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The Bus Driver

A decade ago I joined a men's self help group after my divorce. I had just turned 30 and found the weekly meetings supportive and helpful during a difficult time.

There were 8 of us guys and the male facilitator was a very good communicator and listener. I looked forward to the meetings.

After a few months I got to know the other men and their stories. One fellow had trouble opening up at first but as he felt more comfortable he told us all about his painful marriage and how poorly his wife treated him. Chuck was a bus driver with a heavier set taller build a hearty laugh and garrulous nature. He was around 10 years older than me and his easygoing personality was kind of opposite my more reserved personality. For whatever reason we hit it off and started to go for drinks and coffees outside of the group. As we became friends I noticed he shared more and more intimate details of his failed marriage about how his wife withheld sex from him. I really felt sorry for him as he was such a nice guy and deserved a more loving wife.

One evening I was at his place and we had a few too many drinks to the point I could not drive home safely. He readied the couch for me to sleep on. Chuck and I were about to say good night and were standing fairly close to one another. He looked at me half jokingly and said he should have married me. I joked back and said you bet baby I would be a great wife for you. The tone of my voice came out kind of husky and seductively without me filtering it. Chuck looked at me strangely and said " Can you say that again"? I repeated what I said and by the look on his face realized my words and tone turned him on. This created a weird hot feeling inside of me. He stepped close and his hands enveloped my waist pulling me close. My arms slowly wrapped around his neck as I looked up into his eyes This no longer felt like playacting but was real sudden desire. I wondered how much of this was booze,loneliness,curiosity,horniness,him and I dynamics etc. When we kissed deeply and held the kiss it all became apparent that it was all of that and more. We ended up naked in his bed making out then I explored his body with my hands and mouth finally guiding his stiff fat cock between my lips. I lovingly sucked his cock like any loving wife would and tasted his seed. Later he did the same to me as I lay back and cried in orgasm. After that night I gradually took on that wife role in reality eventually moving in with him and sharing his bed every night. When he makes love to me now we both look back at how it all started and though we are not legally married I am essentially his common law wife now.

A Gay Man Still In The Closet

I am gay but not out. I work for an insurance company in the actuarial division. I have sexual urges, and sometimes I have to have them satisfied. I never show or act gay around coworkers. My excuse is that I have not met anyone that wants to put up with me.

I have a couple of tall stories, about sex in wild places. One was in college, a friend asked me to go with him to a concert. We were in the mosh pit and a guy behind me was rubbing himself of me. I could feel him as he rubbed hard up my butt crack. It was too much to take so I lowered my pants, shorts, down enough for him to get access, and while the music played he kept rhythm while he fucked me. It was one of those things that can't happen if you plan it. I went home with quite the wet bottom.

One other occasion I will share with you. The insurance company I worked for was downtown. Now our jobs are all remote. I was pretty new, still getting my bearings around downtown. A man, an older man in his fifties, asked me if I needed a beer, it was so hot outside. Not knowing better I went with him, down a couple of blocks and then up another one to a nondescript door in the back of a building. He knocked, yes there was a code, and we went in. It was dark considering we had just come in from the glaring sun. He grabbed my ass, I mean a handful of ass, and asked me what kind of beer I wanted. He kept me against a wall, his big arm keeping me from wandering off. Here and there, a kiss on the lips, a grab at the crotch. He told me he was going to fuck me and we left.

Like a puppy dog I followed him to another building, he used the code to get in, and we went up an elevator to another floor. I followed him down the hall to his apartment. Once inside he sat on the bed and grabbed me by the hips and letting my pants fall to the ground he sucked my dick until I was painfully hard. He had me step out of my pants, take off my shoes and he undressed and held his dick in his hand. He offered me his dick so I got down and sucked him. He was hard when he had me lay over the bed with my knees on the floor and he got behind me and he did what he promised to do, he fucked me.

He is the first man I performed analingus on, in the shower as he leaned against the wall. I loved the way he kissed me, the way he held me down. I loved the way he fucked me and I loved to suck his dick. I was a little shit and he was a great big man. Later I learned that he was a heavy in the company, in charge of customer relations. It took a very long time for me to get over him. No man has kissed me like that or fucked me like that. It is just that I grew to old for him, he tends to like younger guys.

