Hlcalvox16

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Gender: Gay Male
Age: 30
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I Don't Consider Myself Gay Or BI

I'm a married 51 yo man, beautiful wife, pretty damned good sex life, 2 great kids, good job, nice house, blah, blah, blah.

Fact is for 30 years now, every few months, 3 or 4 times a year, I'm at a married friends house on all fours thanking him for his slow fucking me up the ass because I just need that from time to time.

He's the one and only man I've ever been with. We experimented in HS and just never stopped. I can't explain this. I love the feeling of that particular man's cock in me, his hands on my hips and most especially, the feel of his spasms and his hot load inside me.

We sit and have a beer or 3 after and it's just that.
I just live it!

My Sugar Daddy Experience

When I was 19 to 22 I had a sugar daddy. Won’t tell how much I got paid or what he bought me but it was a good experience

He took my virginity which was nice. He was 7.5 inches and decently thick. He always came in my butt.

I’d give him a bj whenever he asked and he usually wanted anal sex 3 times a week. I’d make more if I went on weekend trips with him because he’d want to fuck my ass twice a day.

He paid for all my medical bills and std tests. He even paid for laser hair removal of my back and butt hair.

A few times a married friend of his fucked me when his wife was gone and that I did for free on my own free will.

Once I had finished school and found a job in a different state we ended things. But don’t worry I still see him a few times a year and we still have sex

His only request still is that I wear white Calvin Klein briefs for him when we have sex. But since I was 19 and met him that’s all I wear.

Just saw him this weekend. He really needed to blow a load..

Addiction

Friday. I get together with my friend and we have sex at my house. Got him to cum.
Saturday. I went over to an older friends house early morning at took his big thick 8” cock balls deep hard, he said my ass feels amazing tight yet soft and “endless” is the word uses. Meaning I can take his big dick deep, balls deep, hard pounding… Fuck it was hot.
Saturday afternoon I had a friend some over who used to Fuck me on the regular when he lived near by. He came over and I sucked him off and he also fucked me good. He also had a good size cock about 7. He feels great. Not as big as my morning friend but felt Just as good. I noticed he kissed me on my back as most guys do as a sign of approval that my ass is good and feels great.
Saturday evening I picked up a guy who “wanted to get to know me” lol I knew what he wanted, brought him back to my place and I rode his dick like no other almost made him cum as I rode him in the first minute or two, I asked him if he wanted a blue pill and he said no but once his dick was inside of me, he asked if I really wanted to get fucked all night I said yes and he took half of a 100 blue pill. He fucked me for a while until he came. He is one of the thicker men I know, he had a 8 cock that is thick, thicker that the Saturday morning guy and he’s thick. I took his dick and load and made him a meal to eat then he fucked me again hard sideways. We fell asleep shortly after that.
Sunday I went back to my friend who I had seen Friday and we had sex, he told me my ass felt so tight and good. This is the day after I was fucked 3 times and two of the guys were big thick 8 inch thick cocks. This guy is my favorite tho because of who he is, he’s only around 6 inches and decent thickness a perfect penis to be honest. He’s been my regular now for about a year. Sunday night I was trying to get a guy to come meet me but he didn’t bite.
Monday had friend over for dinner and slept, no sex on Monday.
Tuesday. First thing in the morning I got together with a friend who I’ve been getting fucked my now for about 2 years it’s random but we have had plenty of sex. I get there and start to suck his dick. He wanted to eat my ass bad he missed my ass it seemed like sense I hadn’t seen him for a month. He also has a good thick 7-8 inch cock. It doesn’t seem like it’s as big as it feels but I thick he gets so exited while fucking me his dick looks way bigger when he pulls out of me. I absolutely love how he feels, he pounds me hard and deep and loves to hear me moan laud and the louder I moan the more exited and harder he pounds my ass.
Tuesday afternoon I had a guy come to my house and posing my ass he loved it when I swallowed his cock down my throat, he also pounded me hard, he was shoving my head into the bed as he pounded my ass hard. He came in me and pushed so hard into my ass I felt it deep and hard.
Wednesday night I had one guy come over this guy is the smallest of the bunch at about 5 inches. He doesn’t cum easy so he pounded me for a long time, also kissed me back and body a sign of approval and that he loved my ass. He told me there aren’t any asses out there like mine. He flew his load in me and I took him home. Today is Thursday and I’m taking it easy, I’m tempted to get on line and look for sex but I’ll restrain. This is the confession of a sex addict. I look for sex a lot and have developed skills taking a cock up my ass to the point it feels tight to all size of cocks unless they’re super small (then all holes will probably feel lose, sorry that’s the truth) taking a cock is a skill and the more I’ve taken cock up my ass the more I love it.

