back in until he hit the back of my throat. I gagged a little when he hit the back of my throat and he only had a little over half his cock in my mouth. Each time he pushed in he would try to go a little further and harder. He was stroking in and out of my mouth steady when I noticed the white guy stand up and step over to us. He was jacking his cock pretty hard. The black guy put both hands on the back of my head and began pushing into the back of my throat hard. I guess he found the spot he was looking for because I got a surprise. He pushed past the opening of my throat and his cock slip all the way in. It was the strangest sensation to feel his cock slide down my throat and have his balls resting on my chin and my nose in his pubes. He just held his cock there and he moaned loudly. I remember gripping the cheeks of his ass like I was holding on for dear life. I thought I would get a breath as he slowly pulled out of my throat but instead he shove back in and began to fuck my throat with short strokes. I thought I was going to pass out when he finally pulled back out of my mouth. As I got a breath I got another surprise. The white guy came and shot his load all over the side of my face. The black guy began jacking his cock and a few seconds later he began to shoot his load on my face. I still had my hands on his ass and I pulled him forward and put his cock in my mouth to catch as much of the cum as possible. I swallowed it and kept sucking hoping for more. We all left the sauna and showered. I intent to visit the sauna often and hope it happens again...

Gay Gangbang

When I was 16 I greatly admired this man in his 30s. He was rich, always doing adventures around the globe. One weekend I was staying over at his house, parents out of town visiting relatives. It took a few hits of a joint, and a few beers and I was naked in his bed. He had a long but gladly thinish cock - about and inch and a half thick only. I sucked him till he exploded in my mouth, I swallowed most, after some porn watching during which he was playing with my ass and finger fucking me; I got fucked for the first time. During that he stroked me and I came the first time with someone elses hand, not mine.

It was now about 10pm and he was on the phone for a while. He came back into the bedroom and took me by the hand to a spare room. He got me into a sex swing, strapping my hands and knees in so I couldn't get out. I asked to go to the bathroom to empty out his cum but he said not to. It wouldn't matter after the others got there. I didn't want to do it, he explained that he had other men coming over to fuck me too. I was moving around trying to get out, telling him I only wanted him to do it. He just said relax and let them do it and I'd enjoy it.

I spent 3 hours in that swing, 5 men plus the neighbor took turns depositing loads in my mouth and in my ass, all over my pubic hair, my nipples, and my face. When finally let out, I was broken, I felt like a girl who'd been used so much no one would want her anymore except as a fucktoy. He took me to the living room where one of the men was lying over and back of the couch spreading his ass open. My friend jacked on me, got me hard and I fucked the guy in front of everyone.

I never went back, it's been two years now. I have a girlfriend who lets me have sex with her, she wants to try anal sex, but I just can't bring myself to do it to her. I know I'll have to, but no one, except those who were there that night, knows what I went through and I don't want anyone to know.