Fully In The Closet, Gay, Queer, A Faggot.

The old man at the end of the street asked me for help with some yardwork. I was in full bloom as a high school senior, football and student council. I agreed and showed up on Saturday after practice. I did a lot of the heavy lifting, as he was completely redoing his flowerbed. I was all sweaty in my gym shorts and school T-shirt and he offered some cold water. We went inside and with the glass of water he grabbed my crotch.

I jumped back, what the hell! He pressed against me with my back to the counter and he slapped a kiss on me, this time running his hand down inside my shorts. He kept kissing me, and grabbing at my dick. I started to get hard and he continued kissing me on the mouth. With a quick movement he pulled my shorts down and grabbed my now hard dick in his hand bending down to suck me.

For an old man he was very strong. His hands in particular. He led me by my dick to a chair in the kitchen, duckwalking with my shorts around my ankles, and he sat down to suck me, He sucked me and grabbed my balls to milk me and I came in his mouth which he licked up and swallowed.

Now it was his turn, and he had me step out of my shorts and bend over the table and he fucked me. No slick willy, just a raw ass fuck. He came violently as I remember. I looked down at my dick, just hanging there flipping up and down as he fucked me. I was gay but didn't know it. I lay back on his bed as he kissed me and I held his dick in my hand and turned around to align up with his dick and sucked him. I was a fucking faggot, a queer, a cock sucker.

The old man fucked me many times after that, he sucked my dick and I sucked his dick, and he kissed me thoroughly, made out with me and I loved it. I had to keep it a secret, from my dad and mom, from my sister, from my high school girlfriend. Fucking my girlfriend when it came to that wasn't what I had ever dreamed of. I wanted her to suck my dick, and finger my ass. She didn't, called me sick and dumped me.

I went to a small Christian college in Arkansas on a scholarship. It took a long time for me to feel out which of my teammates wanted to have their dick sucked and which one wanted to fuck me. He was also gay, a faggot, a queer under cover. We didn't make out, it was strictly suck and fuck and it was over. I missed the kissing, I wanted the kissing.

One day I was at the library boning up on a course I was flunking. A man, an adjunct art professor, was roaming the halls looking for love. He followed me into the bathroom, and while I was taking a piss he reached over and grabbed me. He told me my football buddy had told him I was a cock sucker. I sucked his cock in the stall, sucked him till he came and licked his dick clean. He was a full time gay and he kissed me and I fell in love with him. I couldn't break it, I was his and he knew it. As long as he kissed me I didn't care, I wanted to be kissed, and felt up and fucked and suck his dick and have him suck my dick. And make the bed afterwards, and help him in the kitchen. I wore purple panties for him, and shaved my pubes for him. I wore lipstick for him. And eventually I wore a dress for him and went to a gay club.

I graduated a full ass gay, queer, faggot. I lived a double life, I graduated with a degree in Physical Education and got my teaching certificate and went to coach at a small private school which was a feeder to the college. I met Greg there, a full time coach and active top who took an interest in me. For the years I coached there I was Greg's full time lover. Always, in the closet. Always careful with friends and family. Always unmarried and feigned interest in girls.

Well I turned sixty. I have an on again off again relationship with a retired dentist. We travel together, to far off places, where we are no one's friend or neighbor. That's where we act out our deepest desires, that's where he becomes a wolf in sheep's clothing, that's where I wear my pink and purple panties. That's where I suck his dick, and he fucks me. That's where we kiss the night away, our hands grabbing our throbbing dicks.

I think of that old man on the corner. Now I'm that old man, scoping out the young men on the football team.

What Percentage Of Men Have...?

Sure seems like a moderate percentage of str8 men, especially divorced have tried man sex.
I did and I liked it, but it's been many years because I remarried and have a great marriage.

I do think back sometimes, about my very well hung friend I sucked off. Sucking cock is fun!

Then there was the time I decided to go all in an hooked up with two men. We did it all. The best was they put me in a sling. One guy stood between my legs and F'd my then virgin ass, he licked it, fingered it and F'd me big time. The other guy fed me his THICK cock, taking it in both ends...wow!

The guy F'ing me jerked me to orgasm right when he blasted a load up my ass and the other guy filled my mouth with cum. It was intense, they strongest orgasm I have even had.
If I was till single I'd take cock on both ends again.
Fun stuff!

