InSayShabell

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Gender: Bi-Sexual Female
Age: 38
Relationship Status : Single
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Number of Confessions : 10
About InSayShabell:

Single mom who loves swallowing cum.

Confessions by InSayShabell:

Had To Come Out To My Kids

So I've been with my girlfriend now for a couple of months. I'm totally in love with her and she me. We are both single moms.

We have been keeping a low profile as she had to get used to the idea of being in a committed relationship with another woman.

Well my kids noticed how much time the two of us have been spending together and my daughter just came right out and asked me if we were a thing. I tried to play it off but my daughter knew, so I said what if we were a "thing" as you put it. She very nonchalantly says oh that would be ok. I like Mrs. V.

My son on the other hand didn't take it so well when I told him. He said mom, that's gross I don't want my friends knowing my mom is a lesbo. We had a long discussion and as embarrassing as it was I had to tell him a lot of things I did not ever want to. Ultimately he said ok but please keep it in the family. He doesn't think he can handle the teasing he'll get in school.

So it's just us that knows. I definitely feel better not having to hide it from my kids. Do you know how hard it is to not kiss or touch the one you love for hours on end because your kids might see?

As embarrassed as I was, I'm glad to be out now. But it may just be at home. Out in public, we are just two close friends. I'm ok with that for now at least.

Not Actually Money But...

I thought I'd make a confession after reading about the girl who had sex with her gross neighbor for much needed money.

After my husband left me and our two kids for another woman, I was devastated. On top of that money was tight and until we got through the divorce over a year and a half later. So I allowed a few gentlemen to help us out with things like a new AC unit, roof and so on. They were all owners or higher ups with companies my company does business with.
None of them knew each other and only saw one at a time and each for a few weeks or months individually.

I let them all do whatever they wanted. I let each one know I needed help and they could use me and any of my holes as they wanted. All three of them are married and I do regret being part of their cheating. I still struggle with this to this day.

Number 1 loved my ass. He always look at it for too long and I noticed and if I'm being honest, if I knew we'd be in a meeting with them I'd wear things to accentuate my assets.

When he heard of my separation he swooped in and offered to treat me to dinner. I accepted. I always wanted to eat at Malias bit it was way too expensive for us.
Anyhow we have a fantastic dinner, lots of expensive wine and he just comes out and says he has always wanted to fuck me. I said I figured so by the way you're always checking out my ass. He laughed and said, so you noticed. I said listen, if you pay for my central air unit to be replaced you can fuck my ass every weekend for the next month. He fucked my ass 4 times each weekend for that month. I also gave him lots of blowjobs. He liked those too. But his wife never ever let him have her ass. And that's what he always fantasized about doing to me. He never once kissed me or ate my pussy. I'd blow him til he was hard, lube up and take it. I liked it but he was a lousy fuck. Average dick but shot huge loads which was the part I liked.

We now have a nice Carrier central air conditioner.

Number two happened a couple months after number 1. He called one day, and though I have known him for years this was the first time he showed any interest in me personally. He said can we meet for dinner sometime? I agreed and we had dinner a few days later.

Long story short he had heard from number one that he was fucking my ass and loving it. ( That ended it with number 1 who I called the next day to tell him so.) So I told him about my financial difficulties to which he said he could help out too if needed. I said what would it cost for a new car? He said what are you willing to do? I said I'll suck your dick whenever you want and you can fuck me any way you want. He said how many times? I said as many times as you want for 6 months. Is that fair.
I sucked his dick probably 100 times I Dr the next 8 months and we fucked at least 50 times. Every hole evety time. At least he ate pussy like a champ even if he had a small dick, he was a good lover.

Number 3 got me a new roof after I fucked him and his two business partners on vacation he took me on. That was a one time thing that lasted only that week. I loved it to be honest. Three big dicks using all my holes sometimes all at once. I was totally used and abused. It was heavenly. If I didn't have kids, I probably would have just let them use me regularly.

But once the divorce was final and I got what was fair, money is no longer a problem.

I did go on two more vacations with number 3 and his partners. I even got to play golf a little. I loved sucking their cocks on the course. Yes it can take 5 minutes to find your balls in the woods.

How To Enjoy Anal

This isn't a confession. But I hear and read at lot about women who have had anal but didn't like it because it hurts.

