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The Summer Before High School

After 8th grade graduation I was excited to be going home. But was disappointed to find out my mom was always working. After the first week my mom decided to let me stay with my sister at her place, so I wouldn’t be alone at home. It was great at her place. Had my own room and just wanted to play video games. That was my plan for the summer.

My sister had a roommate from high school that lived with her. At one point we were all at boarding school together. She was 20 and I was 14. My sister let me smoke weed with her and her friend. She didn’t know yet that her friend let me drink when she was gone. My sister had a boyfriend and was gone a lot. I was left alone with her friend all the time.

One night they were all drinking in the living room. I was in my room and my sister told me to come smoke. I get in the living room and they’re watching porn together. I felt uncomfortable watching it with my sister in the room while she’s getting rubbed on. So, I go to my room and just play my game. Not long after, my sister tells me her and her boyfriend are leaving for the night. Her friend is in the shower.

It’s about midnight when she gets out the shower, I’m still in my room. She knocks on my door and wants me to come in her room to smoke and watch a movie with her. I sit on her bed by her. She lights the joint and gives me two shots of vodka. The movie comes on and it’s the porn from earlier. I’m drunk watching it with her now. My dick is hard. Somehow we end up laying down under her blanket with her basically holding me. The girl on the TV is sucking the guy’s dick, and I ask her if she has ever done that. She says she loves to. She asks if I ever had my dick sucked yet. I told her no. Then she reaches in my shorts and pulls my dick out and strokes it. She puts me on my back, gives me a kiss on my mouth then goes and pulls my underwear and shorts off. She tells me not to move, and starts sucking it. Then tells me to tell her when I’m gonna cum. When the time comes I forget and cum in her mouth. After she tells me to go to my room.

I’m laying in my bed just thinking to myself, you just got your dick sucked. I wanted her to do it again. I go to her room and knock. She tells me to come in. She’s laying in bed and I sit by her and just ask if she’ll do it again. She says yes and tells me to stand up and pull it out. She’s sucking it and laying down, I hear her moaning and move her blanket. She’s fingering her pussy while sucking it. After a minute she spreads her legs and pulls me onto her. She puts my dick in her and wraps her legs around me and we fuck. We slept together that night. In the morning she sucked it again before my sister got home.

That was only the first night we did what we did. It lasted all summer until I went back to boarding school. I came back Christmas time and we had fun for two weeks. When next summer came she was gone. I didn’t hear from her again until I was an adult. She told me she still thinks about the things we did. The first time we talked on the phone she fingered herself and let me listen. Brought back memories.

What happened is now a long time ago, but I am still reive it. My older cousin was getting married and my mother decided that I could go with her to the wedding. It was a big deal because we had to fly to Florida and stay in hotel and she had to buy me a dress and shoes and purse. My first real dress up party.

She got busy with the wedding preparations and I stayed at the hotel. I got bored and went down to the pool to sunbathe. I wasn't the only one, there were lots of people there, although most were all adults. I found a chair and put my towel down and started to put my sunscreen on. This man who was sitting in the chair beside mine offered to put the sunscreen on my back. I laid on my stomach and he put the sunscreen on my back and neck, and then on the back of my thighs, his hand went up and down my thigh and he pushed his hand between my legs and I had to open them a little. He talked to me and he kept running his hand inside my legs, his hand slipped under my bathing suit and he grabbed my butt, when I reacted he told me to lay down and enjoy being a girl and getting some sun.

He talked to me the whole time, asked me a lot of questions, told me a lot of things about himself, he asked me if I was a real girl, or if I was still a little girl. I turned over and asked him what he meant, he got close to me and asked me if I had enjoyed the pleasure of playing hide the weenie. I hadn't, his hand was inside my thigh, and he whispered that his weenie really wanted a wee little girl to play with. He pointed to the tower of rooms and said he was up there and he wanted to play hide the weenie.