Work Mate

Nearly a month ago I got bummed by a colleague of mine.
He's a lot older than me, but his wife is only a few years older.
Basically he wanted a young cock fucking her and after lots of chats at work I visited their home.
One thing lead to another and before long I was balls deep up her pussy.
I'd been fucking her for about ten minutes changing positions, when he began kissing then licking my arsehole. It felt really good so I just let him do it.
Fucking his wife missionary and really getting into it, he got behind me and slid his cock up my bum.
I resisted at first, but he just fucked me deeper and harder. And the more he did, the better it felt.
Soon I was actually backing onto his cock as well as fucking his wife.
When his wife had yet another orgasm, I came in her and he then emptied his balls into me.
It's the best sexual time I've ever had and knew when we were all sat talking together afterwards I'd want to experience it again, especially being bummed.
Well in the past month we have had sex altogether, but I've also just had sex with my colleague.
We've fucked at lunch times when our shifts match and sometimes after work too at his house.
Being honest, I now much prefer having sex with just him. I'll continue to fuck his wife, if they want me to, but I genuinely crave him bumming me.
He has mentioned visiting a cruising place he knows of so he can share my arsehole with other men, but I'm not sure I want that.

My Co Worker

I work construction i am a supervisor. I am married. Very straight acting muscular build. I have had bi sex several times as an adult but growing up in a rural area some of my friends and i experimented and i had sex with other boys often. A few times in a group when we went swimming in the creek. We would get back in the woods naked and suck each other off and i was the only one that liked to get fucked so i let all my friends that wanted to fuck me
Most if them wanted to and once they did they came back for more. They always came inside if me and i guess there was never any reason not to. I took their cum when ever they fucked me and to be honest my favorite was getting fucked by several of my friends in front if the others. I don’t know why but being around other naked boys with hard ons watching me get fucked waiting their turn was just something that i liked a lot. It was pretty rate if there was just one friend that showed up to have anal sex with me it was always two guys if not more.
On weekend camp outs on the creek there was always sex going on and all of us lined to suck a dick and i always got gang fucked a few times over a weekend. I liked growing up with alm my horny friends
Now these days there is this one young man that works for one of the contractors on my project. He is very friendly 25 years old big muscular line backer type guy. Very straight acting and he thinks a lot of me. Always around me and we drink together most evenings after work.
I travel and always out of town on a job. A couple if the guys at the bar told me he was bisexual. I didn’t think much about it but in my hotel room i jacked off a few tomes thinking about him sucking me off.
One evening while we were drinking and both a little drunk he dropped a few hints that were a bit sexual. Finally i just came right out and asked him if he ever had sex with other men. He was slow to answer but admitted to doing it. A couple more beers and i asked him over to my hotel room.
As soon as the door shut he walked over to me went to his knees and took my jeans down then pulled my underwear down and took out my long fat dick. He looked up at me and smiled then said very nice as he put the head in his mouth. Over the next 15 minutes i got one of the best blow jobs i have ever had and swallowed one of the biggest loads i ever shot. He licked and ducked on my dick and balks and stroked my big cock then when he backed away i looked down and i saw his dick. It was huge and dripping cum. I found myself wanting to suck his big dick. Not long after that he and i wound up naked in the bed in a 69 sucking each others big dick. We both came and i did my best to swallow but i didn’t do as well as he did.
He went slow and i wound up face down with him laying on his belly with his face burrier in the crack of my ass and he was sucking and licking my asshole. He had me out if my mind as his to tongue went in and out if my asshole and then he fingered my asshole as he sucked on my dick he had pulled out between my legs.
To make a long story short he fucked me and inlet him. It didn’t feel very good at first but it sure felt good just before he emptied his big nuts deep in my ass it felt great. My phone rang as his cum was shooting up my my asshole It was my wife. I shot my load all over the bed underneath me as his big dick stayed deep in my ass.
He wasn’t finished yet because he fucked me again really hard until i almost passed out. He finally came up my ass again then when his dick came out of my asshole he rolled off if me and i just laid there with his cum dripping out of my asshole.
He came back for several nights in a row and i let him fuck my ass every night. He quit his job and now works for my company as my assistant and no one knows he and i sucked arch others dick and that i take his big dick uo my ass nearly every night
His dick is thick and very long and i can take it pretty easy now after he has fucked me so many times. He and i keep this very private of course and sometimes he spends the noght in my bed in my hotel room. He tells me he had other friends that are bisexual and i have told him my fantasy of being gang banged. We may set that ip in the near future i hope he can get it done

Things Happen.