Ps no one around me knows the extent of my sex addiction, I have a job, own a home, car. And live very conservatively. I’m a contributing member of society but I have a big demon I can’t control. Sex is my weakness. I want to stop and have intimate sex but I can’t.

Straight Male To Male Massage

My home sex life is pretty dull and virtually non existent, so i watch porn. I work shifts and irregular hours and often find myself home alone.
I couldnt get off to my usual watch list and noticed a gay section on the website i was on. Curious, i had a look. Straight guy gets man to man massage. Sounded interesting, so clicked the link. I was hard. I dont know why but it was good. I watched several videos and over the next few weeks watched more and more. I wanted some for myself.
I found plenty of masseurs offering services to straight men, so made contact with one in the nearest big city to me. Not too local. I messaged loads of questions and this guy put me at ease, so i booked an appointment. I was so nervous as i drove there. I parked up and went to his place. We chatted briefly before i got undressed and lay on the massage table face down. He massaged me with the odd light touch to my ass and balls. It was like a spark. I turned over and he massaged my legs with touches to my now hard cock and balls becoming more deliberate and lingering. He started stroking my cock whilst caressing my balls and a finger in my ass. I looked down at one time as it felt like he was sucking me. He wasnt, he was just an expert at what he was doing. I came harder than i had done in years. He cleaned me up and hugged me for a few seconds. I felt amazing.
I left to go home. I felt a mixture of emotions. Excited, sick, elated, dirty, guilty, amazing.
I messaged him a few days later and told him some things and wondered if hed go further. Sadly he didnt but gave me details of a guy who would be naked and would go the whole way. I desperately wanted to fuck a guys ass but the new guy wasnt as handsome as the first, so never went. Shallow? Yes, sorry. I wanted someone i was attracted to.
I put the whole experience to the back of my mind but occassionally, that section of the website gets an airing. I want to go again.

My First Just Left

I put straight as I don't intend for this to become a habit, I date women and always have had sex with women or girls since I was 15. However; out of town and off for a couple of days, I called and had a massage therapist come over. It was a guy and he was kind of hairy and butch with a dark black mustache. I have no idea, but he stripped to his boxers and a tee, and as he came around to do my back from the front of the table, I made sure my hands touched his cock several times. He went to one side and was really giving attention to the top of my legs, and my cheeks. Each time he slid from my knees up the back of my thighs to my butt cheeks his thumbs kept going inside my ass. The next time he came around to the front of the table by my head I put a finger inside the leg hole of his boxers and lightly rubbed his cock. It got instantly hard and he gave a low gutteral moan. Soon I had my hand around it jacking it, he stopped me. Then he took off his clothes and started massaging me again, and I was jacking his cock for him.

It was at least 8 or 9 inches long probably an inch and a half thick too. He moved his cock closer to the table, and I put it in my mouth. He finished the massage naked, and every time he came back up front I had his hard cock in my mouth. Every time he went to the sides he'd push first a thumb, then a finger, then two inside my ass. All the while he kept massaging me. He finished, and asked if that was all and I stood up and took some of his oils and laid down on my bed. He came over and laid next to me but halfway on top of me too. I was soon stroking his cock, then he moved up and was pushing it in and out of my mouth. I took it out and gave him the oil and told him to lube me then fuck me. I did caution him it was my first time. He bent down and started sucking and pinching my nipples, it felt great.

In less than 10 minutes I was being fucked by a really nice sized cock and the pain from it was gone. I was really enjoying it, and he told me he can keep it going for a while if I wanted. I definitely wanted it. He would play with my cock, and suck more on my nipples, play and pinch my boi tits and nipples, all while his great cock was moving in and out of my ass. I never wanted to, nor even thought about kissing a man, but the way I felt, so sexy, so dirty, so nasty, actually so feminine I leaned up my head and puckered and he came down and kissed me. So much tongue I was getting fucked and french kissed by my fucker. He said it would be a few more minutes, and I started jacking on my cock. He and I came at the same time. He left a big load up my ass and when he was done I sucked him clean, then washed his cock and balls clean. He reached down and pulled me into his face, his tongue moving along my belly and chest eating my cum off of me.

He got dressed, and I walked him to the door naked with a just fucked look on my face and on my ass I'm sure. He told me I felt really good and asked if I'd like to go out sometime. We exchanged numbers and I've been out dancing with him one more time, and ended up at my hotel room getting fucked twice, and I gave him head in the morning before he left. My first time taking a load and swallowing. I don't want to be in a gay relationship but I love the idea while I'm down here of having this kind of sex.

