Matic151

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Why? How? WE Don't Know. It Is Just The Way He Is.

We are now in our thirties. We have been 'friends' since college. In college, at a Spring Break thing, in Cancun, I slept with her because there were four of us, and only two beds. It was like that, two girls to a bed. The girls in the other bed started to mess around, they had their tops off and one was feeding the other her tits. It was that feeling you get in your pussy. When she leaned down and kissed her on the lips. A long sensuous, kiss. This wasn't the first time, no one kisses like that the first time.

I 'grabbed' my bedmate and kissed her. Hard on the lips. It was an impulse. My hand on her chest. She sat up, 'what the hell!'. All I could say was 'sorry'. The other girls laughed. 'Eat her pussy'. 'Make her give you tits'. Her pussy was, well pussy. It was my first time so I didn't do it right. She was wet, and wetter as the saying goes. I lay down between her legs and 'made love to her pussy', until she shook me off.

She lay on her side beside me, her back to me. Wouldn't answer me. The other girl said 'she's had enough'. I didn't really sleep that night. The day was long, she wouldn't talk to me. I tried to hold her hand and she pulled it away from me. It wasn't until after lunch that she turned to me, 'what the hell!, why would you do that?'

But I learned that once you have the smell of a girl's pussy in you nose, it will never go away. It was 'my' pussy, and I wanted to eat her again. I had to really work on her to let me, our friends in the other bed 'watched' until I got my face back between her legs. They got up and stood on either side, giving me hints and tips, and some hints and tips to my bedmate as well. 'Give her your pussy, don't just lay there, GIVE her your pussy'. I suppose that when you are deep in her pussy time stops still. She came slowly and then hard and I had to let her go, back into her fetal position. She's had enough, I heard that again. So I just cuddled up to her, and she let me hold her like that.

Pretty much, this is how we got started, how we got together. It was a slow beginning after we got back to school. Affections of any kind in public were strictly off limits. But she did sleep with me in my bed. Making love to her, kissing her on the mouth, kissing her tits, and feeling her deep with my fingers, all came one at a time. I had to remember that it was me that made love to her. And she pleased me and picked up the dirty clothes and put them in the hamper. the roles came hard and fast. She fixed me breakfast before we left for class. She 'wanted' to do the laundry and have me sit with her as she folded, and kissed the crotch of my underwear.

We had already past the moment when we said I love you, and we agreed that we were probably lesbian chicks, and that's why we had never had a date. We graduated and went out in the wide wide world. It was just our luck that across the landing from us was a 'guy'. He was 'aggressive', 'dominant', 'pushy', a 'jerk'. He got to me the 'hard way', over the back of the couch. He got to her on her back on the bed. Once he had had his way, he became the master, and we served him. And he had his way, all the time. WE did his laundry, WE cooked for him, WE made the bed, WE let him have his way. WE moved him in with us.

WE live with him, WE have a nice place, WE bought it together. He does the lawn, comes in all sweaty and wants to have his way. HE goes for a run and comes back and wants to have his way. A sweaty man, slipping and sliding and getting his way in us. It's his thing, letting us know who is master and who is there to serve his needs. WE have our time, sometimes OUR time is beside him when he is done. But he is master of his domain. WE feel it in our bones, when the master is home.

I Guess I’m A Slut…and That’s Ok

I had a pretty normal upbringing as far as my immediate family, friends, school, etc. The only problem was my uncle…my mom’s brother who visited one summer when I was 10. He m****ted me, three separate times. He didn’t have sex with me but did a lot with his hands and made me do things to get him off. He said things to and about me that were really bad. At the time I was in shock and scared. I never told anyone and have never gotten counseling although I should have.

At some point in my late 20s, I realized that the reason my relationships weren’t working out had a lot to do with the history with my uncle. I would date a guy for a while, maybe up to a few months but then I couldn’t get serious and have real intimacy and I’d end up moving on to someone else. Then that same cycle would repeat.

Now I’ve just sort of given up on any kind of relationships. If I go out with girlfriends or alone, I usually end up going home with a guy I meet just for sex. If he and I meet up again, it’s usually only just for sex. The rest of my life is pretty good. I have lots of friends and a great job but when it comes to my “love life” I go to bars, pick up men go home with them and let them fuck my brains out and use me for their pleasure then a few days later do it all over again. I used to not like that life but I’ve come to sort of embrace it. I do love sex and definitely have much more sexual freedom than my friends who have relationships but boring sex lives. I guess life is full of compromises.

I Do Hate My Neighbor….but He Fucks Me Good

My neighbor Steve is mid 50s, so about 10-12 years older than me. He is obnoxious, conceited, arrogant, and a narcissist. But he’s real good looking, in great shape, and very well endowed. He and I are both single. He’s divorced and I’m widowed. I travel a little on business and a stable relationship with someone has been tough. But a girl needs sex.

