Ladies, this is the place for your own special brand of confession. Did you sleep with your best friend's boyfriend? Did your Aunt Flo visit unexpectedly while you were wearing white pants? Did your boyfriend lose a condom inside you? Is there a burning sex question you'd like to ask that only a woman would understand? This is the place. The things you can confess here might fall into other sections, too - but here you have your own place to post. After all, this section is ..for Women Only.

Asexual, Indifferent

I was chosen for a part in our junior high play. We had practice after school. Because I wouldn't take the bus my mom had to take off early and pick me up and take me home.

One afternoon my mom didn't show. I waited but she didn't show. I got worried and went into the office and her work said she had left on time. The secretary helped calling the police if an accident had been reported, then the hospital if someone had been admitted. Nothing was found out. Ehen the secretary took me home, the house was quiet, she didn't let me stay, she took me home with her. My mom never appeared, I was alone, her family was far away, and no one stepped up to support me. The secretary took me in, while the authorities decided what was going to happen to me.

After I finished high school I went to a state university. I became a teacher. It was then that I met the father of one of my students who took me to become his wife. Now I had a step daughter of my own.

I don't think I ever enjoyed sex. It was something I had to do. I still don't enjoy sex, it's a take or leave it thing. Because the man wants it. My step daughter us now a woman of her own. I don't have a relationship with her to discuss her sexual nature. Mine I don't discuss either.

Over these years I've tried sex with a stranger, another woman, a pool boy. It's always the same. I do not get any pleasure from sex, if it never happened I don't think I would search it out for myself.

  • When You Are So Very Young And Man Wants You

    My background is in HR. I went to college for it. I got a job with my degree. I was an HR Specialist, my job was benefits. It was all paperwork, filling out forms, keeping track of the people who onboarded, and taking the people off that left. I mostly always had a phone conversation with the employee base, hardly ever met one face to face. It was boring. Compliance. That's what the man called it, Compliance. I was 22.

    He had an interesting life, and an interesting career. He had been everywhere, places you can only dream of going. He engaged with people all over the world, he traveled a lot. And for some reason, because when you are young like I was, you don't understand a 'man'. He picked me to confide in, when he was away he sent me texts and pictures of where he was. He was the window to the outside world, while I was stuck in Compliance.

    One picture he sent me, he apologized, but thought that I would find it interesting. It was the picture of a painting in Paris. A woman's sexual organs. In all their glory. He said it was in a museum, so it wasn't 'porn'. 'One day', his text went on, 'one day he wanted to see me like that, waiting for him, to knock on my door'.

    Shit. I was in HR. I thought about erasing the picture from my phone. But I sent it to myself, to my private email account. I researched it, and found it on the internet, in the museum in Paris like he said.

    When he came back and he had taken care of business he came down to my 'office', a cubicle in HR. 'Well, what do you think?, can I knock on your door?' He was insistent, would not take no for an answer. 'I want your g*ft', and he pushed his phone towards me with that picture. He stood over me, his hands on my desk, 'I want to fuck you'.

    Shit, I was in HR.

    I had to lay there, with my dress up over my hips, my bare soul exposed to him. He looked at me. What if he didn't like it? What if he walked away? His hand reached out and touched me there. I couldn't look at him, I closed my eyes. Soon it would be over, that's all I could think about. It will be over and he will leave. Oh God. He did it. He skewered me, he wasn't kidding, he meant what he said, he wanted to 'fuck' me.

    As a member of HR I was supposed to report it, any form of sexual harassment. And one by a superior with authority over me, was definitely a reportable offense, whether it occurred 'on property' or not. I laid there, he was over me, his hand on my breast. 'Let's agree on something' he said to me. 'Let's agree that you never ever give that g*ft to any other man'. He went on, 'it's my g*ft to keep'.

    All I could say, the only thing that came out of my mouth, was 'I don't want to do Compliance'. What a stup!d thing to say.

    Your Cruise Consultant Behind The Internet Screen

    I have been to the therapist, have heard all the words, but none of it changes that I am disfigured, and lame. I was in an accident, in which two people died. I spent the rest of that year between hospitals and surgeries and I never regained 'me'. I use a lot of 'tricks' to hide the scar on my face, I can walk now with the help of a cane. By walk I mean, from the living room couch to the kitchen table. I otherwise need a chair.

    I am also short, my natural height is five one, and to make it all worse, I have my family's German boobs. Big tits are okay on a woman who is five eight, but on a woman who is five one, big tits are completely out of place. When I shower, and stand in the mirror what I see is woman tits. I suppose I have a natural enough bush, but I'd like to have none. I want to see with my own eyes my woman pussy lips, as it is I can't see beneath my tits. Like I said, I've heard all the words.