Ok it can hurt. But so can vaginal sex if you aren't warmed up enough. Anal can be much better than vaginal. I know this because it's what makes me cum harder than anything else.

If you want to enjoy it, you have to get used to it just like you had to get used to having your pussy fucked.

First of all get some good water based lube. You can buy it online indiscretely. Get the biggest one with the pump. Trust me, you can always find a use for it.
Secondly, lube your butt up well yourself. This will do two things. 1. Get your butt hole nice and wet and relaxed for what's about to come.
2. Excite yourself and your mate.
Now that your hole is ready to receive some dick, take control and get on top. This way you can guide it into at the angle and rate of penetration you can comfortably accommodate. Rub your clit while doing this to help stimulate yourself and add to the enjoyment.

Once you get used to it, you'll see how it actually feels great and if you're like me, with the right angle, getting fucked in your butt will not only make you cum harder than ever, you may squirt. And if you've never squirted... It will blow your mind.

I think part of what makes it so good is that it's really a naughty thing to do. And being a naughty anal slut for you partner will only turn him on more.

If you're a lesbian you can enjoy anal too. I do it with women all the time too. Or I did when I had women sex partners.

Betty

Since Friday we have talked or texted every day. I find myself thinking about her all the time, and I get excited whenever my phone chirps hoping it's a text from her.
I know she says she's not into girls, but she let me kiss her and she is very sweet to me, complimenting me a lot. I've fantasized about her every day since Friday, and those were very nice fantasies. She already knows I want her. We have shopped online for her fucking machine and attachments.

I'm afraid it's still just going to be a one way street as far as intimacy goes. But I think I actually have feelings for her beyond just sex.

Oh well I have a new friend who makes me weak in the knees. I guess it could be worse, right?

I Have To Admit

I must confess, I love reading these confessions. I try to figure which are true and which are just creative writing. I really don't care. Some we know are real because some people don't know how to form a sentence. I figure those have to be real.

I'm still hoping to find some of these guys with the 10-12 inch long fat cocks. I'd love to try one or two in every one of my openings.

LOL

Love em all though! Keep posting!

Busted!

If you have read my previous confession about being cum obsessed, you know I have been sucking off a couple of my son's friends. A couple of weeks ago we all even started fucking. One of the two, Billy and I for the last week or so have had a number of one on one encounters where he has proclaimed his undying love for me. I love the kid, not in love kind of love but he is so cute and such a sweet boy. It's hard not to love him. Don't misunderstand me. I'm not in love. I just have a lot of affection for him and yes I love swallowing his cum and like fucking him too. He's just so eager to please and is learning quickly. He is 17 so I don't think I'm a p**o.
Anyhow I got a visit last night from his mother, Betty. I've known her for a few years but we have rarely talked but when we have, it's always been pleasant. She's mid 40s natural red head with pretty blue eyes. When I first met her I thought she was very sexy but never thought beyond that as we are both moms whose kids played soccer together.

Anyhow back to last night. I'm home alone working on a report and the doorbell rings and I answer it. She says hi, I hope I'm not interrupting anything. I said no, not really just getting some work done. She asks to come in, I say sure. Would you like something to drink? No thanks, I just need to talk to you, and I'm not good at these kind of things so I'm just going to come out and say it. Are you having sex with my son?
Well I'm floored. I was totally shocked. Even though I guess I could have expected it. I said Betty, can we please sit and talk? I was shaking and she could tell I was scared. She towers over me. I'm only 5' 4" and she's close to 6' and not petite at all.

She says ok. I said I'm getting a glass of wine, are you sure you don't want one too? Sure, she says. I get the wine and glasses and set them on the table and pour. I said yes Betty I have been sucking Billy for weeks and recently we have had intercourse. I'm sorry if this offends you, and I'll stop if that's what you want.
She was visibly upset. And told me how could I do such a thing and so on. I then told her my life's story while we finished that bottle and started a second.

We cried and laughed and learned a lot about each other over the next hour or so. She even said she forgave me and understood. She has been divorced for only a couple of years and hasn't dated either. She has three other kids and doesn't want to bring other men info her house especially because she has a 12 year old daughter.
I told her that Billy thinks he's in love with me and I'm not going to break his heart. I figure he'll grow out of it in time and it will take care of itself. Meanwhile I'm getting what I need too. She struggled with that a bit but I asked her if he has seemed happy lately or what, and how would she feel if his heart got broken. She finally agreed that it was ok to continue with him. But what about her? What if she seduced my son? I can't believe I said this now that Iook back. But I think the wine was helping. I said just don't break his heart! She said really? I said fair is fair. But I don't think he could please you as well as I could.