He stood up and put out his hand for me to stand up, he collected his stuff and had me collect mine and took my hand and we walked to the elevators. In his room he asked me how I wanted to become a girl. He dropped his swimsuit and asked me to take mine off too. He walked over to me when I hesitated and took my hand to hold his penis. He told me it was going to be my friend and that like all good friends I needed to get know it. He started to take off my top and pinched my nipples and then put his hand down into my bikini and grabbed my pussy and said in a little while this little girl pussy was going to be a big girl pussy and he was sure that my little pussy could make room for his weenie.

After he got my swimsuit off he laid me on the bed and started to kiss me all over, he spent a lot of time kissing my breasts while he touched my pussy. He kept whispering that I needed to get really hot because his weenie wanted a hot little pussy to fuck. He was fingering me and he kept taking his fingers out and licking them, and then fingering me some more. He sat beside me and bent me over to suck his penis, telling me that every real girl knows how to take a penis in all three of her holes.

While he was having sex with me I was looking out the window of the room and realized that across from us were other rooms and maybe someone was watching us. He took a long time, talking to me, telling me what was happening, pulling out so that I could feel naked with out it and then inserting it in slowly so I could feel it in me. He changed from fucking to eating, and fucking again. Then he let me know that I was going to become a real girl as he ejaculated in me. When he got off he opened my legs to see if I was leaking.

He ordered room service, and I stayed in the bathroom when the food came. We ate naked and he kept touching my nipples as we ate. After we ate and relaxed he said we were going for a trifecta, I had to ask him what that was, but he said when you become a real girl it meant mouth, pussy and ass. We would first spend some more time with my mouth so he could get me hot for him, because getting my ass ready took more time and usually several tries until the girl relaxed enough. He described in detail how fucking in the ass worked and between fucking a pussy or the ass, the ass was always tighter. He asked me if I was worried about getting fucked in the ass, and I said I didn't know.

He fingered me while I got on my hands and knees and he kept rubbing my ass from my pussy, he pushed a finger in, and told me to lean down and he got behind me and pushing from a keeling position he got in and soon he was fucking me, he kept asking me if I wanted more or to stop and I kept saying not to stop, his hands on my back kept me from moving, when he was all the way in, he pulled a pillow under my stomach and helped me lay down and he fucked me on my stomach. When he came he let me know, and had me lay still while he went to the bathroom to get a warm washcloth and he washed me. When I was clean he kissed my hole and told me I could turn over.

I slept with him and didn't go back to my room until the next morning. My mother asked me where I was, until she finally asked if I had met a boy. I nodded my head and took some clothes and went into the bathroom to change. I got interrogated and I made up a boy and that we had spent the night in his room, and that we weren't going to do anything, but we did. I apologized to her. She asked for the name of he boy, and I invented a name and told her that they were checking out that day.

As we were leaving for the wedding later that afternoon, the man walked by and he smiled at me and he made me blush. Becoming a big girl has to be the best experience of my life.

This is the story of what happened that night.

I was 14 and I was at a church reception with one of my cousins. She and I are the same age. Her cousin, not mine, came by, he was 18 and she asked him to take me home. That is how I got into the car with him.

We left the reception and he drove me around, drove around downtown, drove out to the lake, drove back into town, we went past my house about five times. We stopped behind the school and he asked me if I had ever given a guy a blow job. He unzipped his pants and took out his dick and said he wanted me to suck him until I went cross eyed. I needed to hold his dick hard with my hand and suck him hard so I could make him come. He told me that after I made him come then I could be his girlfriend.

I got on my knees and grabbed his dick in my hand, his dick was really hard, I bent over and put his dick in my mouth and started to suck him. His hand was all over my back, rubbing my back and telling me to suck harder and squeeze his dick hard with my hand. His hand went into my pants and he started to finger my butt hole. He ran his finger around my butt hole, and would press on my hole from time to time, it felt good but it was distracting me from sucking him. I took his dick out of my mouth and just lay my head in his lap while he fingered my butt hole. I got up straight and undid my pants and leaned over again and while he fingered me I played with his dick and sucked on it.