I have always considered myself to be pretty straight. Over the years I will have to admit to being a bit curious at times. I am divorced at this time and a few times when I have drank too much I have experimented with a little anal penetration.
It is just something that I do when I drink too much. I watch porn jack off and end up with the Vaseline and something in my ass.
No one knew about this until about two months ago when my best friend and I were drinking at my house and the more we drank the more we talked and once we started to talk about sex I asked him if he watched much porn. He said sure so I put some on and right away both of us were rubbing our crotches. I asked if he had any fantasies and he asked me too. Once I told him I was curious about anal sex he looked at me and asked me what I was. Talking about. I started to explain to him that when I drink a lot I will get naked and watch porn and I end up with the Vaseline and something stuck up my ass.
He couldn’t believe I was telling him this and I noticed the bulge in his jeans and knew he was at least wanting to hear more. He asked questions and I answered and then I took a chance and put in some gay anal porn.
His jaw dropped and both of us were pulling on our crotches and he asked me if I would take my clothes off with him. I said sure then he told me he had always been curious about sucking cock. I told him I was too and if he wanted to we could get naked and suck each others cocks and no one would ever know he said we should try it. Then I smiled at him and said if I sick your dick good enough you think you might want to fuck me. He thought a minute laughed out loud and asked if I had some Vaseline.
We were both naked in a few seconds standing face to face rubbing our cocks together when he dropped to his knees and started to suck my cock. We took turns on each other awhile then went back to my bedroom where we got in to a very nice 69. Both of us sucking and gagging on each others cocks and I knew he was getting close and I decided to let him cum while I was sucking his cock.
Once he started to cum I lost it and I started to cum. I was taking his cum as he took mine. We both drank it down and continued to suck on each other and we both enjoyed sucking on each others nuts.
I got him hard as a rock then excused myself. I went to my bathroom and shoved some Vaseline up my asshole then hurried back to bed. I laid face down and spread my legs and asked him to fuck me.
His cock was pretty thick and about 7” long and it wasn’t that easy to take but I got him up my ass and he fucked me good. Really hard and it felt so good I came all over myself as he told me he wanted to cum inside of me. I told him to do it and in a few seconds I was taking a pretty big load of my best friends cum up my ass.
He spent the night and I got him to fuck me two more times before the sun came up. Two days later he called and asked if I might want to do it again. I said I couldn’t wait and he came over and we fucked two more times. Ever since then about every other day he comes over after work we shower and suck each other off then he fucks me a couple of times and my ass is dripping when he leaves.
I went and bought me two nice butt plush that I like to wear around the house and the other day when he came over to fuck me he had to pull one out of my ass before he could put his dick in me.
Now he likes to watch me fuck myself with most anything and the other day he brought two big fat cucumbers over and asked me if he could use them on me. It was pretty exciting to let my best friend put Vaseline up my ass then work a big cucumber up my ass. He got so excited that he came on my ass fucking me with the cucumber.
He is hooked on fucking me and I am very glad that he is because I love getting fucked and taking his cum up my ass. Now I have this wild fantasy of several men fucking me one after the He and I watch gay gang bang porn and he admitted that he would really like to be part of the gang bang you should have seen his face the other day when I let him watch this big black guy with a huge cock fuck this little white guy up the ass. He shot a huge load up my ass watching that.
Just yesterday I got him to tie me face down to my bed and fuck me. We both lived it and plan to do it more often. My best friend and I are really good friends now and his big fat cock feels so damn good in my ass I want it in me all day long

I Can’t Do It !!