Coming Out Later In Life

For many years I was unsure about my sexuality. I had gay sex in high school but I figured it was just a phase.

So I got married. Married my wife when I was 29 and she was 27. We had a great marriage and had 3 kids. But while we had plenty of sex I always felt like something was missing. And I continued to have sex with guys on the side secretly. I had a few regulars over the years or would find random hook ups when away for work

But the more I sucked dick the more I realized I was gay. A big turning point came for me during my 25th high school class reunion. A former classmate that I had sex with in high school who also is a married guy decided it would be fun to get a room for the night. That resulted in me getting fucked by him. And while I was bent over on the bed taking his thick dick I realized I got way more pleasure when having sex with guys.

Once he had came in my ass he told me he hadn’t fucked a guy since college. Said it felt great. While getting dressed I realized that my sexuality was finally starting to change. In my head I kept thinking I’m straight with a bi side but I knew for many years I was gay

But I didn’t tell my wife till I was 45. It definitely surprised her but she accepted it. Definitely was a little but emotional for her to hear that I’m gay but she was glad I told her. The real challenge was how to break the news to our 2 daughters and one son

We got over that hurdle and the kids definitely took a little bit to adjust. But they came around to accept it quick.

Ultimately we didn’t want to mess up our family so my wife and I decided on how we’d go about raising our kids. How we made it work is she kept the house and we had a garage built on the property with an apartment above it where I stay. That way my sex life doesn’t interfere with anything.

So since I was 47 I’ve been with the same guy. We don’t live together but we are at each others places often. Definitely plenty of sex happening since we are both fully versatile. He’s a year older than me. Bonus that he’s got a nice uncut dick lol.

My wife has since reconnected with an old college friend who knows our situation and is totally accepting of it. Great guy he is and has become a really good friend. And according to my wife he’s got a nice dick!

So im typing this sitting her in my Calvin Klein tighty whities with a butt full of cum

Did It Again

I haven't had gay since I was 17. I was getting fucked from 15 to 17 by my neighbor, an older man. After I got a girlfriend that ended. Married now for 16 years, I let a guy I know, a man in his 60s fuck me. I have now been with him four times, and I got fucked 6 times, and sucked his cum 2 times. He offered to suck me, but I wanted to leave it for my wife. We still have sex regularly and I want it all the time. I knew she'd be suspicious if I didn't.

I really liked it, feeling his cock in and out of me was incredible. I never had one that big and while it feels good inside me, when I don't have his cock I thinking about how empty my hole feels when he's not in there. To be honest, when I fuck my wife (ass or pussy) it makes me so hard thinking about my secret fetish I get harder than ever and fuck her like she's never had it. She keeps asking what it prompting it. I tell her it's her.

Hiking Trip

When I was 38 I took a hiking trip. I decided to hike on the Appalachian trail for a week. See how far I could get.

While setting up my camp on the second night another hiker introduced himself to me. He had been out on the trail for 3 weeks. 50 year old that was obviously in great shape.

We hung out and talked that night. We both were pretty dirty. He was much dirtier and he said he needed to get cleaned up before bed. I had brought wet wipes to clean with so I got in my tent and stripped to my underwear to clean up.

Sitting there in my underwear I was all cleaned up and offered some of my wipes to him. He was just using water and paper towels. I had more than enough wipes since I wasn’t gonna be out on the trail for months like him.

The following day we hiked together. As we set up camp for the night he went down to the stream to get some water to heat up so that he could shave. After shaving his face he said he was gonna go in his tent to finish shaving. I just kinda looked and he said they frown upon shaving your pubes out in the open. He mentioned I shave then for hygiene while hiking. Helps with body odor

As I laid in my tent knowing I was in no hygienic place to be thinking of sex he made a sorta pass at me and it took me a bit to catch on! I brought no supplies for sex with me. All I had that would work was a small jar of Vaseline.

After sucking his freshly shaved cock I told him I don’t know if I’m clean enough for anal. But he said he’s not worried if it’s a little messy. It’s anal he said.

So there camping I got fucked. He had a decent size dick too. And big balls. It didn’t take much for me to cum as I was so horny from not jerking off in two weeks. And it was long after that he was moaning as he came in my butt.