    I had a lot of support from people that don't matter. Doctors doing their job, nurses doing their job, therapist doing their job, but I am a short big breasted woman of thirty five who has a disfiguring scar on my face, and I have to walk with a cane, in a very unnatural gait. The internet is my escape. I am addicted to social media, where no one knows who I really am, and I masturbate with 'toys' I have ordered for that. I like large thick objects of self gratification. But what I really want, is to have some man or animal fuck me, mercilessly fuck me for all the fucking I haven't had.

    I have a fixation of female anatomy. Tall lean and fit, like a boxer in the ring. Muscles on her arms, thick thighs, a completely exposed woman's pussy lips, brown, black hair and dark eyes, a lesbian who will break in and eat me until I cry. I want to be 'used', if I could choose I would most definitely go lesbian, who comes with an animal with a big thick dick. Just fuck me and get it over with, for once, let me be the woman that I'm not.

    I'm technically not a lesbian, I know that. But a lesbian who's fit, I could be around a woman like that. As to a man I have no idea what type or kind of man. Not anyone of the men that are around me, with soft hands and pale white. A man maybe like a brick layer, with strong hands. Maybe a bossy man, who tells me to shut up. A man who wants to know if his dinner is ready, why his underwear isn't folded in the drawer. "Yes dear", and I run around picking up.

    As it is I'm a frustrated small woman, disfigured, with big tits who walks with a pronounced limp. I am self supporting, I work from home (an apartment suitable for a chair) in a job that requires a very nice voice. I'm a call center reservations agent for a cruise line.

    So that's it. Maybe one day someone will pay me to get my tits cut off. I want small tits, small enough to fit nicely in my hands. So when I stand I don't have to see these heavy German tits, I'm sick of them.

    Thank you and enjoy your cruise,

  • As Young Women In College We Met And Bonded As Lifelong Sisters

    I grew up in a secluded life, we lived on a compound that included my grandparents, and houses for each of their kids. All the cousins saw each other every day, and we were close to our uncles and aunts. We went to a private school, it was mixed with both boys and girls. My graduating class was 32, and we had all been together through most of school.

    My first exposure outside the compound life was when I went to college. I was sent to a Christian college, St. Something, because it was a 'safe' place for young women. This particular college had a reputation of being a feeder school for Nuns. In our Freshman year, everyone had to live on campus, we had dorms with four girls to a room. Not all the girls were shy, some walked over to your bed and stood butt naked in front of you, forcing you to look at their girl parts. It didn't bother me that much, growing up as I did with lots of cousins, I had seen that all my life. It didn't bother me either to get dressed or undressed, or shower in front of the other girls. I had seen it all, naked girls didn't bother me at all.

    Still a Freshman, this over aggressive girl, came and got into my bed at night. She got on top of me to hold me down and started to kiss me all over my face. She pushed the covers off with her feet, and then pushed herself down across me, pulling my pajamas and underwear down. She ate me. It was a 'sisterhood' thing. Girls had sex with other girls, there weren't any boys around.

    Let me say, that most of the girls were not lesbians. But a few were. Whether lesbian or not, you met the girl that was your 'sister', and you had sex with her. All the way through. It wasn't looked on favorably to shop around. Sex, when it happened, was an open secret. You had sex out in the open, on the lawn. You had sex in a booth at the restaurant across from campus. You had sex in your room on your bed with your roommate next to you. It was bad manners to reject your girlfriend when she wanted affections. When you kissed her, you kissed her 'for keeps'.

    I'm no saying that we marked our girlfriend, but in a way we did. Fifty years later she was going to still be your 'college girl friend, your sister', it was a forever thing.

    My college girlfriend and I have been best friends for thirty years. When we see each other we kiss on the lips, and if we are together we hold hands. If we travel we share a bed. If we shower we shower together. There is nothing more sensual than a long hot shower together, and then a quiet evening reliving our college life together. We travel a lot together, we married well, and we can afford to travel. We long ago realized that we were not lesbians, we were 'sisters' of the kissing kind.

    Joining The Legion Of Women Before Me, I'm A New Mother With A Toddler

    I know first hand that when your inner core is conquered your silly putty in his hands. It's taken me the pandemic and these last four years to understand that you can't fight nature. When you lay back knowing full well that he is and will get you pregnant, you have submitted. You get up and pray he's the man, because you are now forever tied to him.

    The inside the home dynamic is 98% your mother's. Someone has to change the baby, someone has to pick up the house, clean the kitchen, and you are born and raised to it and it's your home now and you do it. He goes to work, he puts up with all that entails, it's his responsibility. I can't, although I've tried, not clean up, and have the baby ready when he comes home.

    I am in a support group at church, yes I've become a church goer again, a support group for new mothers. The simple message is, grow up, shut up, clean the kitchen. He helps, but it's my responsibility. And yes I buy pink and pretty, I can't go grey and amorphous. I have a dozen bows for her hair, and dresses. Her room has stuffed kitties and bunnies, and is decorated with pictures of little girls in Easter dresses.

    I lost the battle before it started. I can't emphasize to you, to be a mother.

