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Papa Was Big....

I've just discovered this site recently after a GF of mine showed it to me. After reading a few stories, I decided to share this tidbit from my youth.

As a kid I often stayed a few weeks with my Grandparents during the summer. One night I went outside and was walking around the yard catching fireflies. When I passed my grandparents window the light was on. I decided to tap on the window and show them my fireflies. When I got close to the window, I noticed the shade was up a few inches and when I looked inside, I saw something that completely blew me away.

They were both naked and grams was lying on her back and my Papa was holding her legs up in the air and thrusting back and forth. I watched for a few minutes trembling and spellbound at the sight. At 14, I knew about the "birds and bees", but I had never even imagined such a thing. This was back before the internet and maybe I led a sheltered life, but this was shocking and kinda exciting.

When Papa pulled back, I saw his penis and it was huge and just sticking out wiggling around as grams wiped it off with a cloth.. I couldn't figure out how this thing went into my Grandma...LOL.

After that, I was always checking out my Papa when he walked around in boxers, I could see the outline of his penis as he moved around. One morning, I was at the sink when he came down to breakfast. He came up behind me and gave me a hug and I could feel the big thing pushing up against my butt. I nearly fainted.

After that I was fascinated with my Papa's penis. One night we were all watching TV and I was a little sleepy and I laid my head in his lap on a little throw pillow. I slipped one hand under the pillow and eventually my fingers were accidently touching him. I could feel him starting to swell up a little as he shifted his weigh around . Eventually Grams told me it was time for bed and when I sat up, I gave Papa a kiss and when I stood up, I pushed against his thigh with my hand and I felt his penis. I was dizzy from the excitement.

All that summer, I kept obsessing over his big penis. I was lucky enough to see it several times as I often went outside to "catch fireflies". LOL. Best of all, I managed to rub up against him in the pool and touched it several times as we wrestled in the water. Even though I'm now up in years, I still remember he was bigger than any other guy I had known.

I curious about other women who had this kind of experience with a relative when growing up. I know I can't be the only one. LOL.

  • I Turned My Back On Who I Was, Yo Adopt Who I Want To Be

    In high school I had a cute girlfriend, a true life Barbie. I went off to college and college girls were nothing like her. When I wanted love they were into power and destroying the patriarchy. I got involved with a an older grad student in the vagina power circle, and chocked on her unkept hairy c**t. I never thought I would use that word, until I met her.

    I dated a guy, he was controlling, which means he liked me. He was surrounded by guys and normal girls, parties were normal, and no one dressed weird. I became his girlfriend and tossed out my 'fuck the patriarchy' panties. After college we got married, Barbie came and cried because I was going to lose my virginity. I didn't tell her he had taken that a lot earlier.

    I still dream of Barbie, she's the one person I truly love dearly. But you have to choose, and walking down the isle I knew full well I was choosing insemination, and home schooling.

    I Have Daddy Issues, But My Daddy Has Another Girl He Takes Care Of

    The problem isn't so much that I have Daddy issues with this man, it is this other girl was also having Daddy issues with him. We are alike, we worked together and we both now each other real well. He doesn't differentiate between us, he's told us he has enough love for both of us and we have to get along like sisters.

    My situation was abandonment as a child and growing up without a man in my life. Her issue was far more serious, her mother was beaten up by her father, he took it out on her and I mean sexually, and he shot himself afterwards. So she didn't really have a father either and she focused on him. Talk about a girl who has to be touching, holding, loving on a man. If he didn't kiss her on the mouth she holds his face to get her kiss.

    With me he makes love. Slow and purposeful, whispering sweet nothings in my ears, held after love making, and wants me to be the one to keep up with him. I've been criticized for cleaning and cooking for him, and making the bed. A nice clean and orderly house and a hot home cooked meal never upsets a man, maybe my German upbringing. But there she is, while I'm cooking she is sitting in his lap. I did not want her as a roommate but he insisted that I had to have her as my sister.

    I walked out and there she is on his lap, stroking herself against him. I took the wooden spoon in my hand and whacked her good across her behind. I felt bad afterwards, but she has to stop behaving like that. If I'm the sister, then I'm the older sister. Someone has to set the rules. And he doesn't need to encourage her, although he likes all that affection she hands out.

    We are as different as night and day. Two sisters who look nothing alike, two sisters who have nothing in common, two sisters who love the same Daddy and won't give him up. I won't go into how she pushes herself between us, I don't like watching while he makes love to her so I leave and go sleep in the other room. And I have to make the bed in the morning, while she's fixing her face and drying her hair.