Steve and I used to fight about stuff all the time. Silly stuff, and usually fueled by his attitude. One time we were having a typical argument and after a rant of mine he just looks at me, smiles, and says “you want me to fuck you, don’t you”? I was sort of in shocked and had so many thoughts on what to say. But after a long silence I just looked at him and said “yes, so much”. He took me right there on my back deck and gave me an extremely hard pounding and I made it very clear I needed it really badly. I think it might’ve been an hour before he came in me. I was just begging for it. I think I was making up for last time.

Now we still fight, but when either of us need sex, we just knock on our neighbors door. There is no intimacy or relationship…just really good, hard, sweaty, mindless pounding sex. True to his nature, Steve only cares about his needs. So after he’s fucked me like a jackhammer and blown his load in me, I go lay on my bed and use my trusty vibrator to get off.

My Talent

I consider myself a normal woman. I became sexually active at 14. Only had 2 boyfriends in high school. Just normal sex stuff nothing freaky.
As a new freshman in college I had my first hook up or one night stand. Was at a party, drunk, met a cute guy. We snuck into a bedroom. When he undressed I immediately took notice. He was very large. I guess my only 2 boyfriends were pretty small, I just didn't know any better given my lack of experience. Anyway we started playing around and I was quite impressed on how big it got. Eventually he laid back and wanted me to give him head. I went down on him and he seemed to enjoy it. As I sucked he started getting into it. He grabbed my head and began lifting his hips trying to go deeper. I got the hint and went down "COMPLETELY". His cock slid down my throat, my nose was buried in his pubes and my chin resting on his balls. I remember he stiffened up like a board and made a noise I can't even describe. It felt natural to me I didn't realize I had done something special. I came back up for a breath, then went back down again. I did that twice and he began shaking as he came a huge load in my throat. I choked and gagged a little on the cum, wasn't expecting it so quick. After he kept saying he was sorry for cumming so quick, but he kept telling me I was amazing and no one had ever done that to him before. I kinda got the hint I had done something special.
From that point on i knew because I suddenly became "popular". Of course the guy told everybody! I was getting hit on by half the guys at the college. I can't say it was a bad thing because all the guys had something in common. Word of mouth regarding my talent weeded out certain guys (small ones). The guys hitting on me were all very endowed. I had quite the active sex life in college (LOL).

Bad Catholic

Thought I was a nice Catholic girl. Married, mother of one. Now I am in so much trouble. I am pregnant, baby is not my husbands, and biggest problem is the baby is black.
I didn't mean for this to happen. A few months ago my office hired a guy for public relations. He was like some kind of local sports hero a couple of years back. He is younger (early 20's) and VERY black.
A short time after he started there rumors started that a couple of the girls in the building has slept with him. One day I overheard a small group of 3 girls semi whispering. It was obvious they were talking about him, and even more obvious all 3 had slept with him. What really got me was all 3 talked about the size of his penis. I got the impression it was very large.
Shortly after I had an occasion to interact with him. He was very flirty, but all I could do was think about his penis and if it was true. A few days later he openly asked me out. I politely declined and told him I was married. It guess it only turned him on more because he kept coming back.
One day I agreed to go around the corner to a deli and have lunch. Somehow I ended up in the parking garage in the back seat of his SUV. And "YES" it was big. So big I actually asked him how big it was. He laughed and said "little over 10 inches". I had only been with 3 men before and none over 6 inches. I insisted on a condom. I actually rolled it on his cock and we both kinda laughed. It looked funny, way too small and looked like a hat. I got on my knees, he got behind me, pulled up my skirt and pulled my panties to the side. G-D I had 2 huge orgasms in the first 5 minutes. I was so stretched and full I felt like I couldn't breathe. Finally he grabbed my hips and went balls deep. Suddenly I felt the warm feeling of his cum inside me, I freaked and tried to pull away but he held my hips and kept his cock inside me. When he finally pulled out I turned around. Cum was dripping all over the seat and I saw the condom on the floor. BASTARD TOOK IT OFF WHEN I TURNED AROUND!
Now I'm pregnant. No good options. If I have the baby husband will leave, family will disown me. Can't pass off a black baby as my husbands. Being Catholic abortion is not an option.

She Left But She Came Back To Me

When my wife walked out two years ago, it felt as if my life was over. She left me for a 26-year-old ski instructor she'd met on our trip to Switzerland.

I read Reddit, Chump Lady, "Leave a Cheater, Gain a Life", everything I could get my hands on. The advice was all the same: divorce, and don't even talk to her about it.

I couldn't do that to a woman I'd loved for 20 years.

I went through the motions of living until I could get through a whole day without thinking of her.

Then, I came home from work one Friday evening and found her on my doorstep, sobbing.