The look on her face was priceless! What? You have sex with women too??? I haven't for a while Betty. But I love women too. Especially redheads. She blushed. She said she never ever would think to have sex with women. She likes men, especially if they have big ones. I said, ever fuck a black man? She said only a few and not all of them are as big as as advertised, except the one had the biggest one she ever saw anywhere. She couldn't even get the head in her mouth and it hurt like hell when he fucked her but that was 20 years ago.

We talked for at least two more hours. And were pretty tipsy. I even showed her my toys and fucking machine. I said you know I'd be happy to take care of your sexual needs if anything here looks interesting to you. And if you closed your eyes would you know if it was a woman or a man licking you while your pussy was getting fucked by the dildo of your choice?
She said she'd think about it and admitted she was wet after seeing some of my toys. But she's not gay. And doesn't find women sexually attractive.
I made some coffee and took out some snacks for us to eat. I didn't want her driving home drunk.

As we sat eating and chatting she put her hand on mine and said I really like you. I was sure I was going to hate you and threaten you with legal action for seducing my boy. But I think we could be friends. I said I'd like that. She said me too and kisses me. Not a long wet one but just a nice soft peck on the lips. She then said, Trina I'm going to think long and hard about your offer. Betty, I hope you do because I think you're one sexy woman and I'd love to taste you. She laughed and blushed which only made me wetter than I was already. She said do you really think so? I need to lose 20 lbs and I haven't felt sexy in a long time. Yes Betty you make me wet. Loud laughter by both of us followed by a nice hug and another peck on the lips. Text or call me anyime Betty. I will, she said and left.

Just before I wrote this confession she texted saying thanks for the talk, wine and treats. Are you free tonight?

Yes, I am.

I fucked myself silly until midnight last night and I am going to do it again in two minutes thinking about Betty.
I'm hoping this works out because I haven't had a girlfriend to have sex with in years. It would make me so happy. Might be a bit weird since I have sex with her son too. But he'll never know if her and I do as well. I think?

My First Time With A Woman

By request. This is how I remember my first time having sex with another woman.

I just started my new job fresh out of college. I was ready to take on the world! But I was also very scared all at the same time. Being in a financial position for a large company with lots of responsibility scared the crap out of me. My manager was a middle aged woman who was tall and thin with steel blue eyes that could either make you tremble with fear or excitement. She had a beautiful smile too and an aura of confidence that just had me mesmerized from day one. I'd happily do every little task, report, or analysis she wanted. I even would bring her coffee just to do what I could to impress or please her. After 2 or 3 weeks on the job she called me into her office. I was nervous as hell because I had messed up some numbers on a huge order that could have cost the company over $10,000.00. I was sure I was going to get dinged for that. Instead she pointed out how I made the error and what to do in the future to prevent such mistakes. After about a half an hour of being taught and corrected she said we should have dinner one day soon after work, on her so she could give me "more personal and thorough" training. I still remember when she said that looking at me and smiling with her hand on my arm, I melted. I might have been too eager saying sure, whenever you like Ms. Stevens. She said ok how about tonight then at 7 at Antonio's? And call me Kate. Yes Ms. St... Kate!

I had never eaten there since it is mega expensive and out of my universe. Anyhow I get home after work, and have an hour to get ready. I was so nervous but excited too. In hindsight I had a crush on her even though I didn't think of women sexually at the time. I was just totally infatuated with her and wanted to be just like her. So I get there and as luck would have it she arrived right behind me. So we sit down and get a class of wine and she orders for us both. She just took over everything, telling me that she is the boss and will take care of e everything. I just said oh, thanks Ms. Stevens. She said, if you insist on not doing me Kate, we will have to do something about that. She had such an evil grin, we both laughed so loud people looked at us. Anyhow, long story short, we eat a fantastic veal picata dinner and way too much wine. She says we're both not driving home and called a cab for us. While in the cab she's sitting right against me, and was putting her hand on my knee and lightly rubbing up and down. I didn't even notice really except that I was getting wet. My mind was racing and I was wondering what the hell was going on. Then she just came out and said it. I want you then kissed me. I was shocked. But I didn't resist. She said I can object and it won't affect my job status and if we proceed, no one at the company can ever know. I said I've never been with a woman ever. She said but you kissed back. I said I liked it and I'm open to trying but can't promise anything since I have zero experience. She missed me again and said don't worry honey, just let me take care of everything.