  • The Harvey Floods Changed My Life Forever, And His Too

    This happened during the Harvey flood when I was displaced from my complex. In my case, I was second floor, but the first floor had over two feet of water and all the mechanical equipment that supported the complex was under water. I got a call early that morning from my boss, he told me that I was needed, and I told him of my situation, my car was flooded. He told me to get my ass to high ground and call him.

    Around noon with the help of volunteers I was evacuated to high ground and from there to a shelter. It was chaos, and I had just a bit of my things because in the evacuation we weren't allowed anything that wasn't on our back. I called him from there and we used text from then on not to use up the battery. He told me he would be down, and as soon as he got close where I should be for him to pick me up.

    Thousands of people in the same boat and around six that night he picked me up. He took me to his house and the first thing he put me in the shower, but that's not where it ended. He decided that he was going to wash me clean. My boss with a washcloth and soap stood outside the shower with the curtain pulled back washing me down. Over and under my tits, in between my legs, he washed my face, washed my butt. He was not listening. He took the shampoo and washed my hair. By then I had been totally naked in his hands for twenty minutes or more. He took a large towel and had me step out of the tub and he wrapped me in it and dried me off like if I was three years old.

    He didn't have any female clothes and he gave me one of his shirts to put on. He had me put all my clothes in the wash. Then he looked at me in a way I will never forget. My instincts kicked in, I knew that what he was looking at me for was sex. I could smell it. He took me back to his room and put me on his bed and 'ravaged' me several times. It's not that he finished, he ran out of steam. I got up and went and put my clothes in the drier. He called me back. Took ahold of me and went after me again, until he literally could not ejaculate again.

    We stayed in the bed for a long time, it was past midnight when we got up to eat something, and then back for more. Another round, with a feeble effort at reaching orgasm on his part. I slept under his arm. In the morning he only let me up to pee and then back into his arms. I was totally naked with him, he had a half dozen mountings with at least four full ejaculations.

    I decided that I needed to wash his dick, and went to the bathroom and with a washcloth washed him, and then sucked and suckled on his dick for a long time, while he was in and out of it. I put on the shirt and went out to see what I could put together for breakfast. The news were terrible, everywhere people were flooded. All the stores were out of everything. I got some eggs and scrambled them, some toast and coffee and took him breakfast in bed. I sat on the bed with him, the shirt open, my tits hanging out. After he ate I sucked on his dick some more, it made him zone out. Then I took my shower, just me. I was careful not to wash him out of me.

    We evacuated to his brother's house in the DFW area, and he bought me clothes at a target. I slept with him every night. He had sex with me every night. I washed and sucked his dick every night. I prepared meals, and we all sat to eat. Ten days went by before we went back to his place. I had not had my period and I told him in the car. If this baby was a boy I was going to name him Harvey. 2018, 2019, 2020 and 2023 I had babies. Three girls one boy, we named him after his father, Caleb.

    I sleep in his arms, I wash his dick before suckling on him to put him to sleep. He has sex a lot, sometimes he pounds me down. We live in a high ground subdivision, in a house. I don't work now, not outside the house. Sometimes, he showers me and dries me like a little girl and I fall asleep under his arm.

    I Was Encouraged To Reach Out To Lesbian Women Who Marry Men

    As an adult with experience I know that I am far from being alone having married a man and having a family with him. For some time after I accepted my 'persuasion' I felt I needed to separate from him and find a new life. After three years I went back to him. I sleep with him every night, if sex happens sex happens, it is his choice. We have a conventional marriage, I use my time to raise my children, who are now 15, 13 and 10. I do not work outside the home. I sometimes go to a session with other women like me who are married to men. It is a support group started by a woman at church who needed to have someone who understood her situation first hand.

    In fact, across the cul de sac from me is a Canadian woman who married a man to get away from her small town. She has two sons. We talk often, our own little support group. I have been very steady in my advise, not to leave her husband, there is nothing out there for her. She has two sons, and a husband, her place is in her home. We have what may be called a platonic relationship, which is how we discovered that we both have the same 'persuasion'. For lack of a better word we are best friends, and look out for each other.

    Once upon a time it may have been a path for me, but no more. I have three children, and if that alone doesn't make you take stock of your situation, I don't know what does. My husband is generous in the way he supports us, and I don't set that aside. He could very easily be spending his money on some other woman, but he insists that I be the mother to our children, and by the by, the wife of the man I'm married to.