The first time we made love again, we were both scared. She, that I had already found another woman and I, that she still wanted the ski instructor. I, that she had forgotten how to relax and take my nine thick inches (my only advantage over my Swiss ski bum rival), she, that I had forgotten how to penetrate her patiently and gently, the way a petite pussy needs.

Our mutual thrusts were tentative at first. I was trying not to hurt her and she was trying to accommodate my length and girth after a year of being with a small-dicked guy who spent more time on the slopes than inside her.

We had kept our eyes closed but as I bottomed out in her pussy, touching her cervix, her eyes opened, and mine. I couldn't help but kiss her.

"I never stopped loving you. There were no other women, I promise."

"I still love you. I am sorry for what I did. He is out of my life, don't worry."

Those words opened the floodgates for me and I fucked my wife. I fucked her for flirting with the ski instructor. I fucked her for running off with him. I fucked her for ignoring all my messages.

I fucked her hard. I fucked her relentlessly. The more she moaned and cried out, the harder I pounded her pussy.

Needless to say, I was on the brink of orgasm. I thought of asking her where she wanted me to cum, but I realized what she needed now was direction from a real man, not some 26-year-old who was flattered by an older woman's attention and was just out for fun.

I came inside her. She knew what was happening. She knew what I'd decided. At 40 there was a chance she could still get pregnant. I needed her to have my baby to confirm her loyalty. No ski instructor was going to be interested in a middle-aged mother, her pussy stretched out from the birth and all her energies consumed by the care of her baby.

We cuddled for a few minutes before I took her again. That weekend I planted seven loads of potent seed in her eager pussy.

Nine months later, to the day, we became parents. My hopes were confirmed, that caring for a baby would refocus her energies on what matters in life. She became the perfect mother to our son. So I offered to renew our vows. We arranged a sitter for the baby and flew to Hawaii, where we had had our wedding.

The moral of my story is simple. If your wife runs off with a younger man, it's only a fling. Let her have her fun. Bide your time. Live well, but tune out the short-signed advice to divorce immediately. Your wife's young lover will soon tire of her, and she will come back to you, grateful for what she had. If you have a nine-inch pussy pleaser, that doesn't hurt, either!

Introduction To Wrestling

I was nineteen and dating this guy that would get me to take him to wrestling practice. He didn’t have a car, but I thought he was sweet. The martial arts gym he wrestled in was a large warehouse. They had a front office where people wait, usually empty when I would get there before practice ended. One of the gym owners noticed me patiently waiting, and asked why I didn’t join classes. When I told him about my guy friend he chuckled, his smile made me nervous. Something about his accent, height, and age made me feel small. He complimented my eyes and introduced himself as Gio. I was brought into his office. For a few minutes he told me about the business and martial arts, convincing me to join based off of my figure and age. I gave him an insecure answer, I never worked out before and was not comfortable with the idea of training with strangers who could squash me. He laughed, assured me I would be eased and then offered to show me the intensity of beginner level. He instructed me a few things and told me to complain if he was squeezing me hard. He was gentle, careful, despite being a strong figure towering behind me. I opened up like a faucet, mind completely blank. It was my first time ever being touched by an older man. He asked if he could show me some basics for a next session. I don’t remember signing the waiver, but when I left I remembered him requesting me what to wear. The next time I dropped off my guy friend I was nervous. I had these short grey stretchy yoga shorts, a grey sports v neck, and a large shirt on. I was super nervous, Gio had closed the door this time and had a large matt rolled out. He helped me remove my shirt, then removed his to reveal his beautiful muscles. He instructed me to mount him, and warm feeling ran down my body. There was a scale and mirror next to a wall, I blushed seeing how our bodies connected but how how hot my butt looked on top. Again he was careful, soft spoken, flipping me and pushing me around. His hands smoothly directed my body to positions I wasn’t used to. Gio stopped, and pulled me into his hips. I was so close to his face I melted. He came close to my ear and asked, are you okay? I looked at him puzzled, and asked what do you mean? Vana you are a furnace down there beauty girl. Do you want me to stop? He looks down, I looked down and my face blushes. There was a wet spot around my crotch area! Between embarrassed and aroused I froze. It’s okay Vana, we can stop. The first time is always overwhelming… or we can take care of this for each other. Still somewhat embarrassed, my body autopilots and I nod in approval. He smiles, and takes my face in. Everything was so hot, he was the perfect case of rough and smooth. He locks the door, plays some music and we sixty nine on the floor. Good girl, was added to my list of kinks that day. When he fucked me from behind he was doing everything to muffle our noises. I had to have orgasmed twice from seeing his hands covering my mouth. I just wanted all of him to stir me up, before finishing down my throat. I enrolled in the gym a few days later, now he’s my husband. I know people will call out our ages but he gets me whenever he wants.

