What are your most deeply held desires and dreams? What do you wish for in the future? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill?

Wanting It Again

I am married have a good sex life, have been with several women before, and some during our marriage. I don't know why, I feel like a straight man but when younger had several m2m sex encounters. It's been probably 40 years since I've had another man fuck me. I liked it, and for some reason now I really want to experience that feeling again,

I loved the fact that a man was moving inside my body, grunting and groaning, telling me how good I make him feel. I felt so warm when a man was using my body, my hole for his own pleasure. I always moved and fucked back, I loved it. Sometimes I'd have dry orgasms sometimes even shoot without using my hand or his. The pace of feeling a nice sized cock going in and out of my butthole felt so damn good.

I really miss it, and lately have wanted to feel it again. Maybe I'm not as straight as I think!

  • Too Embarrassed To Ask

    I am 57 now, I'm married to my second, first one died young. I have done girl on girl for my first husband, other men for my second. I started sex when I was in my young teens. By 16 I'd let 8 teen boys and 1 grown man have sex with me. I did it in all three holes, before I got married the first time I'd had over 50 men, and 1 older woman. I don't say this to be a slut but to be honest and explain a little about my history. The problem is that I have a fetish that I am too embarrassed to ask anyone to do. It goes back to the older woman, she sometimes peed on me when I was going down on her. I would get a mouthful, and eventually just sitting in the tub and being peed on my body, especially by pussy, and my boobs and of course in my mouth. The problem is that I really liked it.

    Even as a little girl I always found myself thinking sexually when I'd pee, even poop. I asked one guy who I was dating in college to do it, started by going into the toilet while he was peeing. I reached over and took it and aimed it for him. He got hard, stopped peeing and I got fucked. Afterward once I came in the toilet and knelt down pulling his cock over to my face. I got a little but he stopped. He freaked out and called me a freak for wanting to be pissed on, especially in my mouth. I swallowed his pee and with some still on my face I burst into tears and went running to get dressed. I masturbated at home with the smell still pungent on me.

    I asked another guy between husbands but he associated that with spanking, and inflicting pain. I want to have wet sex again with someone, anyone, but I just can't bear to bring it up again. I'm too embarrassed of my individual kink to ask for it. Yet, I indulge my husbands and his other men he picks for me, and do anything they want.

    Virgin Problems

    I'm a 26-yo virgin girl and I want to eat pussy so bad but I also would want to be in a relationship first. Call me a loser, whatevs

  • I Love Her, But

    I've been married for a long time my wife asks me if I want more kids. I tell her "no I think our kids are enough". The truth is I do want more kids, just not with my wife. I love my wife and am happy to spend the rest of my life with her raising our children, I just don't want her getting pregnant again because she and our last child almost died in the hospital and i haven't had the heart to tell her, the story would break her. You'd think ok just get the snip snip done but I refuse to get a vasectomy because I want to be able to naturally reproduce for the rest of my life and I don't like the odds of the vasectomy going wrong and not being reversible even if they are low.

    Additionally I don't sleep around or talk to other women but i know THREE different women who have asked me to father children for them, no strings, no money, no relationship they just love my personality and know I have good genetics. Two of them I'm sure would even be open to being a sister wife and even help raise all our children together.

    But there's no way to bring this to my wife without her feeling threatened or as if I'm cheating.

    Is this me just being a typical man wanting more then one wife? I genuinely feel like there's more then enough love within my heart to truly love 2 wives and mothers to my children.

    It's Worth Dreaming, Isn't It?

    During our tenth year anniversary my husband was asked what would he have done different. He answered way too fast, he would have brought another wife into the marriage. When they turned to me, the question was direct, did I want another wife. I answered 'depends'.

    As you can imagine I questioned my husband, who was he thinking about. He said my friend B.

    He wanted her, he wanted her close to him, he wanted her in bed with us, he wanted her to be his sex partner too. Her? B? He wanted B to be his wife too?

    What made him think B would want to be his wife, much less another wife? That's why I needed to talk to her.

    What was I supposed to tell her? Hey B, guess what, Roy wants you to come to bed with us, yes for sex. He also wants you to wash and fold, do dishes, iron. So what do you think B? Come be a wife with me.

    B had a one word answer. What? B, he has made up his mind. You should be happy, he's asking you to be his wife. For life until you part. With me, of course. A bigamy sort of thing. Or as he put it, a plural marriage. You know, Man and Wife and Wife.

    B thought about, No. Of course I never talked to her. If he wanted another wife, B included, he needed to ask her himself. She said yes, but she needed me to ask her.

    Liar. When I asked her, she said what? But it was out in the open.

    Do you take this man in bigamy, for better or for worse?

    The first night, he wanted her close to him, so he could hold her. And have sex with her.

    B is a real good wife. Real good. Why had I not thought of B? That's the difference between him and me. I'm too conventional, like one man one wife.