    One thing I've learned over these last several years. It is far easier for a woman with our feelings to accept a man as a husband and be his wife than it is for a gay man being accepted by a woman as a husband. A woman cannot easily be the wife to a gay man. I get shivers thinking about that, if that is what had happened to me I would lose my mind.

    My 15 year old is quite the young man. My 13 and 10 year olds are little ladies and enjoys all the girl activities at home. We join together in being he best homemakers for my husband and son. I was not so fortunate, I fought all the homemaking chores growing up and my relationship with my mother is strained. As I encourage my platonic best friend to be the mother, wife and homemaker for her family as well. We are not men, we are women and that is our lot in life.

    I leave you, perhaps to think about things if you too find yourself married to a man. Accept your lot, be the best wife to him, the best mother to your children, and pay attention to building a home for them. There is no shame in accepting the woman's role in your life.

  • Watching My Grams And Papa

    I'm kinda new to this site having found it after a Gf of mine turned me on to it. I've read a few stories about older guys and I just had to tell of my own experience.

    When I was 13, I was staying with my grandparents during the summer and accidently actually saw the two of them having sex. My initial reaction as to what I was seeing really blew me away.

    Grams was on her back and Papa was holding her legs up in the air. At first I thought he was hurting her or something until she said " Don't stop, Don't stop". I kept watching and Papa kept thrusting back and forth.

    When he finished and pulled out, I couldn't believe how big Papa's penis was. It just stood there, bouncing back and forth . I quickly eased on back to my room.

    After that, every time I saw Papa in his boxers, I could visualize his big penis. That was the summer, I discovered masturbation, maybe it was my age or just watching the two of them fucking or a combination that did it.

    I spent many, many nights back then thinking about Papa's big cock and learning the joys of masturbation. After I got older, I realized that Papa was much bigger than the average guy.

    Just wondering if other women may have had the same experience seeing a lovely big penis for the first time at an early age and how they reacted. Thanx for letting me tell my story. xxx.

    I Fell Into The Hands Of An Older Man And He Liked Me

    I went to art school and got a degree in Fine Arts. I have a talent, but that doesn't mean that my talent sells. Usually I sell a piece now and then. Consequently I moved back in with my parents after college and they let me set up a 'studio' in the garage apartment. I work full time as a clerk in the ladies wear, underwear, department at the mall. I'm over enthralled with ladies unmentionables. I don't by cigarettes, I buy ladies underwear.

    In college I kissed a girl, and then another one, and went all the way with a third girl. I lean towards being the dyke, I am definitely not butch. It's my personality, and this comes out at home with my sister and brother. I'm the oldest, but I'm pretty bossy, especially when they do things I don't approve of.

    A man who is a friend of my parents came to see my work, to buy one. My parents set him up for it, to enthuse me. We were in the studio and he was looking at the work I had, dismissing most of it, but he did like one piece and asked how much, and I said 250. He laughed and said 25. I got angry, I yelled at him and told him he was an asshole. I was grabbed by the arm and shoved over the work table and he spanked me with his open palm.

    I had never gone into a rage before. I called him every name in the book, and I got another spanking, but this time he pulled my pants down. After spanking me with his hand he told me to stay still because he was taking his belt off. I closed my eyes waiting for the whipping. But instead of a whipping I got fucked by him. I didn't even move, not until he was finished. I got dressed while he watched me. I told him I would probably be pregnant, because I wasn't using any contraception. He said "Good", it will help you grow up and stop being a crybaby.

    I did get pregnant and I have a girl. She is four now and she's precious. If I answer back or get out of line, I usually get an open palmed spanking. He prefers to spank me on my bare bottom, but sometimes I get spanked with my clothes on. He's taken his belt off but never used it, preferring to have sex with me. He is usually very frustrated with me because of my overall behavior. and he likes to show me who's boss by having sex with me.

    I know he's the boss of me and I have to behave and all that. I don't have a choice, I'm not working and I have my daughter to think about. Most of the house work I don't mind, it's easy. But for some reason I don't like folding his clothes and putting them in the bureau. I do it, mind you, I know its my job to keep up with the housework. But he is very particular, as if underwear has a right way and a wrong way.