I could feel that my pussy was completely open. I wanted to get fucked. We got out of the front seats, and got in the back and I took my pants off and opened my legs for him. His dick was hard, real hard, and he slipped into my pussy so fast and I felt him grab me real hard and start fucking me. I think you know automatically when you are really getting fucked, no one has to tell you. He put his hands on my shoulders to hold me down and just fucked me. I asked him if I was his girlfriend now, and he said yes, and he fell on my neck and he released all his sperm.

The seat was a mess, we wiped the seat with my panties, and stuffed my panties up into me to stop leaking. His dick looked funny, like a great big worm, all red and shining in the moonlight. I reached for it and touched it for a little while and asked him if it hurt. He said no, but his balls felt like they hurt. We got dressed, we threw the panties out into this trash bin beside the parking lot and we left and went to Dairy Queen.

At the Dairy Queen we ran into my cousin and some of her friends. She was there with her brother. They asked where we had been, my parents were asking all over for us. We lied and said we had just gone out to the lake and talked and decided that we wanted to go steady. Some of the kids were surprised that my boyfriend wanted a girl from junior high, but from that day on we were going steady and no one ever asked why.

On my wedding day, 10 years later, I was getting dressed and my mother and I were alone. She asked me if I had always loved him. I said yes. She asked me if I had always told her the truth. I tried to say yes, but I said no. She said, tell me now. So I told her about the night we got together. Not the details, but that we had sex that night. That it happened at the lake, it was one of those things where we were talking and the next thing you know I was on my back and he was on top of me and that is what happened.

I have a very sensitive butt hole. Two minutes of him touching my butt hole and I am ready. That night he stumbled upon my weakness. That night when he was playing with my butt hole I swear that I had my first internal orgasm, that is why I couldn't keep giving him his blow job. It is still true today, if he wants a blow job he has to keep his hands above my waist.

Craving Cock And Cum At 13

I'll never forget the first time I really started noticing and wanting cock. I was 13 years old and I walked in on my Dad in his tighty whities. I could see the outline of his penis. I could see the rim of his mushroom head and veins in his shaft. He was drying his hair with a towel so his face was covered. It gave me a few extra seconds to get a good look. I ran back to my room. My face was flush and my panties were damp. I wish I could've seen it naked. Naked and hard.

One day I was snooping in my parents room and I found a vhs tape. It said Pretty as You Feel I took it to my room and popped it in my vcr. Oh my god! It was amazing! I was watching my first porn. Ginger Lynn was so beautiful and so sexy! I wanted to be her. Watching her taking those big cocks in her mouth really got me soaking wet. I would imitate and practice on carrots, bananas and cucumbers. I'd be gushing pussy juice. I wanted cock in my mouth so bad.

The one thing I was worried about was swallowing cum. Would I like it? Would I gag? Would I be able to swallow?
Only time would tell.

I started flirting with the older boys at school but would they measure up? I wanted a full grown fat cock in my mouth and throat.

I was sitting in health class my last period and in walked in our health-gym teacher Mr Alan. Now Mr Alan wasn't your run of the mill fat beer belly gym teacher. He was fucking gorgeous and every girl and every female teacher wanted this man. Perfect body, Tom Selleck good looks and giant bulge in his tight polyester football shorts. He really put on a show for all to see. Could I suck his? Could I fit it into my virgin teen mouth? I needed to try!

For weeks I did everything to get him to notice me. I would drop my pencil and bend over in front of him to show him my ass. I would call him over to my desk to ask him a question. I would get a really good look at his special g*ft. Sometimes he seemed to rest his bulge in the corner of my desk. Was he teasing me? Did he know how bad I wanted his cock in my mouth?

One day when I was leaving the class he called me over to his desk.