The cab takes us to her place... Wow! What a beautiful house on the water, 4 bedroom, swimming pool, jacuzzi... You name it, she had it. So we go to the living room and she brings another bottle of wine and pours two glasses. She then says here are the rules...

You are to submit to .y every request without question while we are off work. At work we will always be professional and our off work relationship will have no affect on our working relationship. At work you call me Kate. Inside my house you call me Miss Kate. I am a dominant woman and you will be submissive to me. No harm will come to you, not will I ever hurt you for my pleasure. I may tie you up on occasion but there will be no whips or stuff like that. Do you agree to these terms? I said, I think so. But what if I don't like sex with women? She said then we will just have our office relationship and this will all be forgotten. We drink to it and then everything changed. She stood up and took my hand and walked me into her bedroom. She sat me on the big beautiful king size 4 post bed and said strip, I'll be right back. I asked if I could pee first so she showed me the bathroom and I went. I might have bolted because I was very nervous but had alcohol fueled courage and I was already wet with anticipation. When I got done peeing, washing up a bit after stripping naked and opened the door to the bedroom she was standing there wearing a black bustier and a black thong with black nylons, garter and heels. She looked so sexy I gasped. She took my hand and laid me on the bed, and started kissing me passionately and had her hands on my boobs pinching my nipples which was sending shock waves through me right down to my dripping wet pussy. It's kind of a blur really but the next thing I know her fingers were inside me and I was cumming. Yes yes she said, you seem to like this. Uh huh is all I could muster. She stopped and said uh huh who? I said Miss Kate? Yes, always use my name when addressing me, my little pet. Then she went back to kissing me and fingering me. I came again. I should tell you that she has a very long tongue which I absolutely loved, very soft lips and almost no boobs at all. The boustier made the look a little bigger but mine were bigger and I was only a 34B at the time. She had tiny pink nipples too that were adorable. She loved mine because they were pretty big even back then. She loved to suck on them too, which I love! The next thing I know is that she had four fingers in me and I'm about to cum again then she slides down and starts licking my clit and I'm convulsing with probably the biggest orgasm of my life at the time. I didn't even notice that she had her whole hand in me. I squirted for the first time ever and she just lapped it up. I passed out from cumming. Honestly. I passed out. I don't know exactly how long I was out but it was only a few minutes. She was lightly slapping my face saying over and over, Trina wake up. I woke and said wow, what was that??? We laughed and kissed and hugged. She told me she loved my sweet pussy and how wonderfully stretchy it was. Lol. Stretchy? I noticed she had taken off everything and was completely naked like I was. She was waxed down there and smooth like me. She said touch my pussyine you line yours touched. So I started lightly rubbing her clit, and then dipping into her wet hole. Even after that her clit was pretty tiny compared to mine which is big by any standard. It's my favorite part of my body. Anyhow she did have nice big labia and I loved the way they parted like butterfly wings. She said lick it now, so I did. I had never thought I would be doing this. But here I was sticking my tongue into another woman's vagina. I loved it. She smelled sweet and slightly musky but it was intoxicating. I licked her juices up and swallowed. I licked her clit and she came. She said, fingers too, keep licking and finger fuck me pet. I continued to lick, put one, then two, three, four fingers. She came again and again. Put your whole hand in me now!!! I did, she came, juices gushing all around my hand and on my tongue. I licked and sucked and drank all I could. She bucked and bucked and nearly broke my nose. I wasn't ready for all that. But I was hooked. I couldn't get enough pussy. I wanted to drink her all up. We both passed out some time later. When we woke the next morning we missed and had more sex. Since it was the weekend we had ..(continue confession)

I Finally Did It!