I want to be open about my bi sexual desires but i am a high profile very well known man iny community plus i am
Married to a very good woman
I have three different men in a town near where i live. We all like to give and get oral sex and we all like to swallow the cum.
I am the bottom for all three of these men. They all know each other and about once a month we all get together for group sex and they enjoy gang banging my ass very much. I love it too. One of these men is a little younger but his cock is very big. The other guys all get off watching him use it on my ass. I mean this guy is a big thick 10” freak of nature. I can take all but it is still not that easy. It is my favorite time when we all
Meet and they gang fuck me. I get so turned on taking cock up the ass o am hard to stop and i can take it for a very long time.
I don’t see me stopping this any time soon but there is no way i can come out and let everyone know i am an anal cum loving slut for three hung men but i am

Doing Time

I got caught early last year in possession of some illicit substances I was desperately trying to sell. Ended up getting a 2 year sentence but got out last week for early release due to good behavior. I had never been in prison before and being slim good looking guy immediately attracted a lot of attention and offers of sex. My cell mate was a tattooed older muscular guy around 50 with a shaved head. He offered protection but with a price of regular blow jobs. At first I reluctantly blew him but after a month or so I began really enjoying sucking his firm meaty cock. He took a real shine to me and things escalated to him taking my virgin ass and penetrating my asshole with that cock. I found I wanted that too and over time became a complete bottom for him. After a year of that he was released and I lost contact with him.

My 3rd night of freedom I was at a local bar. I went outside to have a cigarette. As I was smoking who walked by on the street and stopped but my prison lover. He looked at me admiringly and he ended up taking me to his apartment. He was super horny and fucked me twice. He told me he could not stop thinking about me and the sex. So now things have resumed and every night now share his bed. I notice unlike in prison when it was a quick thing he takes his time when he mounts me and kisses me too.

Sucked First Cock

My wife has developed physical and mental issues and no longer has sex. I still enjoy masturbating but have no sex with my wife. I met a widower a couple years older than me at a home owners meeting and I helped him with a few projects at his home. I had always been straight but started wondering what it w be like to suck a dick and specifically his. I bought a realistic dildo 10 inch and started practicing on it. At first I would gag and my throat got sore but after a while I no longer gagged and could take it easily. I didn't think I would ever really do it or what he would do if I tried. But one day after helping him with a faucet repair I asked if I could do anything else he needed before I left. He asked what and I can't believe I said "Like you let me suck your COCK"! I didn't know what he would do but he said did you say suck my cock? I just shook my head yes. He didn't say anything but he walk over and sat down and leaned back on the couch reached down and undid his belt and zipper and pulled his dick out. I went over and knelt between his legs and started licking his still soft cock and balls he started getting erect. I took it in my mouth and felt him getting hard as I started sucking and sliding his hardening cock down my throat. He had a nice dick it was circumcised and BIG . It was not as big as the dildo I practiced on but not by much. He was moaning now and pumping his cock down my throat. After not very long he said he was going to cum. He reached down and took my head in his hands and pushed me down on his cock it spasmed and spurting a huge load. I swallowed as much as I could but it ran from my mouth down his balls and ass. I licked it up. I loved how soft the skin was on his HARD cock and how warm it was. It was great the way it throbbed and jumped. I had tasted my own cum but he tasted different it was exciting. I looked up at him as I continued licking and he smiled at me and said I was a great cock sucker. I had came in my pants wnen he came without even touching my dick. He said he was sorry he didn't last long but it had been a long time since he been with anyone. He said if I wanted we could go back to his bedroom and continue. I was happy to. We went to his bedroom and we both took off our clothes. He said he really enjoyed the blow job but he always like fucking better. He said you know how to suck dick but do you know how fuck because you have a nice little ass. So now I think you need to find out. He told Mr to get on my hands and knees and moved behind me. He reach over to the night stand and pulled out some lotion or something and started rubbing it on my ass then sliding his finger in my ass. He moved behind me between my legs and I could feel his dick sliding up and down my crack and then the head against my ass and him pushing in. It made me cry out as he pushed and at first it would not go in but he would pull out and then push farther in. After he plunged all the way in he started pumping hard and telling me take it BITCH. After hurting a little at first I started enjoying it and pumping back to meet his thrust. I was moaning and telling him fuck me fuck me hard and he was. I started cumming more intense than in along time. He lasted a long time since already have a blow job. Finally he told me he was going to fill me with his cum and he did. It was hot and it made it slippery and he pumped a while longer. I went and brought back some towels and cleaned us up. He said I was welcome to visit again any time. I'm a little soar but can't wait to see him again.