"Robin, I got to tell ya, you have really been paying attention. Don't think I haven't noticed. Keep up the positive attitude!"

"Thank you, Mr Alan! I will! " As licked my lips and flipped my hair. I wanted him so bad.

Well school was almost over for summer break and I still haven't had Mr Alan's meat in my throat. I've masturbated every day when I got home. With a cucumber crammed into my throat I would frantically rub my clit until I would cum so hard. I even squirted a little bit a few times.
What that man and his bulge would do to me.

I've watched Pretty as You Feel so many times the tape was starting to warp. I got home from school one day and went straight to my parents room to get the tape and my older sister was in the room with her boyfriend which was a no-no in my house while my parents were at work. I caught them getting dressed. When I walked in her boyfriend took off thinking my parents may be home. My sister begged me not to say anything. I promised I wouldn't. She said she was late for softball practice and took off. I went to my father's dresser to get the tape and I looked on the floor and there was my sister's boyfriend's used condom. I picked up and it was still warm. You know what I was thinking? But did I have the nerve? I held the condom on my hand to keep it warm. I ran back to my room and watched Ginger Lynn deep throating cock. Fucking and fingering my pussy. I was close to cumming. With my left hand I held the opening of the condom over my mouth. Just as I was cumming I squeezed all the cum onto my tongue and down my throat. Some dripped onto my lips, nose and cheek. I then started sucking on the cucumber with the cum still in my mouth. It was as incredible as I always imagined. I felt so sexy, so dirty. I was more in love with cock and cum than ever before. I needed Mr Alan's cock!!

There was only 2 more weeks of school left. I needed to make my move. At the beginning of class I raised my hand to go to the bathroom. He said ok but to hurry up because we were having a test. I took my sweet ass time. I sat in the bathroom for 10-15 minutes the meandered back to class. I walked in and apologized. I told him the bathroom was out of order and I had to go to the girl's locker room to go. He said ok I would just have to stay late to finish. The bell rang and everybody rushed out. On Friday's it was a free for all to get out of the school. Teachers and students alike. As I finished up the test, Mr Alan was leaning up against the blackboard with his legs crossed which really accentuated his beautiful bulge. I could barely concentrate. I was soaked between my legs. I know I'm sitting in a puddle. Mr Alan looked at his watch, looked up at the clock. "Times up Robin!"
I finished up he walked over to get my paper. He was right next to me and his bulge was eye level. Oh God! Im so fucking close. I looked up to him with doe eyes and licked my lips. He looked at me, smirked and touched my shoulder. I shuddered. He walked back to his desk and I stared at his fine ass.

"Mr Alan! When will we be learning Sex Ed next year?"

"I think that's going to be your sophomore year."

"Oh. Okay. Umm will you be teaching it?"

"Depends if I get moved up to the high school. I mean it's a possibility."

"I hope so!"

"Oh yeah? You like my class?"

"Of course! You're the best!"

"Ahh... Get outta here! Go on home it's late. See ya Monday. Have a nice weekend!"

"You too!"

I walked out and I felt something from him. I felt like maybe there was a connection, but shit I felt like I was close. I could almost taste it.

Walking home through the parking lot the clouds were rolling in. It was going to storm. Shit! I don't have an umbrella! It was starting to drizzle and then lightning and the rumble of thunder. Here it comes.

I ran to the tree line for cover and Mr Alan pulled up in his black 1972 Chevelle SS with white racing stripes. It was beautiful. I knew about cars because my Dad was a mechanic.

"Robin! Get in!"

He flung the door open and I jumped in. As soon as I jumped in the skies opened up. You couldn't see 2 feet in front of you. His wipers were on high and we still couldn't see.

"We'll sit here and wait until it let's up. You know how the entrance usually floods on Main."

Now was my chance! We sat there listening to the radio as the rain was drowning out Bowie. Mr Alan tried to make small talk.

"So, uh what do you have planned this summer?"