I hadn’t been fucked in years so when his dick finally fell out of my ass my tight hole close up real quick. As he wiped his dick off he said that was much needed. Said he hasn’t had sex in over two years. Afterwards he went to his tent and I’m sure we both fell right asleep

The following morning as we pack up our tents he mentioned the we will be passing through an area with hotels today so let’s get a room together to shower and have proper sex this time

Much Better Than Just Fishing

The weather this fall has been quite a bit warmer than usual so I decided to get one more day of fishing in,before putting the rods and reels away til spring. Drove up to one of my fav holes, tossed a lure in and just relaxed. Nobody else around for miles or so I thought. Standing on this rock ledge when a couple of dudes come around the corner in their canoe. Ask me if I'd had any luck. So far nothing. Told them that I did not expect to see much of anyone here except maybe a forest ranger, since the provincial park was now closed til spring. They told me they just stumbled across this lake and decided to pitch their tent for a night or two. Said the entrance gate was locked so they found another way in. After a lot of small talk they invited me to come over for a campfire and dinner. I said sure and off they went. Starts to get dark around 5ish so I headed back, packed my things into my truck then wandered in and found their site. Dave and Scotty were sitting near the fire, locked in a very passionate embrace, kissing away. When I first met them, i kinda already sensed that they were lovers but didn't expect what transpired that night. After dinner, Dave asked me if I was interested in having some real sweet, creamy dessert. The 3 of us just smiled then ended up in their 3 man tent, undressed then started to kiss and explore. It was a bit cramped but we managed to get into a 3 way 69 and just laid there, sucking each other. The 3 of us were so fucking horny that after only a few min of deepthroating we filled each other's mouths with sweet, sticky loads. Scotty then asked me if they could both fuck me and said certainly, as long as you have lotsa lube to go around. Always is all he said. Got on my hands and knees, sucked Dave's semi while Scotty lubed up and slapped and slid his beauty between my cheeks then slowly slid in, balls deep. He fucked me relentlessly. Loved every min of it. Finally shook and felt him squirt like crazy. When he finally calmed down, Dave immediately took his place and was banging me using Scotty"s cum as lube. His cock was a bit bigger and thicker but felt amazing. Wasn't long and he filled me. We spent most of that night fucking and sucking each other into submission. As the sun came up, so did their cocks so I was back and forth sucking each of them and my breakfast consisted of 2 thick, salty loads of semen. Glorious.

Transfer

Five years ago I was transferred by my company to another city for a 2 year training stint that would advance my career and offered a big learning opportunity.

I was looking for accommodation when I saw an online ad of a very reasonable rent in the basement of a small bungalow. I met the landlord who was around 60 very down to earth nice guy bald with a bit of a belly. We agreed to terms and I moved in.

At the time I worked out a lot and had a tall,lean muscular frame. It was summer and I had been there several months. My landlord one weekend afternoon asked me for help with some yard work. I helped him out and was in my shorts and t shirt. I joined he was glancing at me admiring my physique and at first thought nothing of it. After a couple hours we were done and he ordered pizza for us and wanted to pay me for the help. I told him no worries I was happy to help him out and the pizza was enough.

We sat at a small table in his back yard having the pizza. His house was on a dead end street with no immediate neighbors so it was quite private. He opened a bottle of red wine and we had a couple glasses each. Being 23 the wine and my youth tapped into a feeling of relaxation that quickly turned into horniness. Erections happened frequently wine or not but the wine reduced the inhibitions. My landlord commented on my handsome body. I could tell he was fixated on it and on me. For whatever reason that intensified my horniness. He opened another bottle as the wine flowed. He asked me if I ever just posed naked just to enjoy the sight of my body. I admitted that yes sometimes after a gym workout I checked myself out at home with the full length mirror in the bathroom. He quietly asked me to pose for him as he had a mirror on his bedroom wall. My heart skipped a beat and my arousal had me nodding yes. We went inside and he instructed me to strip in front of the mirror. He gasped as I got naked and my cock stood proudly erect. I could hear him undressing behind me as I looked at my hard naked body in the mirror. He chubbier body pressed me from behind as his hands roamed all over me. He kissed my neck and started stroking my erection. It felt so good. He masturbated me vigorously and made my cock shoot its spunk all over the floor. Then he felt him jerk his fat little cock all over my tight ass. My ass covered in cum and my cum all over his wood floor. He whispered in my ear seductively how hot I was and how much he wanted me. He rubbed his softening cock all over my wet ass. Being young his ministrations made my cock stiffen again. This time he got on his knees in front of me and sucked my cock greedily as I watched his bald head bob on my manhood in the mirror. He soon had my second orgasm and this time swallowed my load.

After this encounter for the next 2 years J was in that mirrored bedroom many times for hot sex. I learned how to drain his fat little cock with my mouth and fuck his fat ass as well. When I was transferred out if the city he begged ne to stay with him but I needed to move on and go back to women. Truth be told though that when fuckingva woman I usually picture his face and body in order to orgasm.