She Is Made For Me

Years ago I had a breakup that really crushed my soul, or so I thought. Early twenties I met a stunning woman with her and I having a wonderful life with each other. Two years in, us looking at buying a home and getting married, I found out that she had had two affairs. A friend saw her acting rather intimate with a coworker of his, a fireman. He said, The fireman told him that she’s his go to piece of ass after his shifts. I was shocked. He went on to say that he told him that she was kinky doing things in bed, like anal, and rimming, that never was asked for or wanted in our sex life. I didn’t want to believe him so I confronted her and sadly it was all true and she said that there was another man she also meets with from time to time. Get this, she did not want to breakup with me and she was upset that I was leaving but I just could not get around the fact that this stunning woman whom I loved dearly, has been licking another man’s asshole and is his and another guys regular go to fuck. It was over. I did what most guys do, I fucked a lot of beautiful women angry fucks even having anal and other what I had thought as being degrading sex acts. Several gladly rimmed my anus which I couldn’t and still can not believe. I had lost my respect for women and relationships. Then one night I went to a local restaurant lounge. It’s close by but I rarely if ever went in. The tables were all filled but two women at one table, seeing me looking around for a place to sit, said I was welcome to join them, so I did. Both attractive women but one was moving in an odd manner, she had cerebral palsy. We sat together when a friend of the one girl left to go talk with someone she knew. There I was with this beautiful woman stricken with CP. She and I had a very pleasant convo. She had a great sense of humour and of herself. A few hours went by with me realizing that just being with her made me feel myself again. Happy and enjoying my life. She was a physically beautiful woman but for the palsy. Oddly I had completely forgotten about it and just loved the moment and company. It was getting late and I needed to work the next day, a meeting where I needed to be on my game. I had to go. I apologized but asked if I could have her number. She said, “Oh.. you don’t have to ask.” I was confused. I said, “Well … how do I get a hold of you?” She said, “Please … it’s okay. You don’t have to do this.” I understood what she was saying. She was saying she knew I really didn’t want to see her again. That I was just being polite. I said, “Look .. I really want to see you again and if I leave, I many never have the opportunity to do so. Please!” She reluctantly gave it to me and I said, “I really enjoyed tonight” as I moved in for a kiss. We kissed and then looked deep into each other’s eyes and with her hands bringing my face to hers, we really kissed a long and longing kiss. I sent her a text later thanking her and expressing my excitement at getting to again. We arranged a date. We did dinner, and back to my condo to watch tv or whatever. Well the whatever became love making. She was and is the most exciting woman to come into my life. Out of respect for her I won’t go into details. We have been happily married now 5 years, have a 2 year old daughter and she is due to have our son this October. When life strikes you down, it can actually be a giant step up. I never dreamed I could be so happy. My business is doing really well, our life is great.

Small Town In The Middle Of Nowhere

I am a bank teller in the town I grew up in. It's thirty miles to the nearest Walmart, ten miles to the bridge, and two decades until tomorrow in the outside world. It's into this world that his car broke down. No parts available, he had no choice but to check into the Desert Inn Motel.

He and I crossed paths at the local diner. He walked over to the table I was sharing with my mother, 'excuse me, do you mind, I don't like to eat alone'. My mother liked him, I didn't. But she invited him to take a seat.

I will cut to the chase. That mother fucker fucked me at the Desert Inn Motel. He got his car and left town, to join the rest of the world. I heard from a girl who had left that when you get knocked up in the outside world you are on your own. But we weren't in the outside world, in our time zone, the mother fucker gets married. And that's why Bobby went looking, and brought him back to town in the back of the squad car. My uncle, the judge, was explicit. Either get married or it's the Marine Corp.

And that's why Patrick McDonald got married and went to work as a home builder for my uncle. Uncle Jack never had a girl of his own, and nobody, but nobody, fucked his favorite niece and walked away from her.

Practicing Sex For When We Are Older

So this is one of those confessions that makes me all nervous. I like girls. I watch porn and always land on a girl either being made love to by another girl, or a girl being fucked on by a guy. I like to watch when a dick goes in a vagina. Real is better, but I watch porn too.

I have a girlfriend, a friend that's a girl. We have spent time together to examine ourselves and make sure that all our girls parts and in order. We use pictures to compare with, and flashlight and our fingers. I like opening her vagina to look inside.

There is a guy at school who does us together. We can then watch how his dick goes in our vagina. He is supposed to pull out and spit on our back or stomach, but he doesn't always manage to pull out soon enough. We have had several scares already. As far as doing oral that's only between us, we go down on each other.

We have pictures that we've taken with our phones, but after scrolling through them we delete them. We watch porn together, usually naked in bed so we can make love on each other.

One day we will be legal, and we will be able to do whatever.