"I don't know. Probably hang at the lake, cruise the mall."

"That's cool. No job?"

"I'll probably work at my Dad's garage a couple days a week."

"Very cool!"

"Yeah, I love cars! Your car is amazing! I love Chevelles! It pisses my dad off because he loves the GTO."

As we sat there the sky got darker and the rain got even harder. There we were. The only car in the back of the lot along the tree line. We started to run out of things to say. I looked at his lap and I could see it got even bigger. He must be hard. I just thought to myself "Fuck it! I'm going for it!" <..(continue confession)

Not A Victim

When I was 7 years old my aunt gave me a bath. She paid special attention to my little dick and balls. It felt good. It felt really good. She was beautiful and young and very nice and gentle and extremely affectionate with me. And she smelled really nice. Had I been given a choice and were able I'd have paid her to do to me the things she did. It was that good. The thing is, she bent over backwards to be nice to me including buying my silence. She spoiled me rotten and whenever my parents questioned it she would just say that is what aunts are for. Before I completed first grade she gave me my first blow job. It was the most magical experience of my life. She taught me how to make her have an orgasm by sucking and licking her clit while shoving my arm up her hairy wet sloppy pussy. I liked the warm wet soft sensation inside her. She sometimes spent hours licking my little asshole. That was even better than a blow job. She also taught me how to kiss. She had one of those extra long tongues that could lick her way down my throat almost to the point that I would gag though I never quite gagged on it. She let me nibble on it some. But she really liked it when I chewed on her nipples and after a while she squirted milk into my mouth which was strange at first but I got used to nursing on her tits regularly after that.

Then she gave me my 8th birthday present. That night when everyone else had gone to bed she snuck into my room, took of her clothes and got in bed with me and taught me how to fuck, or at least as well as an 8 year old boy with a half hard cock could. I was in love with my aunt despite the 7 year age difference and the fact she was my aunt. I didn't know it was supposed to be wrong for a woman to fuck her 8 year old nephew. I mean after all she was only 13 at the time. When I was 13 she informed me of two facts. One she was pregnant and two that mine was the only penis that had ever entered her. She told the whole family that it was some boy she met at a party. She continued living with my parents the whole time and my grandparents had plenty of money so it was no problem. Nobody ever found out that I am my cousin's Dad meaning I'm my own uncle. This would make me my Mom's brother and my grandparent's son. And my Dad's brother in law.

When I graduated from high school we moved in together in another state with our three kids. Neither one of us have ever fucked anyone else and she is now 26 and I'm 19 and our kids are 5, 3 and 1 year old.

Therapy Found This Memory

I've been going to therapy as of late. I've been very confused about my sexuality. I've been bi since Jr high. I feel now that being bi is confusing. I want to settle down but I don't know who I want to settle down with, a guy or a gal.

With my therapist trying to get to the bottom of my issues she suggested hypnosis. She said you'd be surprised how far back you could conjure up memories from. After a few hypnosis sessions she had me watch some of the videos. She said she believes we may have found out why I am attracted to women. There I was laying there on the screen with my eyes closed. I was talking like I was a little girl again. She asked me how old I was and I said 4 and a half. I was telling her I like riding my bike and playing with my Barbies. I then told her that Mom and Dad go out all the time and Amanda would come over and babysit me. In my little girl voice I said she was a cheerleader in highschool and she was so beautiful. We watched movies and made popcorn and then she would give me a bath. She would wash me and and soap me up. Amanda would tell me that she needed to make sure that my vagina was clean. She would whisper in my ear and asked me if it felt good when she washed my vagina. I told her it felt very good. She even cleaned inside with her finger. I like that I said. She then said that my hiney hole needs to be cleaned too. She slid her hand underneath me and rubbed my butthole and cleaned inside with her finger. On the video the therapist voice asked me if this was the only time. I said no. It happens every Friday and Saturday. I told her she kissed me in both places too. When she would dry me off on my bed she would say she wanted to see how clean my vagina was. Amanda would open my legs and she would kiss my vagina. She would even check inside with her tongue. It feels incredible. Amanda did it for a little while then she would make sure my butthole was clean. After she was done she would get undressed and asked me to check if she was clean too. I really like checking her. She is clean and she tastes very good. She likes the way I check because she tells me how much she loves it and how it feels so good. She tells me she is coming but coming where I don't know what she means.