  • It's A Between My Legs Problem

    Starting a year ago I lost confidence that I can do it. I've been around men for the last seven years. I don't have the balls. Tell me what to do and I can do that, but I can't be the head of the snake, I'm better at being the tail.

    I fell in love, he's an asshole, pretty toxic. But he wants, I do. I follow, I can't say no. I make the bed, and pay the bills, and set the table. I'm a regular homemaker. I quit my job. I bought a dress for a party.

    I'm sorry, but all the bull shit doesn't do it for me anymore.

    I Seduced An Older Guy Who Had A Vasectomy Just For Bareback Sex

    So I've always had this fantasy of wanting to bareback a guy and let him cum inside me. But I'm too afraid of pregnancy to actually do it with my boyfriend, and so I've never done it without a condom.

    A few months ago, my aunt started seeing this guy. He's 49, and she is like 42 I think. She lives with us in an apartment over the garage, and he would come around quite a bit.

    I have my learner's permit and been driving, practicing and of course require having a licensed passenger with me. So that guy has a car that is a manual, and he offered to teach me how to drive one. It looked fun, so on several occasions, he drove me out to the rural roads and let me practice.

    Then suddenly, him and my aunt split up. I overheard her talking to mom that she enjoyed the fact that he had a vasectomy so she liked not worrying about getting pregnant, but the issue was that he was "too big" for her, and she said he hit her cervix all the time, and he wanted sex all the time.

    The family was cool with him still coming over to let me practice driving. Plus no one else really had time to take me out and let me practice anyway, so it benefited them too.

    He was driving us to the countryside, and we talked as usual and for whatever reason I lied to him about my age, saying that I was older and that the reason why I was just now learning to drive was because I was too scared to learn before.

    At some point, I brought up the topic to him about how I give blow jobs to my boyfriend while he drives. Long story short, I gave him head while he drove. I couldn't deep throat him easily like I could my boyfriend. I started to gag once he hit the back of my throat, but he came and I swallowed it.

    Later that night, I snuck out, he picked me up, and we went to an empty lot at an old church and I had my first unprotected sex. It felt amazing. He hit deep too, but it didn't bother me too much. It did feel a little awkward at first just because he's so much older than I am, but it felt naughty and kind of hot on its own.

    A feeling like, I'm not supposed to do this, which made it feel even hotter. I don't know why my aunt couldn't handle it, I mean his dick is big, and my pussy felt like it was being stretched to the limit, but it wasn't as bad as she made it sound.

    I could feel everything, including when he came. I could feel his penis do this pulsing like sensation. It also helped that I didn't have any anxiety about pregnancy, knowing that he had a vasectomy, although later it felt a little awkward when it began to sink in that he had been doing the same thing with my aunt. But oh well.

    I didn't realize how messy bareback sex would be. I got off of him and put my panties and pants on quickly. Then I could feel his cum leaking out into my panties and down some around my thighs, but it was hot and aroused me enough that after he dropped me off. I went into my room and used his cum to finger myself through my wet panties.

    After that, I kinda liked feeling cum run down my thighs. Then we began having anal sex and that hurt the first few times, but I got to enjoying it now that I'm used to it. Talk about teaching me how to drive a stick.

    I feel kind of bad to cheating on my boyfriend, but the sex with this guy is so much better. We've been secretly meeting every chance we get and going to meet him again later tonight.

    He Makes Me Feel Like I'm Asking Too Much From Him,

    After we returned to the office my boss, who had worked in the office, told me I owed him. And it was time to make things right by him. He was straight forward, he wanted me under him, in my birthday suit, my legs open, receiving him as the one and only. No more playing around, weekend visits.

    I thought he'd gone crazy. I went cool, ok so he wants me to give him sex, exclusively. Men want exclusive. I agreed on a condition, he would be mine exclusively. No more Mr. nice guy with the younger girls. He wants exclusive, then it's exclusive with all the trimmings.

    But first, prove to me he could 'inseminate me'. He's not as young as he thinks he is. And if he wants me exclusive then it's marriage, and if it's marriage it's a family commitment. He didn't like being tested. It's a numbers thing. isn't it. Maybe it is how the woman arouses him. But I want children.

    After four years I'm pregnant.

    Pump Pump Pump... Squirt.

    I see myself as straight because I'm not at all attracted to men HOWEVER I am open minded with just one thing.

    I find is very kinky when a man gives me hand jobs.

    I don't know why as I love females but it feels really good feeling a man's strong hand squeezing tightly pumping it till I shoot for him.

    I prefer strangers, meet in a park or while hitching, where it's not planned.

    If they pump it for me I'll let them suck and swallow almost as a reward as after a good pumping they have earned it.

  • I'm Looking At My Future With An Unplanned Baby

    I forgot that when messing with a man, he can become very aggressive and dominant on you. I should have listened to my inner voice, not to mess with him. I walked away nursing my ego, carrying his baby. I have instructions not to try anything, he wants me to have the baby, and learn my lesson.

    I'm not sure what he expects of me, I'm not exactly a young woman.