Hi, it's been a while since my last confession but I finally acted on a suggestion. Some may think it wasn't a big deal but to me it was huge. I confessed before about sucking two of my son's friends on a semi regular basis. They are both 17 years old and cute young men full of cum to feed this cum hungry single mom. About 2 weeks ago the two came over knowing both of my kids are gone for 4 weeks with their dad. I had been anticipating this for weeks and had masturbated many times fantasizing over how it would go. Now neither boy is exceptionally hung and to be quite honest, I have a very elastic pussy. My ass is still tight even though I have enjoyed anal sex since I was a teen. I absolutely love it. I cum best from a good hard anal pounding. But Billy is fairly thick even though he's barely about 6 inches I guess. The other boy Nate is a little longer but pretty thin. I've been sucking them both off for months now. But nothing else. It was easy to find 10-15 minutes to suck then both off and then act like nothing happened. Actually having sex meant much more preparation and discretion. So they came over and sat on the sofa and both had their shorts off in seconds. I laughed and said I guess you twoare ready. Both already hard as nails I was wet as hell. Now mind you, I've never taken any bit of clothing off in front of them. I've let them feel my tits and ass but they have not seen even a nipple. I have nice big pink nipples too. So I say to them how about we pick things up a bit? They looked confused, I laughed again. I said if all you want is to have me suck you, that's fine. But my ass and pussy need some attention. It was comical as they both said he'll yeah at the exact same time. I slowly took my top off and theny bra. My boobs aren't the biggest and are a little saggy but not bad and they seemed to like them a lot. Billy said wow Miss T you have awesome titties. I loved it. My ego was satisfied and I took my shorts off promptly and knelt down in front of Nate and started sucking his cock. After a couple of licks I said Billy just get behind me and fuck me, ok? He didn't say a word and next thing I know he's in me hands on my ass and not taking his time at all. A few seconds later, after maybe 2 minutes of sucking, Nate starts cumming I my hungry mouth. Did I tell you how much I love swallowing cum? Well I started cumming myself as Billy pounds away at my dripping, literally dripping down my legs wet pussy and explodes in me. It was awesome. I was still kneeling in front of Nate who was still hard. I licked his dick from balls to head while looking up at him. I said want to fuck my ass? I swear he started cumming again. I missed some of it but wrapped my lips around it and got all I could. I couldn't help but giggle. He apologized saying he loved my butt and has dreamt about fucking it. Since he was still hard I said go for it. I rubbed some of my pussy juice on and in my asshole and let him take me. Billy meanwhile had sat on the couch and was about half hard. So I started sucking him which got him hard in no time. Maybe because Nate was fucking my ass, I don't know. I never usually suck them both more than one time each but did suck then both off twice a few times. I knew they could cum more than once. It was feeling pretty nice having Nate pound away but I needed more. I was thinking maybe I can get both to fuck me at the same time but Nate came as soon as I was about to suggest it. So I said Billy please fuck my ass as hard and fast as you can. He gets off the couch and is behind me in seconds. There was no finesse, no sir. He drove it in so fast and hard it even hurt a bit and I can take a good pounding. I actually enjoyed the pain but it wasn't much to be honest and it was gone soon. Billy was relentless pounding my asz as hard as anyone e ever did. I'm cumming and cumming constantly, cum gushing out of me like a river and I'm screaming fuck me! Oh fuck my ass Billy fill me up! He exploded in my ass and we fell into a heap half on the couch and floor. Today is the first day they haven't been over here n nearly two weeks. We fuck every day a few times in the morning then in the evening. I've had them both in my pussy and ass at the same time and one in each at the same time. But it's still a work in progress. I think it's better one at a time so they can pound away harder and faster. Or I suck one while the other fucks me. I let them pick which hole they want to fuck and my ass is the choice every time. I'm going to get out my fucking machine this weekend and use Bam in my pussy while they fuck my ass. I'll blow them first of course because I need to swallow their cum. I must confess this will be hard to give up. But I know it can't go on forever.

This Is How You Don't Get Pregnant

I thought I'd share this after reading so many confessions here.