After she stopped the tape it all came flooding back to me. I remember when it started and that it went on for years. Amanda would also bring her gorgeous boyfriend Ben over and we would all take a bath together. They would both clean me and check me. Me and Amanda would clean Ben's pee-pee. I would kiss it and put it in my mouth. Amanda put it in her vagina. I loved watching them do that. We would lay in my bed naked kissing and touching and licking each other. I remembered the time he put his pee-pee inside me. It hurt so much at first but Amanda made sure he didn't shove it all the way in. I really liked it when he would cum on me. Amanda would lick it all off of me.

Now it all made sense. But I'm still confused if I should be with a man or a woman. Hopefully I will figure it out soon.

In the third grade my mother got a new boyfriend. He slept over, and we spent weekends at his river boat house. He was a good looking man and he had strong hands and gave the best hugs. He liked for me to sit on his lap. The first time I remember feeling him under me was one evening on the river boat house, we were in our nightgowns and he had me on his lap. He was holding me and his hand was over my chest, my nipple was being rubbed by the palm of his hand. He kept going round and round in circles, and I sat in his lap quietly, I felt his penis get harder and harder under me, he kept moving me on him, he had a complete erection by then, and he moved me so that his erection was right under the crack of my butt, his other hand was on my stomach and he started to pinch my nipple with his other hand and move me back and forth over his penis.

My nipple hurt from the pinching, but it also felt good, and his penis between my legs felt good and I swayed back and forth on his penis and then he ejaculated in his pants, but I still felt the wetness against my panties. He held me on his lap sitting on his cum, his hand had worked itself between my legs and he was searching for my clit area and when I started to respond he rubbed me and rubbed me with his fingers. I had my first orgasm and after I shook, he held me tight against him.

That night when he came into say goodnight, he kissed my lips. I was in love with him after that. He didn't like heavy pants on me, like jeans, so I either wore a dress of thing shorts so he could feel me and I could feel his penis when I sat on him. Sometime into this my nipples started to get real sensitive and I had discovered how to make myself have an orgasm by playing with my clit.

I was much older the day I turned around and faced him and got my legs around him and rubbed myself against his erection. He was sitting on a kitchen chair, he was very erect and he opened his pants so that I could rub against him. I held on to his penis with my hand, I had a full bush by then, and I had been menstruating for about a year, and I needed to get his penis in me. I got off the chair and took my panties off and got back on he helped me get his penis under me and I sat down and down and down until I was completely filled, and while he held me by my bare butt I rocked up and down feeling his penis go in and out. When he was going to cum, he tried to lift me off, but a lot of the cum still got inside of me.

I wasn't quite a woman yet so we got worried and after that we always made sure that he was out, or I got off him, so he could cum.

I was 19 when he came to my room and said he wanted a piece of ass. So I kept my head on the pillow but lifted my ass in the air. He put his hands on my cheeks and started to press the space between my vagina and my anus, gently touching, fingering my vagina and then rubbing my anus, I could feel that I was completely open for him, but instead of fucking me, he started licking and sucking on my anus while he fingered me. The feeling was so good, I sort of dozed off, his warm mouth and tongue just circling and licking against my anus, and his fingers gently fucking me. I had a complete inside orgasm, I thought I was going to lose control and pee, but I didn't.

I was 23 when I met my first outside boyfriend. He was 53 by then, he and my mom had gotten married years before and they were in a quiet period of their relationship. My new boyfriend pretty much took most of my time and I slowly cooled off with my mom's husband.