    She's my wife. He has one wife, I have one wife. He sleeps with his wife. I sleep with my wife. It all works out in the wash. We have one room, one bed. He's a cheapskate, didn't even buy me a new bed for my new wife.

    How did he know I always wanted B to be my wife?

  • After Fifty Years I Having The Time Of My Life

    Running a small business turned into 18 hour days twenty four seven. As hard as I tried I was swamped with paperwork , absent employees. On any given day someone called in sick and it was me changing the oil. So much for retirement.

    All wasn't bad, I met members of the community, something that as a corporate lawyer didn't happen. I had time to myself. I hired Jason. Jason wasn't kidding when he told me he could blow my top off. 51 years in corporate America and not once did I have the nerve to repeat what I'd done in high school. Now Jason was showing me he could and did suck me dry.

    Back in the eleventh grade I mowed lawns for money. I tied the mower to the back of my n
    bike and rode up and down looking for customers. This one house was overgrown and hadn't been edged in a lifetime. I asked thirty five bucks, which was double the going rate. Finishing up, I was thirsty and sweaty, the man invited me in to cool off and rehydrate. I got my first blowjob, and traded off and got a mouthful of cum.

    Now here I was one more time, sucked out of cum, and a hard cock in front of me. I took Jason's cock in my hand, and slipped my lips around it. It took me back to the bachelor and sulking his cock. Jason talked a good story, but he wasn't able to hold it. I got some in my mouth, some on my face, some on my chest, some in my hair. I squeezed Jason's cock as hard as I could. My legs trembled, my heart was in overdrive, I hadn't sucked a cock in fifty years.

    I paid Jason, I bought the lube, I got his hard dick in my ass and he fucked me until he came inside me. It's not easy being retired with a small business. Jason does a good job for me. I suck his cock, he fucks me. Fringe benefits, he's the only one on a bonus plan.

    Wife’s BFF

    A few years ago my wife said to me if I go first you have my blessing to move on with another woman, only I ask it’s not with xxxxx her best friend.
    Right now her best friend is downstairs and all I can think of is playing with her big beautiful breasts, putting my cock in her mouth and then turning her over to slide between her tight ass cheeks deep into her pussy.
    I know it’s wrong but right now I’m so freaking horny for that body.

    What Is Wrong With Me

    I mostly straight , meaning that when I was a young man tramping across the country I got tricked into letting a guy suck my cock ,they used alcohol and weed . Okay after the first time I should have been able to figure it out but I didn’t.
    Now that I’m older I get bi curious at times I think about the first time a guy sucked my cock I don’t know if I was passed out or just blacked out when he started sucking me but when I realized that someone was giving me a bj I had my arm wrapped around him and was moaning , yes he was that good I freaked out and left before I came .
    I think about stroking another man receiving a bj ,frottage and maybe even giving a bj but here’s the kick I want to suck a guy with a woman watching

    It's True I'm A Fan Of Naked Women

    From very early I have had a fixation on my sex. I got caught by my father with open legs and a mirror when I was eleven. In school PE I was a starer of the other girls. College, I was old enough for porn, I hung out with a girl who loved to sit around naked.

    I tried girl stuff, kisses, fondling, touching private parts, licking, and mutual humping. I came out with her in our sophomore year as gay and lesbian. All I wanted for Christmas was a little bit of pussy.

    Then I got screwed over the Christmas holidays. It wasn't pretty. I had to jerk him off and give him a blowjob. Yuk. He never stopped bothering me, if I showed up back home I was his girlfriend for the week. Summer break I went home and got a summer job, basically giving myself to him to do what he liked. I lost all interest in my college girlfriend and started talking with my mother, sister, girl cousins of how I was getting married as soon as I graduated.

    I never made it to graduation, I got married the following summer before my senior year.

    Now that I'm married and stuck at home nursing a baby, guess who came to see me? My girlfriend from college and we went swimming naked in the pool. We had a real fun time, with her legs open. I guess since I've had a baby I'm not that attractive to her down there any more. She reminded me of what I'm missing.

  • Wanting More…..

    So went on a date with a guy and it went amazing. Just incredibly good and don’t want him to seek women elsewhere. I want him focused on me indefinitely like for real. Yes we had sex on the first date only because everything went so damn good I couldn’t stop nor say no. Now I want a second date badly and will not deny anything he chooses to attempt to do to me. Is it bad to want him this bad again? Or willing to not say no to him for anything. Even if he wanted to not use a condom this time I wouldn’t say no or stop him. If he wanted just sex on the second date I wouldn’t say no. I feel I have no boundaries when I’m with him. Anything he wanted to try I would let him ugh. He wanted anal after sex on the first date but I was worried for don’t really do that. So after sex in the hotel room I knew he was getting hard again thinking about anal and I went to my go to. Not wanting to do anal yet I gave him a blow job. He had mentioned girls never letting him cum on their face so I took it upon myself to let him do it and cum fast so there would be no anal. And yes I gave him a really good bj with a on my face finish.