When I was 16 I had already had sex a few times. I loved to cum. I loved being licked and penetrated but was so scared of getting pregnant that I hardly ever allowed boys to fuck me unless of course they had a rubber. Then my classmate Lisa got pregnant even though her bf used a rubber. After that, there was no penis getting in my vagina, no matter how much I wanted it. I couldn't even ask my mom to get me on the pill because good Catholic girls are all virgins you know. Then I met Danny. He was a junior while I was just a sophomore but he liked me. I was totally in love with him. He was so cute and strong, and had the nicest hands I ever had on me. After a week of being bf and gf we started to do more than kiss. I would suck him off every chance I got. I enjoyed it but once he came that was it. Nothing for me. After a few weeks of that he wanted to fuck but I said no way. When I explained that I wanted to more than anything but didn't want to get pregnant he made a suggestion.... Anal. I was like, no way! He eventually convinced me to try it. I have to admit, I'm glad I did. I could just leave it at that bit I know y'all might like to hear the details. It's been about 20 years but I can still remember it pretty well. So here's how it went...

He was smart enough to take his time. Until now the only oral that happened was me sucking him off, which I loved. I have always loved sucking cocks and still do to this day. But I digress... We were in his room and we get naked. He sucked on my nipples for a bit and was rubbing my pussy which was amazing. Then he had me turnover and lay on my stomach. I was so nervous, if he hadn't gotten me so worked up, I wouldn't have gone any further. Then he was massaging my butt, which felt really nice and I relaxed a bit. Then came a big surprise, he spread my butt cheeks and started licking my butt hole. It was exquisite! I came on about 30 seconds. I was shocked. My pussy was flowing without any kind of direct stimulation. He stopped for a second and laughed saying, I guess you like that. I'm like oh yes please don't stop. He licked me for a few more minutes and I came two more times. Then he asked if I was ready to be fucked there. I was scared honestly, but also curious. If licking me there felt so good, maybe getting a dick in there wouldn't be so bad. He had some lube in a kind of big bottle and put some on his finger and rubbed it into my butt hole slowly. It felt nice. Then he slid his finger in and put more lube in me for a bit. I was loving it. I might have cum again bit was still a bit scared. Then he got on top and I felt the head of his cock start to go in. It really felt nice. It was a lot bigger than his finger but was warm and squishier than a finger. He was really gentle and took his time. It was a bit weird feeling at first. But felt good at the same time. It hurt a little too but not more than the first time I put a carrot all the way in my pussy when I popped my own cherry. My pussy was flowing juice out like a river now as inch by inch he slowly put more and more cock in my butt. It stopped hurting all together after just a couple minutes. He was now going all the way in and back and it was amazing. He kept asking if it hurt, I said no, no, it's nice, I like it. So he started fucking me a bit faster. It was it a couple of minutes really and I felt him tense up and shoot in me. WOW! I exploded. I squirted all over his bed. I screamed and screamed yes yes fuck me!!! I loved it. He collapsed on me and we laid there for a while catching bout breath while he throbbed inside my butt. I told him I loved him and he could do that to me anytime he wanted. He fucked my butt three more times that day within the next two hours. He never lasted muchore than five minutes or so. But I didn't care because I never came so much with all my masturbating.

We were bf and gf for about 6 months. I eventually let him fuck my pussy with two rubbers on which made it last until he got tired of it then he would butt fuck me til he came. I preferred it in my butt though and still do to this day.

Cum Obsessed

I'm just an average 30 something single mom. I've been divorced for about 4 years now. I'm not a milf, I'm just a plain Jane I guess. 5' 4" 132 lbs, small boobs big butt brown hair and hazel eyes.

I have an obsession with cum. I love it. In me on me but mostly I love to taste it and swallow it. I haven't dated much since my divorce. I really just don't have the time. I have two teenage kids who I have to get to soccer practice or band practice. I hardly have time to myself ever.

So what was I going to do to satisfy my unending desire for cum? Now y'all might think I'm a sick woman. I may be. But I found an almost unlimited supply of cum. Teenage boys. My son is 15 and has lots of friends and I suck off two of them as often as possible. The great thing about them is I can suck them off two or three times within an hour. We have a routine of sorts. They will come over to play video games with my son but always show up early when they know he gets home late from his job at McDonald's.

They are sworn to secrecy but I do worry that one day they'll let the cat out of the bag. But I can't help myself. It's all I think about. I love sucking their little dicks over and over drinking their salty sweet cum.

This has been going on for about 4 months now. I think I've swallowed at least 100 loads of their cum.

If I could get more of it I would though. I know it'll have to end some day. But I hope it's after my kids are off to college. I'll have to find more sources. I'm open for ideas.

Trina