Still though, I am a girl who likes to sit on my boyfriend's lap and get him hard, there is almost no better feeling than having an erection hard up against your crack.

I was 15 years old living with my single mom. She told me that one of her friends from high school would be staying with us for a few weeks. She went on to tell me her friend just separated from her husband and she may be a little fragile and upset. She told me she didn't want me to upset her further in any way and that if she did anything unusual or out of the ordinary to just accept it and let it go. I was thinking with her friend staying with us for a few weeks it was going to be an inconvenience but I had to put up with it. My mother did warn me since she would still be going to work everyday, and that it was summer and I had no school, that I might need to hang out with her friend quite a bit.

Her friend arrived early in the week and she seemed to be a nice woman and I didn't really think she would be any problem. The next morning was a real pleasant eye opener. I am in the kitchen with my mother when her friend comes in asking if there was any coffee. Her friend is in a red nightie that is very sheer and is wearing nothing underneath it. I can see her breasts and pussy. Her friend says she needed to use the bathroom and turned around and left giving me a view of her ass as she left. I turned to my mother and she immediately reminds me what she told me earlier. She said she may be a little under dressed but it may upset her friend if we mention anything about it and that we were not going to mention anything to her. I was a teenage boy and seeing a naked woman was something I was not going to complain about. If my mother didn't want me to mention anything I wasn't going to as it would cause her to cover up. This was back in the 1980's when there wasn't the internet yet to surf porn so the only way a teen boy could see any nudity was to basically to get his hands on a porn magazine. Her friend returned and I got to enjoy seeing her again. Her friend either didn't seem to mind or realize how much of her we were seeing. My mother left for work and I was left alone with her friend for awhile talking and enjoying the view. She finally got dressed and that was it.

The next day the same thing happened. She showed up for breakfast in the sheer nightie and did this every morning. On Saturday I left early to play basketball before my mother and her friend woke up. I got home around noon and found the 2 of them out back sun tanning. I was totally surprised with what I saw. Both my mother and her friend were wearing nothing. I only remember ever seeing my mother topless on 2 occasions and never fully nude. Now I was seeing everything and she was so casual about it like it was the norm. That day was the beginning of something because for the rest of her friends stay both of them spent most of their time naked. Her friend no longer even bothered wearing a nightie. This was out of character for my mother but I guess this was somehow a result of her friend's visit.

The visit lasted for about 5 weeks and during those weeks everyday was filled with me seeing 2 naked woman. I wasn't as turned on seeing my mother naked but was still very curious about seeing what her privates looked like. That curiosity disappeared during one of their tanning sessions. My mother had her legs positioned for maximum tanning her privates which also gave me a very revealing view leaving nothing to my imagination.

When her friend left I figured my mother would go back to her usual ways but she continued with her nude ways.

My parents used to have parties at the house on weekends.
People would party with them and go home afterwards.
There was one cousin who fell asleep on the couch. She was 23 and I was 14.
She was wearing track pants and sweater. I sat beside her and caressing her inside her shirt, I was sliding my hand up inside her bra, her breasts were huge, I felt her hard nipples. I slowly lifted her shirt and bra over her breasts, I got on the couch and laid next to her, and held her arm around me, I started sucking on her breast. She moved on her side and faced me.
She put her leg around me and pulled me towards her breast.
After an hour of breastfeeding on her, I moved her on her back.
I slowly slide my hand inside her pants and panties, she had lots of hair on her pussy.
I started rubbing my fingers inside her clit.
She was moaning softly. She was getting wet.
I took her pants and panties off.
I undressed and slowly got onto her.
I pushed my hips into hers.
First she was going to move on her side, as my penis slowly entered into her, her thighs loosened and I started making love to her, her eyes were closed and she was pushing her hips up to mine.
Feeling her soft breasts to me, we were making love missionary position.
She opened her eyes a few times and looked at me, but still pushed her hips against me.
I ejaculated inside her. My virginity was gone that night with her.
After making love to her, I laid on the couch with her, and we held each other as I was attached to her soft breasts.
The next morning they were all sitting in the living room and having a few drinks. She kept staring at me. She knew I was with her all night.