    I have an allowance for the house, and I have an allowance for my daughter and I have an allowance for me to spend on anything I want to. I usually buy ladies underwear, not to wear mind you, to have and enjoy having them. He's particular as to the type of underwear I do wear, it's his thing, easy on easy off underwear.

    My Husband Came To My Rescue, That Sealed It Once And For All

    Right out of college I worked for a company in the supply business. We had a regular number of clients come thru. I worked for a guy from New York who was truly a jerk and asshole. One day he 'grabbed me by the ass', meaning he grabbed me from behind when I bent over to look at some papers on a coworkers desk.

    I screamed and as I turned around I saw him take a dive straight into the carpet, and a guy from down stairs was over him and told him if he moved he was going to kill him. You just don't do that to a Texas girl, no sir, Texas girls belong to Texas boys and that Texas boy sure showed him what happened when he touched a Texas girl. Of course nothing is free and from that moment forward I belonged to that Texas boy.

    It took forever for him to perfect his rights, months. He felt I had been insulted and I had to be taken care of really carefully, when all I wanted was for him to do the deed and knock me up or something. I hung from his neck, and sat beside him. I looked up at him with puppy dog eyes. I admired his manly feature. I told him I got wet just being with him. Nothing. Not until he decided it was time.

    You always think you are the same size as others, at least in your mind. But the truth is that I am a little thing, compared to that boy. When he decided it was time, he picked me up over his shoulder and took me upstairs with him. All I could do was wave to my friends, it was time.

    He took my clothes off real careful. One piece at a time. When it came time for my pants he had to pull hard because then we wore tight jeans in Texas. I felt like helping him, but he was the man, it was his job to do. My panties came off easier and I let open my legs to see what there was to see. I asked him if he liked pussy, because I really wanted him to like my pussy. All I got was frown.

    His dick was 'nice'. He had a regularly nice circumcision like my brothers, and when it got hard it was like a long straight pencil. I put my hand around it, and pulled it up to my mouth. He let me savor him like a lollypop before he got down to business. He wanted pussy that night, and I was on the other side wanting him to get going, I wanted dick real bad. The whole thing lasted a short while, in and out a couple of times, then he slammed me into the sheets before dropping his load in me. I had to wait half an hour for him to really get me going, I did have an orgasm from him licking around, and I got that feeling of being on the receiving end of a man taking care of business.

    We were effectively engaged. I walked downstairs and told everyone I was getting married. It wasn't long either, we were married with all the trimmings, Maid of Honor and six Cowgirls as brides maids. He had his brother step in as Best Man and his friends from college stood with him. The Preacher was my childhood Bible school teacher and he was happy to see me married.

    In those days the first thing you did was bring home a baby, so I set out to do my duty. And that New York jerk that my husband put down that day, well we heard that he got in trouble and some guy kicked him in the nuts so hard he lost one. The person who told me is one that really knows things, so I don't doubt her story. One thing is for sure, he left Texas soon after his showdown with my husband, he was 'nobody' after having his face rubbed into the carpet.

    So What If I Have Daddy Issues? I Love It When He Holds Me

    I have what a friend calls an unhealthy relationship with my boss at work. He is older by a whole bunch, could easily be my father. She's never been held by him so she can't tell me that I should say no to him when he reaches for me. Being rocked back and forth and kissed on my neck, cheeks, mouth and forehead. I get wet when he does that. If my back is to him, and he has his arms around me, I push my butt back into him to get him excited. Call it what you want, Daddy issues, Daddy love, when he's between my legs and he has himself stuffed in I tell him I love him and I love being his girl. I'm sorry if she doesn't know how that feels, but I wouldn't trade it for anything.

  • I'm A Large Animal Vet Who Loves To Bring Studs To Mate The Mares

    I am from a horse breeding family and have grown up around horses all my life. For breeding purposes there are lots of updated and new ways to accomplish insemination without having to bring a stud and a mare together. My mother wants the mare to feel the stud on her back. Why deny the mare? So even if it's not efficient, we bring the studs to the mares and WATCH. Great big stud with a meter long cock, mounting a mare tied to a post and she offers up her behind. How does that long hose goes all the way inside? Oh my? I've had to palpitate a mare or two and my whole arm goes all the way inside (we wear gloves that got all the way up to our arm pits).

    I'm not supposed to get excited when a stud mounts a mare, it is nature. Well what about a man stud who mounts a country girl? What do you call that? Nature having its way? I'm glad that if I offer my back side to a man he takes me up, I'm no different than the mares, I want that cock inside.