I was 15 helping my older university student sister at this very small pizza restaurant she managed. It was a family restaurant, no famous chain. I only met the owners a couple of times who lived out of town.

I'd go in on usually Friday or Saturday nights and go in the pizza restaurant back break room. There was a couch and television. My sister would cook me up a free pizza for cleaning off tables, washing things down, sweeping, mopping, or refilling supplies at the pizza place.

I started on weekends always hanging out with my sister. I'd watch tv and relax. It just seemed fun. My sister liked the company. Usually after 11:00 the other pizza place employees left, leaving just me and my sister.

One weekend I was alone in the pizza break room. Only my sister was working. It was around 11:00 pm. I was waiting for my sister to finish work at 2:00 am as usual so we could go home. I saw a big box in the corner of the break room. It was loaded with porn videos!

I asked my sister who owned the porn videos?

She said it was the strangest thing. Someone had abandoned the box behind the restaurant.

While I ate pizza I started watching the porn. I got super horny.

My sister and I are really open. My sister graduated as an anthropology major. She came in and saw me touching myself.

My sister said if I wanted I could undress. She would make sure no one came in to bother me if I wanted to masturbate. I could lock the door too to have fun with myself watching the videos while she worked.

I started having these weekly late-night strange naked pizza masturbation orgasm sessions, especially many Friday and Saturday nights.

After the other employees left I wouldn't even wear clothes!

I would lie nude in the back room off the kitchen at the pizza place eating pizza with one hand while watching porn and touching myself with my other hand for hours.

Sometimes my sister's long-time boy friend came by. They had dated off and on since tenth grade. My sister had told him what I was doing. He said he wanted to watch porn and masturbate too.

It was really crazy. My sister's boyfriend would get nude too. He'd watch porn with me. My sister would come in the break room with both of us naked, us masturbating and touching ourselves.

My sister while pizzas cooked on slow nights would give her boyfriend hand jobs and oral sex. I'd be seated nude masturbating watching porn while seeing that too.

My sister was always teaching me things, like different ways on how to masturbate a boy, or give oral sex. It was helpful even if it was weird we were actual sisters.

I think my sister being so sexually uninhibited and scientific about life viewed as it being just teaching me things humans through history should know.

One day my sister's boyfriend was jacking off naked next to me.

He called for my sister to come in so he could cum in her mouth. He would call out saying he was "ready."

My sister called back saying she couldn't right then. She had pizzas in the oven she had to deal with.

I just thought why not help out?

With me nude, I leaned over and started sucking really strong on my sister's boyfriend's dick.

He came like a lot in like 15 seconds.

I wasn't sure what to do with his cum. My sister had always swallowed his sperm. She had told me it was harmless unless a person had an infection.

I figured what the hell.

I swallowed her boyfriend's cum.

I felt strange afterwards, like this really fucked up feeling. I had sucked my sister's boyfriend's cock.

A few minutes later my sister came in to suck him off.

He said it was too late.

He said I had sucked him off.

I felt this really yucky feeling, like all this perverted stuff was going too far.

My sister who had came in the back room in her pizza tee shirt and shorts, just wiped her forehead of sweat, and said thanks sis for helping her out, and hurried back out.

That's when I realized my family was probably really fucked up.

Her boyfriend and I started always doing oral sex on each other naked on the pizza couch. I'd sit nude on the couch and suck his dick off while we watched porn. He'd similarly finger me to orgasms.

I started feeling guilty about what we were doing.

I talked to me sister.

My sister was like she didn't give a shit.

This guy and her from tenth grade were just FWB's. She didn't want to marry him. Eventually my sister married a really nice university classmate, an electrical engineer.

And I had worried all along for nothing!